Gone off?

CHAPTER 9 (Ambiguous Feelings)

Both Rama and Johan have had friendships since childhood. Often spending time together in childhood makes the two become closer like a brother.

"What about your father's mom? did they admit you moved here?" Johan asked in between the two chat.

"Well, maybe my mom is still a little heavy." Answer Rama.

"I suspect, surely Aunt Farah is not willing to let go of her favorite child."

Glanced at Rama who was sitting next to him.

"On Diana! you still haven't given certainty to him? the son of a man should not be hung for long."

"I have nothing to do with him. What's hanging try!"

"But you know he likes you."

Rama was silent to hear it. Because it's true what Johan said.

"I know, but that doesn't mean we have a relationship. Our relationship is only a co-worker. I'm not sure she likes me either."

Johan looked at his best friend's face for a moment, then let out a short sigh. His expression showed dissatisfaction.

"It turns out you two haven't realized your own feelings yet huh! look at you guys who have made no progress to this day."

Rama could not answer the question posed by Johan. He is also seeking answers.

"All the children know about you, and all are equally rich I wonder, what makes you two not so happy, even though you both look like each other."

Only his long breath seemed to answer all the questions posed by Johan.

"I'm talking like this not to interfere, only I'm worried. As your best friend and your family who know the most about you." Said Johan while returning to drink his drink.

"Here you go, mending you shut up here. I'm gonna take a shower for a second." Rama said passing by as if he did not want to discuss it.

"There are many girls who like him, but none of them attract his attention. It's weird!" Johan felt strange at the attitude of his best friend.

Johan fell silent and suddenly realized one thing.

"What possible? It can't be, right?" Johan muttered something while staring at Rama's room.

"Ha. basic." Say it again while clucking.

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In addition, Rama who is now in his room appears to have several long sighs as if releasing everything that weighs on his mind.

He paused for a moment before stepping his foot into the bathroom. Recalling his past that suddenly flashed through his mind.

Flashbacks

At Bina Harapan Bangsa High School, the school is quite spacious and large with many and extraordinary students. In the morning before noon it was the same as usual day, still crowded with jokes, chat and also the activities of all other students.

Nothing different, as always, is possible only for someone who seems to be intrigued by his feelings. I don't know what it is?

"Aren't you going in?" With a slightly cold tone looked at the face of the man in front of him who was blocking himself who was about to come out of the library.

"Ah yes sorry." Rather embarrassed and awkwardly he regained his senses and walked to the side to dodge, giving way to the girl.

For a moment he was silent and contemplated looking at the girl with a confused and questionable look.

"Why?!" He murmured in his heart with a feeling of balance while holding his chest that seemed to be beating uncontrollably.

Seeing the girl walking away, he chose to walk into the library with steps filled with questions for him.

His long breath, ending his past memories. Rama continued his bathing activities while continuing to occasionally sigh short and try to forget the flash of his past.