Handsome Actor Pujaan Hati

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Alyssa came out of her room and headed towards the living room. Nathan, Alvin and their two friends and bi Lilis had a conversation with the four boys. Seeing Alyssa already standing in the living room Alvin immediately invited the others to let the two talk. Bi Lilis invites Alvin, Alan and Jason to talk on the front porch.

Nathan and Alyssa are in the living room. The atmosphere suddenly felt cold, Alyssa then sat down to throw her face. To be honest, he was too lazy to meet Nathan. His anger that had subsided these few days now appeared again after seeing someone who made him angry was now before him.

“Alyssa” Nathan's voice breaks the silence of the two of them. “I want to talk to you!”.

Alyssa just shut up. He didn't want to look at Nathan and set his eyes the other way.

“I'm sorry!”

“Apologies? Are you sorry now?” inner Alyssa.

“Alyssa, I'm sorry for hurting you. I'm really sorry!” nathan said seriously. “I know what I did was wrong and I will account for all my actions to you”.

“Why? Why are you so mean to me?” alyssa's voice shook withstanding her cries. He still vividly remembered what Nathan had done to him.

“I'm sorry! I was drunk and disappointed at that time for not accepting you to sleep with another man. But I've been.”

“If you are disappointed with me, why do you feel sorry and apologetic?” Alyssa cut Nathan's words. Her tears could not stand it anymore.

“Yes, I do regret that I did not want to hear your explanation first!”

“Have it, forget it! You better go home now!” Alyssa got up from her seat.

“No! I'll stay here until you come back with me!” Nathan also stood up and now looked at Alyssa sharply.

“I won't be back with you!” reject Alyssa.

“Alyssa, you have to come back with me! I'll marry you!” Nathan drew closer to Alyssa and grabbed her hand which was immediately brushed aside roughly by Alyssa.

“I don't want to marry you!”

“Alyssa, I'm sorry! Please let me marry you! I want to take responsibility, I love you! Please think, if you are pregnant it means you are pregnant with my son and I am obliged to marry you!”

“How can you be sure if I'm pregnant this is your child? Didn't you yourself see me sleeping with another man?” alyssa's words sound like satire to Nathan.

“I was wrong not to listen to your explanation first. But now I know everything. Like you said, if you're being framed. And I was a fool to believe in that trap!”

“Nathan, I want to be alone!”

Nathan looked at Alyssa with sadness. He had thought it would be hard to make Alyssa forgive him. Nathan took his feet heavily towards the exit. He gave time to Alyssa himself.

Alyssa went into her room, took a pillow and buried her face there to muffle her crying voice. His feelings are now chaotic, he does not know what to do. He could only cry for now.

“How? Does Alyssa forgive you?” alvin asked as soon as he saw Nathan coming out of the house.

Nathan shook his head weakly.

“Nak, even though aunt does not know what your problem is but aunt sure Alyssa will definitely forgive you” said bi Lilis who had approached Nathan.

“Bi, can I stay here until Alyssa forgives me?” ask Nathan.

“Iya son! You can stay here!”

“How do we go?” ask Alan.

“The three of you can go home to the city tomorrow morning!” answer Nathan.

“Yes already, now you guys wait inside huh. Auntie prepare some food for you. You must be hungry, right?”

The four of them nodded because they were already hungry. Nathan who is actually very picky in food matters does not impose it on bi Lilis. That's because since childhood Nathan has been used to eating dishes made by bi Lilis.

The rice pack that Alan and Jason had bought had not been able to eat. The plan was they would eat after filming their lie but it turned out that people were already swarming to see Nathan. So their food was left in the river because they were in a hurry to get away from the crowd and it was possible that their food had already been taken by someone.

After all the dinner without Alyssa who was still confined to her room, bi Lilis prepared a room for Nathan and the others. Incidentally in the house bi Lilis there are three rooms. Bi Lilis occupied one room that used to be the room of bi Lilis' parents before they died. While the room Alyssa occupied now was the old room bi Lilis. And the one room that remained was the room of bi Lilis's sister who was married and now lives with her husband. Nathan and the others will occupy the last room that has been cleaned by bi Lilis.

“Sorry yes, you have to sleep foursome in this restroom” said bi Lilis.

“It's okay bi, the three of us don't matter if we have to sleep here. Except maybe one person who can't” said Alvin as he glanced at Nathan.

“What? Why lookeye? You think I can't sleep in this room with you guys?” challenge Nathan.

“Any thing you can?” Alan Goda.

“Can!”

“Already, already! You better take a shower now then, change it because there is only one bathroom. After that you can rest!” Bi Lilis left the room of the four young men who were now scrambling for the first bath.

Tok tok tok tok

Bi Lilis knocked on Alyssa's room door.

“Alyssa, open the door. Aunt brought you some food. You better eat first!”

Alyssa opened the door of her room which she had been locking since. Let bi Lilis come in to bring him food. Bi Lilis could clearly see Alyssa's puffy eyes from crying since her conversation with Nathan earlier.

“Eat first! Don't torture yourself for your problems, son! If the stomach is full, surely your emotions can be calmer”.

Alyssa actually has no appetite. But in order to appreciate Bi Lilis who had prepared food for him he was forced to eat the food. Seeing Alyssa who had eaten her food bi Lilis then left her room to rest. He does not want to force Alyssa to tell him the problem if he is not ready.

“Don't forget to eat your bath yes, after that you just slept son!” said bi Lilis while smiling at Alyssa.

“Iya bi!”

Alyssa had been eating her food since. But he hasn't even gone out of the bathroom yet. He thinks Nathan is still outside and he's still too lazy to see Nathan again. So Alyssa decided to take a bath more night. After feeling lonely and inaudible again the voice outside Alyssa opened the door of her room a little and peeked out. And just like his mind, everyone had already rested. He walked slowly to the bathroom so as not to make a sound.

Inside the room inhabited by four young men, Nathan was very difficult to close his eyes while the other three people were already sleeping with their dreams. Their sleeping position is made horizontally so that the bed is enough for four people even though they actually sleep crammed and their long legs pass through the bed.

Because he could not stand the sleeping position like that coupled with the sultry atmosphere even though the fan had rotated non-stop, Nathan finally decided to sleep outside. Taking his pillow and blanket he rushed out and looked for a comfortable sleeping position on the wooden chair outside the room.

“Begini is better than having to cram with them” Nathan murmured.

But just as he began to close his eyes he heard the sound of footsteps approaching.

“What sound is it? Is there a ghost here?” Nathan started shivering in horror.

He opened his eyes slightly with a feeling of fear to peek whether it was indeed a ghost walking towards him or not.

“Alyssa!” Nathan mentioned Alyssa's name slowly when he confirmed that the footsteps he heard were the sound of Alyssa's footsteps.

Alyssa looked back as she was about to open the door of her room. He did not see Nathan sleeping in the chair.

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