
Soraya was still observing Rudi's departure. There was curiosity emerging from his heart, immediately he followed the direction of Rudi's steps entering the private room in this Japanese restaurant. Unfortunately, after the door closed Soraya already had no gap to know what they both did or did not hear what they were talking about. He had no choice but to return to his seat and wait until Rudi returned.
The private room was still in a quiet situation, until a waitress finished delivering food Rudi just opened her voice.
"Rara, what are you saying?" he asked her with nervousness that she was trying to hide.
"OK, you?" ask the woman in front of him who is trying to relax.
"Well," as if it was hard to say Rudi put on a smile, then said, "I miss you."
The smile of the woman in front of him was printed even though it was bland. Then he said, "Ohya?"
"Why?. Are you not sure I miss you." Rudi conveyed his heart, the thirteen-year-old woman in front of him was always in his mind. He admitted that he was wrong to leave without news. But he believes this is the right time, and he hopes the opportunity is there for him.
"Yes, I've forgiven you now."
A sense of relief burst into Rudi's heart. He was sure that the woman before him would come back to him. "Thank you" said Rudi, then his voice sounded heavy, "Do you want to hear my reason, why am I leaving without news?"
The woman's answer in front of him was unexpected, she shook her head. What a sign he refused, Rudi's mind. Rudipun again asked to make sure, "Why?"
"I'm married."
Like being hit by a heavy blow, sick but not bleeding. "Married?. With who?. Do I know him?" asked Rudi as if he was scolding.
The woman in front of him nodded, making Rudi's forehead even more deeply wrinkled. "Who?" tanya Rudi was pressing.
"Reynand, he's my husband. I'm married to him," said the woman in front of him straightforwardly, Rudi as if stifled in disbelief. Reynand is a friend of her boyfriend. How could they get married, and again so soon her boyfriend could forget her. While Rudi, not for a second he had the intention to forget or betray him. And the proof until now he is still alone just to keep his heart for his woman. When he came back like this, it was hard to accept.
"Sir Ra, I know you don't love him" Rudi denied.
'Then if you know how you can marry her, ' Rudi's inner voice shouted.
"Lantas, why did you marry him. You must only feel sorry for him and you do not love him" said Rudi increasingly railed.
"But Reynand loves me, I think that's enough."
"And I love you too Ra, even love you so much" said Rudi full of emphasis.
"And you're too late."
Late, the word made Rudi more and more cornered. Right he was wrong for leaving his woman without news, then what about his heart. Who can be blamed when it's like this. Time, destiny or the man who has preceded him who is able to be with his woman.
"You are not happy with him, you must be sorry," said Rudi who was clearly full of selfishness.
The woman in front of Rudi shook her head. "I know Reynand is sincere, so he'll definitely make me happy and won't make me regret it."
Rudi seemed to have not given up, then he called his woman's name slowly, "Rara.."
"I think our meeting got here Di, hopefully you'll be as happy as I will be. Or maybe even happier" said the woman, then got up from her seat.
"Ra," called Rudi, but the woman continued her steps until she disappeared after the door closed.
Rudi ruffled and grabbed her hair in frustration. He cursed himself, why and why. He should have come back from a long time ago or he should have told me first. Not just go away. And now it's too late, a thousand reasons no longer apply.
Who can be blamed. He is slow or an impartial destiny line.
To be Continue