Help Me My Husband

Jealous and Envy

Then her mother-in-law gently pulled Alcenna's hand and brought her into the living room. Azarine and her mother too.

In the living room Alcenna discussed what had happened, and her husband was silent. Then after that her mother-in-law said, "Let it be if Rhania wants, and again believe the mother said the child will not be our child."

Alcenna couldn't actually accept her mother-in-law's words. He is sure that if we are sincere and dear to a child, one day he will understand.

Alcenna did not want to argue with her mother-in-law. Alcenna just said one thing, "Mom can see, I'm sure she won't send Rhania to school. Especially if no cost is sent. Can you see ma'am, where something's wrong with the kids' school."

Rhania was called to her mother-in-law's house. Ever since her mother came, she was nowhere near Alcenna and did not even want to be called her brother, Allya.

"Who is she going with, mom or mom?" ask grandma.

"Mama said come with Mama, Grandma. Mama who was going to school Rahnia and Rhania was bought a lot of candy by mama," her innocent speech made Alcenna smile knotty.

Alcenna asked her mother-in-law for help, told her mother there was no promise to send a fee, and she said no problem. He said he could because now he has a restaurant.

Allya did not come to Alcenna. Her husband's sister decided to take Allya to school where she teaches. Her husband's sister is an elementary school teacher. At first Alcenna refused, but thought again, true also said her husband's sister. What if later Alcenna could not send him to school, because her husband again became unemployed.

So her husband's sister and Alcenna's mother are deliberating, for Allya Elementary School here and tomorrow a new Junior High School in Alcenna's mother's place. At first Allya did not want to go to school in his grandmother's village, he insisted he wanted to come home with Alcenna. Alcenna considered if Arzon later could not, Allya will be far too late to finish school.

"Allya, listen mommy son. Not mother does not want Allya to go to school with her mother, but Allya has seen our situation now. Later the end of SD, Allya joined mother can go to school with grandmother, grandmother of Junior High School teacher. Teacher's son at least has a little lightening."

Allya is indeed an understanding child, "Iya Bun, Allya understands. Later when it's over to pick up again, Bun," he said, shaking Alcenna's heart.

"Yes, my son, be patient. We must live this life with passion. Hopefully the distress that Allya feels at this time can be a whip for Allya's success in the future."

"Yes, it's been Allya's two years here" said Alcenna's mother-in-law. Allya just nodded.

Her mother-in-law then said, "Alcenn do not go home first yes we go for a walk first see the tourist attractions in the mother's village, while silahturahmi to the homes of the neighbors," said her mother-in-law seduced to forget the desire to go home.

Then the holiday was over, Alcenna's mother had to return to her routine. They went home to their husband's family. Her husband's ex-wife and two children had returned the day before Alcenna's return.

It turned out that returning home first made Alcenna lose a child who was not her flesh and blood that almost a year filled my days. However this was much better if he were to force things, which he himself was not very stable in managing his emotions.

***

They return to their daily routine. Alcenna's husband still works odd jobs. Disputes are again a child problem. The reason is, Alcenna's heart is dominated by jealousy and envy to see her husband and family never mind her child.

One night he asked, "Didn't you want a child from me?" I said without further ado, the hallmark of Alcenna asking.

"What is Alcenn talking about?" elak Arzon smooth.

"Jawab only, don't wear it don't understand what I mean," Alcenna immediately rose in blood.

"Who said you don't want a child from Alcenn" he explained.

"Who knows, in fact you all have never asked me if I'm pregnant yet, right?" Alcenna was busy with her own thoughts.

Her husband was silent but she was like a train that was losing brakes, continuing to search for her answer, "Didn't she? What because I already have many children so I don't want to, but I want to feel how to be a mother, no need to have many children like a brother. Be it, too," he said.

"Tomorrow brother find the money, we try to go to the obstetrician," he broke up later.

"That's good" she answered, said Alcenna and went to bed.

His heart always felt tight, no matter what he felt, he did not know. All she knew, she wanted to go berserk and always look for her husband's faults for no apparent reason.

***

A week after her husband promised to see a doctor, Arzon fulfilled his promise. At night at the gynaecologist's office, this is where they are now.

"Mother Alcenna ..." call the nurse when it is now her turn to check up.

Alcenna and her husband entered the doctor's office. Her husband shook hands with the doctor and sat down like a doctor.

"Please, Sir, Ma'am ...."

"Thank you Doc" her husband replied.

"What's the matter, ma'am?" ask the doctor to Alcenna.

"I've been married for a year, Doc, but there's no sign of pregnancy. The last six months have also come irregular months Doc," complained Alcenna.

"It's only been a year, there are people who have not had children for ten years" the doctor said, not jokingly. Alcenna's a fool.

"Well, if you can try it quickly, why not Doc, better treat than late" replied Alcenna.

"There is nothing to worry about, Mother's womb is clean there is no disease in it. It's just that the mother is a hormonal disorder, probably due to stress or fatigue factors. Mom working?" ask the doctor after the examination.

"Yes work Doc, otherwise work who wants to clean the house," said Alcenna. Alcenna knew that wasn't what the doctor meant. But he still felt a little upset by the words of the doctor earlier.

Alcenna saw the doctor smiling at her sensitivity, saying, "I mean, Mommy's a career woman?"

"No longer, be a good wife at home" Alcenna replied with all her heart.

"Ohhhh good, so you can rest a lot and not easily stressed," continued the doctor explained.

In his heart, "What a good thing, I was easily stressed since at home alone rather than in the past working time."

"Is there anything to ask again?" ask the doctor further.

"There's no Doc. Next month if you check up again, I ask," replied Alcenna relaxed. Alcenna saw the doctor smiling and glanced at her husband smiling too.

"I just prescribe it to normalize the hormones of the mother, so that the mother's month comes smoothly." Alcenna just nodded.

They went out and redeemed the prescription the doctor had given them. Then her husband said, "Where else is Alcenn going? Go home or eat first?"

"Eating satay ya Bang," he said spoiled and suddenly the mood so good.

"Take it," asked her husband gently who made Alcenna's heart feel comfortable.

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Confused I see your attitude Cenn, "said the author 😁