Gone off?

CHAPTER 37 (Not Running Smoothly)

In the silence of my heart, I want to make a sound.

In this self-concern, I want to step up.

And in this deep feeling, I just want to hang on.

Don't Like Me

A word he had never imagined before, and somehow so hurtful. In the deepest corner of his heart, it was painful and beating ungodly. What this is called is rejected before actually expressing feelings.

Does he know this feeling? I was happy as soon as he remembered me, but I never thought I would hear anything like that. Actually what I've been doing all this time..

Rama is in a steep cliff. He didn't know if he was falling in or if he was standing on it.

"Hows it? have you met that patient?" Rama's father asked as soon as he saw Rama coming to his room.

"Dad.." Rama looked at his father's face.

"Dad intentionally told me to be a substitute doctor?"

"Right, dad intentionally. Dad just gave way to you. Isn't this a good thing for you?" Said Dad calmly.

Rama looked at his father confused.

"Road for me? what did dad mean?"

"You should have known what I meant."

"Do you know about Anjani?"

Dad's speechless.

"Dad doesn't know." Answer then.

"If you don't know why you're acting like this!."

"What do you mean?, you're too rigid to be a child." Said Dad looking at his son's face that looked confused.

"Suppose I help you, so take advantage of that."

"And you have to make sure yourself, that way you will not hesitate anymore, and more importantly, finish everything before your mama knows." Said Dad again patting his son's shoulder.

"Dad know something?" Guess Rama saw his father who seemed to realize the story about him.

Dad looks misbehaved and cannot quickly answer Rama's questions. His expression did not go unnoticed by Rama. Seeing this, Rama took a small breath.

"What news? dad's people don't know anything." Later Daddy.

"When did you know?" Rama asked again not so trusting of his father's words.

"Eeiihh gini-gini dad was also young once, so this father is quite sensitive about soan." Said Dad confidently.

Rama looked at his father's face, his expression looking probing at his father.

"Then I'll go on, he's a patient of the father. I'm going back to the hospital." Rama said then with a little lackluster.

"It doesn't look like it's going well! This is how I should go forward."

"What does father mean? what's not going well? So you know something, right?.."

"No," said the father, putting on a calm face.

"Dad there's still a patient, so dad has to go ok.." He then left Rama alone in his room.

Rama looked at the back of his father who was starting to move away from him.

I'm sure you know something? Is Johan the story? because only he knows all along - Inner Rama.

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In a different place, a woman with a flower and a parcel in her hand was preparing to leave.

Taking off his doctor's robe, he took a moment to visit someone. Diana, seen heading to the hospital where Johan's mother is being treated.

"Lho, Diana!" Greet mom Johan as soon as she saw Diana coming to her room.

"Lho aunt can go home." Diana exclaimed to see mom Johan seemed to be tidying up her things and preparing to go home.

"Yes, today my aunt can go home."

"Wow, means I'm late dong."

"So pa-pa, auntie is also waiting for Johan to come to pick up aunty."

"Good, at least I can still meet aunty."

"You should not bother to bring something. Aunty's glad you just came to see aunty." Mom said Johan saw the parcel brought by Diana.

Diana smiled at him.