
The results of the visa have been submitted to the authorities. Soraya's condition is still not showing signs of consciousness.
Two days have passed, the doctor has also warned Rudi that if Soraya realizes it is likely to experience shock or trauma. Rudi was asked to prepare himself, as he had also experienced the same thing, but the difference now he really felt chaotic.
His eyes were now staring at Soraya, his face was still pale with slightly whitened lips, there was a wound on the corner of his lips. Likewise bruises are still faintly visible on the cheeks.
What makes Rudi growling now is the direction of his vision that goes down, visible patches of purplish color around the neck until it goes down to the chest. Rudi's stiffened body due to anger was inversely proportional to the look of her poignant eyes looking back at Soraya's face.
Rudi began to feel, tears that began to pour down her cheeks. "I should have come earlier," said Rudi as if choked. "You may not experience this" he said again and then lowered his head.
His eyes turned to Soraya's fingers, the wedding ring linked there. His hand now moved to grab and grasp Soraya's fingers and then kissed her, a little longer.
'The ring that was originally difficult to break, is this how God linked your name to intersect in my heart? And I think it's true, ' Rudi's inner calling. His chest was so tight that he now spilled his tears in front of Soraya's body which was still tightly closed his eyes.
While his heart was slightly calm, Rudi got up and confirmed Soraya's blanket. Smacking Soraya's forehead so deeply, for a moment her palms gently stroked Soraya's bruised cheeks.
After that, he came out of the hospital room and gave a nurse to take care of Soraya as long as Rudi continued his work.
The news has now reached the ears of the family from Soraya and his Grandfather Rudi. They gave a sympathetic feeling of support to Soraya as well.
On one hand, Bramantyo is now in a room with Cindy, his wife. Knowing that his nephew had almost died, he was shocked. Moreover, knowing the reason Soraya did this, suddenly he was struck by wrath.
"Is this what Mama wants?" bramantyo was full of disappointment.
"What does Papa mean? Papa accused Mama of being involved in this incident, didn't he?" cindy said she was also disappointed at her husband's attitude, who now blamed her.
Bramantyo did not answer, his breath was now up and down feeling his anger. His hands were clenched there was an annoyance that he channeled there.
Cindy sobbing. "Mama had such a thought. If what Mama feels, is felt by Soraya, Mama will feel satisfied. But—little heart Mama did not get to heart if you leave the frustration that Mama felt to Soraya who actually did not know anything. After Papa advised Mama a few months ago, Mama had stopped watching and also did not interfere in her work affairs. Mama admitted, Mama was wrong all this time. And seeing Soraya in a helpless state like this Mama also hurt, which parent's heart will not be hurt, if the child who had been treated from childhood to adulthood slumped and lay weak—." Cindy could not continue her sentence, her heart now seemed to be torn. He had felt it, at that point the woman really felt she was no longer valuable. Soraya's short path of mind, he also did not blame the action. Anybody would do the same thing, including himself.
On the other hand, a nurse is now stepping wide looking for Rudi's whereabouts. The patient he was waiting for now realized, and it was true what the doctor expected, so aware that the reaction was trauma, now Soraya was screaming hysterically with fear.
"Doctor, the patient is conscious" said a nurse with a slightly breathless breath, he is now dealing with Rudi.
Rudi's eyebrows are linked, patient? he did not clearly catch the words of the nurse, because today there are more than three patients he handled.
"I mean Miss Soraya" the nurse said afterwards.
Rudi rushed to the room, his steps accelerated. When he reached the room that Soraya occupied, Rudi was so surprised because Soraya was not in bed. His eyes circulated to find Soraya sitting tight on her legs in the corner of the room.
Rudi crouched down, painfully looking at her woman like that. His memory now revolved like a broken cassette, his mother had experienced the same thing, depression and lost half of his soul to never forget his existence.
Rudi quickly brushed off the memory, his hand turning to hold Soraya's shoulder, but as hard as Soraya's strength pulled over and pushed Rudi's body away.
"Don't touch me!" soraya snapped along with a roaring cry.
"Soraya, it's me Rudi, your husband," said Rudi no less bitter, his tears now come to dissolve countless times the tears were dripping.
Soraya shook her head strongly, trying to resist. But finally, his memory appeared to recognize the person before him. He said, "Rudi, don't touch me, I'm dirty." Soraya moved backwards.
Because of Soraya's attitude, he now ordered the nurse to prepare an injection of drugs.
"Please don't, don't come near me" Soraya said.
Rudi did not budge he said, he still stepped and approached Soraya, although with resistance Rudi tried to hold tightly to Soraya's body until the injection of drugs has now been given.
Rudi also carried Soraya's body back to the bed, while some nurses did their job of reattaching the infusion hose on Soraya's arm.
"Suster leave this room, let me take care of him," said Rudi when the nurse finished doing his job.
They passed, and after the door closed Rudi climbed into the bed to sleep next to Soraya, he clutched tightly the body of his wife whose condition had begun to calm because drugs were now working.
"I'm dirty.." rattled Soraya who still sobbed even though her eyes were half closed.
Rudi remained silent, his heart felt turbulent, along with feeling the pain that Soraya was feeling.
"It's your fault—Salahmu—I call you—it's your fault—you didn't come to help me—Salahmu," raced Soraya repeatedly.
Rudi nodded with tears that never receded, he repeatedly kissed the top of Soraya's head and occasionally said, "Yes I'm the wrong—aku," while tightening his arms.
To be Continue
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