
"Marya, how are you?"
"Where have you been he?" asked even asked back.
"Be careful."
"Where are you Mar?"
"Where else, the workplace."
"You come here? Your old college friend hasn't been here" Marya said
"I don't know, I haven't seen you since I finished college" Alcenna said.
"Here, tomorrow I jump,"
"Ok, tomorrow I'll be there."
Alcenna met Marya a year before she finished college. Marya suddenly disappeared and her mobile number was inactive. Even though they have never met since High School, other than communication by air. But not long Marya lost not knowing the jungle.
Alcenna still remembers being a student invited by her level brother. Although their age remained far below Alcenna's. Alcenna was quite popular in making friends.
"Sister, come to Arrenna, right?" ask an Alcenna-level sister.
"What arena, racing?" kekeh Alcenna's.
"Seriously, we want to go at two to be ready for college later" said another senior.
"Yes, what is that place?" alcenna asked honestly without knowing.
"Don't you really know?" ask Chacha, the name of one of Alcenna's elder sisters. Alcenna.
"One of the famous biliard places in our city Brother."
"Trus is not ashamed are we hijabed there? It's not lazy to do that."
"Eat him Brother come let me know, we also say it. I saw myself there. Think of it as a survey for research" Chacha says.
"What kind of perverted place?" ask another one.
"Yes" answered Alcenna honestly.
"Makanya Brother come, let's add knowledge, so Brother does not negatively think. So you don't want to be invited to karaoke because you think of perverted places too?" they took turns at Alcenna.
"Yes" replied Alcenna again. Alcenna was pretty innocent for the entertainment world. The girl she only knows playing in malls or just eating and playing in the timezone. After marriage, he was home. Also go to the mall again.
When he got there, Alcenna saw Marya sitting at the cashier, Alcenna approached, "How are you Miss Marya?? "
"Alcennaaaa .... "
Without caring about the average consumer turned out to have known Marya, she screamed loudly. Get out of his checkout table and hug Alcenna.
"So you know Marya?" ask Chacha.
"Friendly sister in High School." Marya answered.
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Alcenna was still silent with her husband. So did her husband. But the food and clothes were still taken care of by Alcenna.
Alcenna started to come out of her nest. He was like a bird that had escaped from a golden cage. Alcenna began to seek her own happiness.
Today Alcenna met Marya.
"Drink what?"
"Alcohol can?" ask Alcenna.
"No story, I mean non-alcoholic drinks!" Marya.
"Lemon tea is cold."
"What do you want to eat?"
"Nothing."
"What a story, clever now out without your man," said Marya.
"Bored. Find me a girlfriend" said Alcenna.
"Crazy, find a girlfriend's wife" said Marya.
"But your heart?" ask Marya back.
"Yaps, that's right."
"What a story doesn't become the same Ardhan."
"Non match ... I want a divorce Mar. I'm tired of everything." Alcenna told me briefly. Marya was quite surprised because she did not expect Alcenna to get a four-child widower.
"Dizziness is it." Marya has no solution. "I'm divorced, my husband has another wife. My son one, come with me. Until now his father has not sent any fees. Good, it's not hard for me to introduce her son." Marya tell me her story. Alcenna was shocked. Who would have thought so long ago did not meet, many sad stories behind it.
"I want to, too, but there are many things I weigh Mar, one of which is my mother's good name and I haven't been able to bear the title of widow."
"That's bad I said, divorce depends on our own mental readiness. I said divorce, if you're not ready, you can't be Cenn.
"Yes, that's the dizziness. I'm not sure exactly."
"Yes it knows. If it can be repaired what's wrong. It is not good to hold the title of widow, but rather than in honey let me alone."
"Nufhhh .... " Alcenna just exhaled.
"Never once. If you don't sell me, there's a rich chopper?" alcenna ngawur.
"Hussstt, well by the way, this maghrib day. The devil's welcome you later" said Marya.
"Good," answered Alcenna, making Marya shake her head.
"Are there contacts with Ardhan?" Marya is still curious.
"Who, curious seems very much."
"She was curious to wear it instead of Cenn."
"Reason?"
"He loves you very much. What makes you not the same."
"Love from where it is" said Alcenna.
"The look in his eyes, the adoring look on you. I still remember the last time I met you at the school gate. He talked to me but his eyes can't be separated from you."
"Hmmm most also the gaze because long time can not be found that," protested Alcenna.
"Son, I'm sure____ tar I'm cashier, someone wants to pay," cut Marya, because there is a consumer who finished.
After Marya returned to their table, "I'm not sure Cenn, I can see his love in for you" Marya continued.
"But she rejected me, she also had another woman Mar, I saw for myself." Alcenna finally opens up about her past with Ardhan.
"Why don't you try to hear the explanation first."
"Lazy ah Mar."
"If you are lazy, China also has no cure," said Marya.
"It's Mar, don't talk about him anymore. Just find another one."
"Finish with your husband, don't cheat!" Marya.
"Deliver cheating, the proof is that many couples cheat. Not the husband, not the wife. Ready to cheat back also the same partner." Alcenna's getting upset.
"I'm the one who cheated on me, what's so good, what pain there is."
"That's why don't you want to be a victim, so just do it!"
"Kamuu yaa .. The more sick here, why are you frustrated because your husband has another?"
"Frustation? Away, there are many others if I want to. The problem isn't that. Why am I sad for people who do not love and do not want to be loved. Lose me, live in this world for a little while, once in a while. It's stupid of me to be a woman to be frustrated by blood crying. I'm the main character of the movie 'we cry'. I'll just take it as KARMA, hahahaha."
"You can't go crazy, Cenn, tell me karma is laughing. Your mind cries times huh?"
"Yes, because of the taste of eating fruit just like me. Enduring pain releases more pain. Divorced mother who suffered, undivorced me who ate heartworm."
"Kok mom?"
"Mommy loves it the same time it was. There was once I said, said mother trying to survive. Not necessarily the second better. I'm sure it's not that, at least the mother is ashamed of her professional friend, her son is a flower window," Alcenna joked.
"I'm tired Mar, I've tried to be a loyal wife I've also tried to be a mother to her children, while I just don't have my own flesh and blood. But why am I being treated like this" Alcenna said grievingly.
"I've never had a fuss about money with him Mar, I never told him about it. But I was wrong in his eyes too. I'm tired of children who are in trouble by him and his family. It was like they didn't want a child from me. I also want to feel pregnant and be the mother of my own flesh and blood. But nobody cares about me Mar." Alcenna's tone grew sadder but there was no sign of a clear circle coming out of her eyes.
"You're tired of hearing my story" asked Alcenna, feeling alone with Marya.
"Not bored, I don't comment because you need a place to confide not need a solution. The solution is your own," Marya said so understandingly.
"Fin .. You are ready to eat, change, brother rest again yes," Marya told Fina, her shif friend.
"Okay sister" replied Fina.
Marya ordered two servings of wet fried noodles and two juice pokats on the bartender. Then he continued talking to Alcenna.
"So what's your plan going forward?" ask Marya.
"I don't know, sometimes I just want to run away from all this. But, I'm afraid the angel cursed me for leaving without my husband's permission. Although my husband may also be guilty, but I would be more wrong if I left without permission. Just come here I'm asking permission. The point is I can't leave my husband either." Alcenna exhaled again, as if the burden of her heart were lessened.
"Aren't you able, you're actually afraid of regret?" shoot Marya.
"Yes, I'm afraid of regrets, many ex-sorry after leaving their partner. I don't want to be crazy for missing my ex every day."
"But I don't, until now there are no regretful words that I'm grateful to have been able to visit him."
"That's because your heart is scarred, there's no place to be sliced anymore" Alcenna said.
"Just wait for your wound to be full, ready that you will regret, why not from the first I visited him yes," said Marya with a slightly slurred tone.
Eat first, drink your juice. Look at your body getting thinner. Kind of malnourished." Canda Marya's.
"Enak alone is malnourished, less money yes." Reply Alcenna.
"So I asked Ardhan again" said Marya. As if curious turned.
"Why, would you like to make me bernostalgiLa with him?" Alcenna.
"Well, no matter what the cold handsome La ma, I was curious, I thought you were marrying him."
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Tomorrow I tell you in the Curse of Alcenna's Heart. 😂😂🙏🙏😘😍