Help Me My Husband

Think Once More

After an explanation that night, Alcenna's relationship improved again. Days are being lived as usual. Alcenna decided to entrust her heart to Arzon. Although his boss and ex also always contact Alcenna.

Alcenna thought all that was just a sweet greeting, not damaging the relationship with her lover. They both know their limits, one is considered a friend and the other is still the boss.

But Alcenna had to hold his heart, almost every meeting or just through communication about work, his boss always scorned Alcenna or just provoked Alcenna feelings.

Like today, during a visit to the supermarket with his boss. "How are you doing, Cen?" asked Alcenna's boss with a cynical face. Alcenna, although he was getting used to it, still felt arrogant to his boss.

"All right, sir." Alcenna answered lazily.

"Have you done anything?"

"What is this business, sir?" Alcenna deliberately seemed to not understand. Alcenna turned her head for a while then turned her gaze back to the street.

"The same Law of the Religious Court!" he said a little jutek.

"Isss .. What is this father wants to know the affairs of his men," said Alcenna a little upset and turned back to his boss fiercely.

"In the office yes you are a boy, outside the office you are a lover," said his boss casually and shamelessly. A sweet smile was given by his boss to Alcenna.

Alcenna stared with a sewot face. Lightly his boss said his lover. "Love what ..your dark lover times sir. I'm not the boss." Alcenna's heart spoke for itself. Boss Alcenna leisurely kept driving.

"Well, are you quiet, Cen? Then you agreed to be my lover" he said more silly sounding in Alcenna's ears.

"Malas against the Father. It's like people are drunk again" Alcenna said indifferently.

"Not clear yet your mind?" He kept attacking Alcenna and cornered.

"What sih sir ..." Alcenna's tone sounded impatient, secretly his boss's heart was happy, could disturb Alcenna.

"Why should you be angry?" his boss's fishing rod added to the girl's heartache.

"From tomorrow, I don't want to be invited or you tell me to go together." Alcenna said seriously, but her boss kept warming up.

"Just right, you're still turning the other way around with your poor candidate." With a relaxed tone but made Alcenna's heart even hotter as well.

"Biarin destitute .. Important I love! C I N T A!!" Alcenna spelled out letter by letter from the word 'love'.

"Maha ...." His boss laughed. Alcenna just shut up. He's been used to seeing his boss's behavior outside the office lately. Especially since he was frankly, getting more and more so.

"Laughter just keep on Mr. .. in the office like a mob boss," said Alcenna also began to dare to nudge.

"You are Cen .. Don't say love in front of me. Children kemaren afternoon, where it still stinks like that. Busy eating love. What can you fill."

"The very best of personal experience." Now replace the mocking Alcenna.

"Yes, .. I am a man. I am financing my life. Even though I still stink, I'm looking for love. I took his life. Well if you??" His arrogant tone did not disappear either.

"Dizziness I heard your defense. Father alone then bear my life. Now I also like my royal. Haha ...." Now, Alcenna is laughing.

"You want me .. but be my second wife" she said seriously.

"Malaas ahhh ..." replied Alcenna indifferently.

"You are weird .. same she is also the second wife___"

Alcenna interrupted her saying, "Wait-wait Mr. .. There seems to be something wrong with your view. Different Paaak, much different."

"Yes it's so different .. I'm rich he's destitute" he said in a clear scornful tone.

Unknowingly, as Alcenna's heart ached up her lover in words, a pinch was given by Alcenna on her boss's waist. Alcenna was heartbroken to see the way her boss said 'she's a rich mistress'.

Still grimacing he said casually, "It's been brave to play touch-touch me."

"finished ... Mr. pissing. Very arrogant and mean words."

"Ohh yeah, what's the difference?" He remembered asking back.

"If I were like her, I would not be a second wife, sir. It's only the second of his life."

"All that, mending to be my second wife, can be happy" he said with confidence.

"Happy from where did he try, from treasure?? Alcenna tried to ask.

"Isn't that irresponsible sir's name?" Alcenna began to seriously discuss what love, commitment and responsibility are.

Hearing the serious tone from Alcenna, the boss also discussed seriously. "Not responsible where do you mean Alcenna?" ask him first.

"It was the father who asked her to be the wife of the Father, the Father certainly said love at that time. Then over time you fall in love again. Your love has turned into commitment. Well ... It's not the same responsibility of the Father's decision."

"navig ... Alcen .. You still have a lot to learn yes, not just about work."

He continued, "Which heart anyone knows .. I also don't know what will fall for you. All along many girls are prettier than you, but I've never had any feelings. I also cannot prevent that feeling. But I will not leave my wife just like that because I am in love with you again. My love for my wife remains my responsibility: not to divorce her and to continue to forgive her. Where am I not responsible." Boss explained.

"Then according to you, does Arzon include men who are not responsible for leaving his wife?" Alcenna tried to ask for an opinion, she didn't fully understand, right what her boss said.

"Actually not necessarily so, we don't know what happened in her household. Sometimes in a relationship if it's a lot of bad in living it, separation is the last way out."

"Then your own father?"

His boss patiently explained, there was no joke he gave. "I told you from the beginning that my wife was innocent of any kind to me, there was no reason for me to divorce her."

"So you're guilty?" Alcenna demanded an explanation.

"I can't and don't want to be wrong."

"Egois ..." said Alcenna.

"It may be so, but love is never wrong. I can't say when he's present, when he's faded, even lost.The timing just isn't right. I just fell in love with you, without asking for it."

"Why is it the wrong time." Alcenna protested, her boss responded with a smile.

"So as an adult and experienced I use logic, it is impossible for me to force love just like that on you. Likewise with your candidate he may not be able to love his wife and no longer want to live together."

"Tumben you defended?"

"I'm not defending him, I'm just giving a picture of you asking if he is an irresponsible man. I do not want to mislead you. My love is sincere with you. I just don't want you to suffer someday."

"Suffering why sir?"

"Suffering in a household. Many children. He doesn't have enough savings. Nor is work established. Over time spending on their children and household needs get bigger, and you are unlikely to work forever. Mind it once more" Boss Alcenna spoke seriously and cautiously.

Alcenna's mind could understand with her boss's explanation, but her heart seemed unwilling to understand.

"But I love him, sir," he said languidly, for Alcenna's brain and heart were out of sync.

"You hurt my heart ..." said boss Alcenna in a flat tone.

"Ihhh like that. What father doesn't think hurts mom's heart." Alcenna turned her boss's words around.

"Sayakan hasn't said she wants to marry him again. So yes, he did not hurt. While I hear you say love to others." Still serious about every word his boss.

"I'm sorry sir, it wasn't my intention to." Alcenna chose to give up.

"Is there not the slightest taste for me?" he said in a difficult tone Alcenna articulated.

Alcenna just shut up. Alcenna may not understand the pain in her boss' heart. He had never taken every word of his boss seriously.

But hearing him ask such a question made Alcenna silence a thousand languages. Alcenna realized with everything her boss did, all selflessly.

"I feel guilty sir" said Alcenna.

"Don't feel so guilty, I'll just ask. I cannot force. I also realized that I couldn't find any way but to make you a second wife. I understand you don't want to. Let this feeling in its place. Maybe later on it will disappear."

"I'm sorry once again sir" said Alcenna. He really can't return his boss's feelings. He loves Arzon, no matter what anyone says. He still trusts the heart for Arzon.

Alcenna waited for the man's readiness. To the limit he was targeting in his heart. He wouldn't wait for that guy for five years like he was with Ardhan. It was only a year in his heart that he had promised. If Arzon can't, he'll firmly decide.

"It's okay. Let's work first, I'll invite you to eat, so that your money does not run out," he said jokingly diluting the girl's guilt. Alcenna just smiled wryly. The boss smiled sweetly.

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This handsome boss of mine.