Gone off?

CHAPTER 41 (Please, Give Me a Chance)

What makes you so resolutely refuse, confidently without a doubt staring at this self, gives me no time, no reason, no explanation even a chance to answer it.

Those eyes that were staring firmly without any hint of hesitation, with that straight look and extremely serious expression were now staring at his face with complete confidence.

It was as if it confirmed that there was a boundary between the two of them. Although the distance he had between them was currently quite close, yet it felt once how the gap between them was.

The boundary that he really wanted to collapse long ago, it was very difficult to do. Curiosity emerged from him, about him who seemed not to want to be approached.

I never waited for him, I only regretted a little for never daring to approach him. I also never expected much of him to be lost from this sight in a long time. However, all I want is to be close to him if he is reunited with him.

"Why? do you hate me?" Rama said to Anjani who was now looking at him firmly.

"No." Anjani replied quickly and then turned her gaze forward.

"So, there's no reason for you to forbid me from being close to you, right?"Rama said again.

Anjani again looked at Rama's face with a furrow of his eyebrows.

"I don't hate you, but I'm annoyed with that." Anjani replied again.

"Ah, forgive me, but next time I'll be more careful again." Reply Rama smiled faintly looking at Anjani's face.

"You don't have to be careful, just don't ever do that." Said Anjani, turning his eyes back to the front.

"I just want to be close and familiar with you. That's not bo.."

"I'm not comfortable with that." Anjani answered again looking at Rama with a serious look.

"I'm sorry, but what I mean is that I just want to get along with you." Reply Rama in a low tone.

"No need, I don't need it, but we're not that close, so forget it and pretend you don't know me." Anjani.

"I didn't dare to do it because I was a little embarrassed to approach you. But, now I don't want to, because of that, right now I'm trying to bravely say hello and approach you."

Anjani stares at Rama's annoyance and throws his rough breathing.

"Why do you want to be so close to me? is it because of curiosity? compassion? or is it interest?"

Rama fell silent, digesting the question for a moment.

"You don't even know what to answer!, so forget it and never do anything."

"Therefore, please give me a chance! Chance to be close to you, that way I'll know what I'm really doing." Rama's Strictness on Anjani.

Anjani just stared coldly at Rama, and until the end he did not answer him and left Rama alone when Leah came to him to bring him back into his room.

In addition, the courage carried out by Rama seemed to be in vain and again made him feel a dilemma.

The courage that he showed and the belief in his despair so far, now seems to collapse just like that, again there is no significant change from what he did.

The desire to get close to him was so difficult, seeing him being so persistent in rejecting his presence.

However, there was one change within him, the courage of him to take one step to get closer to him. One definite change for him is that it is difficult to just talk to Anjani.

Now, Rama did not manage to get close to Anjani, but in fact it still makes him feel relieved, because for him it was an advancement for him, considering himself who had seemed difficult to just greet him.

"Today, I may fail. But, next time I'll definitely make it." Rama reassured himself with a faint smile.

He stood up from his seat after being pensive for a long time after Anjani's departure and resumed his steps to his room which had been delayed due to talking with Anjani.