Help Me My Husband

Why Heart?

"Hello's asleep??" There was the voice of the person who had filled Alcenna's heart for five more years.

"The plan of going to sleep," said the girl flat .. The emotions in Alcenna's heart, were mixed. There was a sense of anger, sadness and curiosity that he was pensive in his silence.

"Where is it?" continue then.

"Already in Jakarta ..." replied Ardhan a little heavy.

"Ohhh ..." said Alcenna like a nonchalant.

"Any anger?" It still sounds short of the conversation of the two lovers.

"Do you think I should be angry??" Without him noticing the clear grains flowing from the corner of his eye. His heart suddenly felt pain. He felt that there was a slight change in his lover's tone. Alcenna realized there was no affectionate call from the beginning of the conversation, as it used to be. There was a distance that seemed to stretch far, invisible.

"I'm sorry there's been no news for the past five months". Finally came out an apology from Ardhan who wanted Alcenna to hear from earlier.

But suddenly there was water that began to pool in the eye of Alcenna. He couldn't help but be annoyed mixed with longing. Her heart was sobbing. The longing that had been thought to be lost in his heart, was still there and was present with a sense of disappointment towards Ardhan.

Alcenna didn't want to ask him why he hadn't called all this time. Alcenna did not want to provoke a commotion after months of not hearing her voice.

Only sobs could be heard on a lonely night, spilling all the flavor in tears. Ardhan was silent without disconnecting the phone, giving time to release his upset heart.

Ardhan realized something, he had already passed on to his lover. Ardhan knows, Alcenna hasn't been demanding much all this time. He could see clearly he had hurt Alcenna, yet he could only remain silent.

That is the figure of Ardhan Barra, never able to persuade with words. Only silence can be done. After feeling that Alcenna was calmer, she said, "Tomorrow I'll fly to your town, we'll discuss what I promised before we leave for Japan."

"Yes ...." That one word Alcenna could say was among the thousands of words she wanted to say.

"Now go to sleep again, it's too late. If you don't mind, I'm disconnecting the phone?"

"Yes" replied Alcenna, again very short.

But deep down, he wanted to say no, but in the girl's mind, there was nothing to discuss.

Suddenly the longing snapped, shedding back the point of the clear crystals. She came back crying. His heart felt tight, unable to describe what he felt. Miss ... sad .. or disappointed, she doesn't know. The cry made the ordinary cheerful girl fall deeply.

***

At home, when the day shows at 09.00 WIB.

All residents in the house must have gone to their respective schools.

"Good morning Alcen," said a voice after he picked up the vibrating phone. Who else if not Arzon's voice.

"Morning Bang," she said as she loudspeaker her phone, as she was putting on makeup with simple make-up. Using natural foundations and solid powder added pink lipstick to her lips. So that thin lips look more sexy. It was her own thinking, and a smile was present there.

Alcenna deliberately did not use an eyebrow pencil. Many of his friends said that he did not need to use eyebrow pencils, because Alcenna's eyebrows were already beautiful like an accompanying ant.

"What are the afternoon activities? Can meet? Someone wants to discuss with Alcen," he asked.

"Duh how good yes. Did I tell you the truth to the Arzon bang," his mind wrestled for a moment. "But I better be honest," his mind again decided.

The momentary dilemma created silence between them, so that Arzon's voice broke the momentary silence, "Hello Alcenna ... Is there an event later in the afternoon??" ask again, without any tucked tones of impatience.

"Sorry Bang, can not this afternoon, Alcenna's lover will come from Jakarta," he said guiltily. Even though he doesn't feel like there's more to the relationship.

"Ohhh," there was an unpleasant voice. Alcenna should be bad.

"Yes, next time" Arzon continued.

"Sorry Bang ...." Alcenna was still overwhelmed with guilt.

"Just son Brother. See you tomorrow Bang. Alcen wants to go to work too."

"OK." Then I heard the phone connection was cut. She was ready to apply makeup and get ready to go to work.

***

At 17:00 WIB.

"Have you reached the airport?" alcenna said to the point as Ardhan picked up the phone.

"Yes, will you pick me up here or will I take a taxi there? I'm still waiting for the suitcase from the trunk." He heard the heavy voice of his girlfriend.

"Where does that mean?" ask Alcenna then.

Alcenna was confused as to where Ardhan meant, she never knew Alcenna's house. Several times he met Alcenna in this city, almost Alcenna who met him. Whether it's at his cousin's sister's house or at his aunt's house. Even more often they measure the road and sit for hours in cafes or malls if they make a pact to meet.

"To your home only. I'm lazy to go to a aunt or sister's house" he said.

"Well, I feel lazy too, baby at home." Alcenna's trying to lure a baby. "Do I just pick it up and we'll find a more casual cafe to chat with" Alcenna said later.

"May as well or we go to the hotel where I stayed. I happened to stay at the hotel because there was a little other business," he said in a serious tone. Serious in Alcenna's hearing. Though Ardhan's intention was only joking. But Ardhan's serious attitude rubbed off on Alcenna's less-synchronous mind.

"To hotel?? Why should you go to the hotel, although it is better atmosphere to chat there, but can-can be a good-tasting happening there too. Many say that the two are the third demon" said Alcenna, a short long protest.

"Yes, if you want," said Ardhan then in an indifferent tone. "Better directly here first, than to finish the time to chat on the phone, later also can chat and more than chat can," his speech more and more chatter Alcenna heard. Away across the phone, Ardhan smiled slightly.

Lazily serving, Alcenna replied, "He went straight there, because it happened to be my position not far from the airport. Approximately ten minutes can get if it does not jam, so at least my estimate," said Alcenna. He immediately pressed the red icon on his phone.

Alcenna is now in the airport parking lot ....

"I'm already in the parking lot of a motorcycle" he said.

"Okay, I'm going there." His heavy voice made Alcenna slightly stunned.

Suddenly his heart was beating badly. There was a strange taste present in the recesses of the girl's heart. Not a longing like last night, but an uncomfortable feeling. He felt like something was going to happen. He shook off the feeling while looking at the passerby before him.

"Ufhh why else my heart." Alcenna patted the chest gently and involuntarily made a soft voice saying the sentence.

"Why heart? Still sore?" The voice he was waiting for sounded from behind his back. Alcenna turned her back to the airport.

Alcenna turned around, and saw a figure who was either still yearned for wholeheartedly or no longer. The girl herself had a hard time painting feelings. The strong thing that is felt is curiosity. What would he want to discuss. As a result he just looked at the stiff man and forgot to answer his question.

Alcenna did not open her voice, Ardhan finally touched the girl's cheek gently. "Why his heart?" repeat it later and extend a hand.

Alcenna took a helping hand and kissed the back of the hand at a glance as she replied, "Not why."

Alcenna gave me the keys and gave me a spare helmet that was brought just in case her lover did come and ask for a pick-up.

"Where are we going? So to the hotel?" he said he sounded a joke no longer sounds serious like on the phone earlier. From the beginning, the tone was still joking. Alcenna was misperceiving.

"Hmmm if you want to find a hotel first come on, but by the way find a pretty hangout, cafe or mall that ..." said alcenna provide an alternative quickly.

Ardhan smiled. In his heart he was very anxious to see the serious attitude of Alcenna. If he has evil intentions on this one girl, there are many ways he can do it.

"Let's find a hotel ..." said Ardhan and start the bike." They started leaving the airport parking lot.

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