Handsome Actor Pujaan Hati

Waiting Until Ready

Nathan doesn't care about Alyssa's words. He was already carried away and could not stop his desire anymore.

“Nathan! I said stop!” this time Alyssa's voice was louder and she pushed Nathan's body away from her.

Nathan didn't think Alyssa would turn him down. Though out there are so many women who will willingly surrender themselves to him. Alyssa is indeed her boyfriend and she thinks with that status Alyssa will give up her body like any other woman.

Nathan sits next to Alyssa, who is now seen glazed over. He looked at the girl clingy and said “forgive me” with a flat expression.

Alyssa turned towards Nathan, she had not said anything. He still can't believe Nathan almost did it. Alyssa knew Nathan was known as a playboy but she never thought Nathan would almost do this to her.

“I'm sorry. I didn't mean to do that. I just.” Nathan did not continue his words.

Deep inside Nathan, he still can't accept if Alyssa rejects him and encourages him earlier. For the rest of his life he had never been treated like this by any woman. Many beautiful women around him tried to seduce him into getting in touch with him more, but Nathan just played around and never really did. When the woman can no longer bear the touch given by Nathan, she will leave the woman, allowing the woman to suffer alone to endure her unburdened desires.

That's how Nathan was with the women who were after him. He will not do anything more with a woman he does not love. Even with his old girlfriend, he never really did. Not because he does not love, but he himself does not know why. I don't know why it seems he can't just do it. And now he is also more confused about himself. He wanted that with Alyssa. Yes, Alyssa is the woman she loves and she thinks it is natural that she wants to. But there is something different that he feels for Alyssa right now with his ex-girlfriend first. Her body reacted to Alyssa without her control.

Alyssa could no longer hold back her tears. She finally cried.

“Why are you crying? Come on Sa, it's just a trivial matter. Don't overreact like this”.

Nathan's words offended Alyssa. She didn't expect Nathan to say such a sentence to her.

“How can you say that? You really don't understand how I feel right now” Alyssa said disappointedly to Nathan.

“Sa, we're girlfriends! We love each other, so what's wrong with doing it? Out there many people who do it, even teenagers who are still in school are used to do it”.

“I can't Nat! If you are looking for a girlfriend just for something like this, you better find another woman just”.

“You mean? You want us to break up?”

Alyssa did not answer. She loves Nathan so much, she doesn't want to break up with him. But he couldn't fulfill Nathan's wishes.

“Jawab I Sa! You want us to break up?”

Alyssa was still silent.

“OK, if you do not answer I consider your talk was not serious. And I will not kill you!” Nathan moved from his seat. He stepped his feet violently towards the room leaving Alyssa still crying in the living room.

Alyssa picked up the pillow that was on the sofa, she buried her face there to slightly dampen the sound of her crying. Today he was really disappointed with Nathan's attitude. But he did not dare to say the word break up. He loved and loved Nathan very much, he was not ready to be separated from the man. Alyssa lets herself cry, she still doesn't know why she told Nathan to look for another woman while herself isn't ready to lose her.

Nathan felt the worms in his stomach were protesting. He came out of the room to ask Alyssa to make him lunch. But as he passed through the living room, he saw Alyssa sleeping on the sofa with a sitting position hugging a pillow. His eyes looked so full of tears,

In Nathan there is still a sense of annoyance to Alyssa if she remembers the incident when she was rejected. But seeing the girl in front of him was sleeping soundly with her eyes puffy made him become melted. Nathan couldn't bear to wake her up.

“Honey, wake up. We had lunch” Nathan stroked the soft top of Alyssa's head.

Alyssa woke up from her sleep, she opened her eyes and looked up at Nathan who was already standing in front of her.

“Sorry, I overslept. I'll cook lunch for you” Alyssa hurriedly stood up and went to the kitchen, but she saw that there was already fried rice on the dining table.

Nathan walked up to Alyssa and led her to sit on the dining table chair. Alyssa according to and now in front of him there is fried rice made by Nathan.

“Eat!” nathan's orders. He sat in his chair and started eating his fried rice.

“I should have cooked” Alyssa hasn't touched her food, she looked down on her bare feet.

“Already, this is as my apology for making you cry earlier”.

“Nathan, I'm sorry for saying something I didn't really want”.

“Which one?”

“That's, which I told you to look for another woman. Really I don't want it to happen”.

“Yes I understand. You feel disappointed in me so you say that. But you're calm, Sa, I don't intend to find another woman. I'll wait for you until you're ready even though I'm sure it'll only happen when we're married.”.

Alyssa smiled at Nathan's words. “What did you say earlier?”

“Of course it's true!”

“Thank you!” Alyssa.

“Tapi” Further Nathan.

“But what?”

“I beg you not to tempt me to do so. Now I can still hold it, but I do not know in the future I can still control or not”.

“Indeed who seduced you? I never felt teased by you!”

“Without you knowing, you've been teasing me! But, let's forget about this. Now we better eat first, later if the rain has subsided I take you home”.

Alyssa nodded and started eating the fried rice made by Nathan. While the rain outside still faithfully wet the earth even though it was not as hard as before.

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