
To like you and admire you is the thing I am most grateful for, but it is also the thing I regret the most all along.
At that time, I should have been braver so it wouldn't have baffled me all this time. I myself do not know why it could be like this, persisting with continue to put a hope, even though I myself am not sure of it. So.. Why am I like this? Why do I continue to survive until now?...
In his family, no one knows about the dilemma of his feelings, maybe only his best friend Johan knows everything about him, because all this time only to Johan he poured out all his feelings.
"Sister, you didn't go back to the apartment before you came here?"
"Yes my brother came straight here, why?"
"No pa-pa is just a doang."
Then he hasn't seen the message I'm staying in on the refrigerator door - Inner Sahila.
"Your sister didn't cause any trouble, did Ram in your apartment yesterday?" Ask Farah to Rama.
"No, Ma, he's not in too much trouble." Reply Rama while glancing towards Sahila, trying to tease her sister.
"What's wrong, I'm not causing any trouble." Sahila protested in annoyance.
Rama only laughed a little at the protests from his sister.
"Next time you have to get permission from mom and dad. When the girls haven't come home until late at night, if your sister doesn't say, dad and mom will be worried waiting for you to come home." Timpal's father advises Sahila.
"Yes, I know I admit I was wrong. This is because it is so happy to be able to come to the apartment, because it is very good to continue to be comfortable again. I forgot to tell you. Sorry yes!" Sahila replied with a smile.
"This kid never changes.. I still like the whiny." Farah's grouse looked at his son's face.
"Peace..." Saying sahila while pointing two fingers.
In his anxiety he always faded once he saw his family. However, on the one hand he also felt guilty towards them, especially for his parents. He knows very well what they expect but until now still can not realize it.
"Sister, do you know anything about the A Cosmetic brand?" Ask Sahila in the middle of a family talk.
"A Cosmetic's? whatisit? you don't know why?" Honest Rama.
"You don't know, if the owner of the company lives in the same apartment as your brother." Sahila's story with enthusiasm.
"You know from earlier said it's mute, who is he anyway?" Timpal Farah looked at his son's humanity.
"And I told you that she's my idol, she's the owner of A Cosmetic company, a cosmetics and perfume brand she's worldwide. Cool right!" Sahila was enthusiastic.
"While you don't know who he is, but it's also good for you, you idolize the right person, try to learn from him, learn how to succeed like him." Timpal Wardana to Sahila his son.
"OKs. Ready boss." Saut Sahila with spirit.
"Don't be ok, but in practice." Farah Timpal.
"Yes Ma." Sahila replied in a low tone as soon as her mother chimed in.
Because he did not know about it, Rama could only keep quiet listening to all the words of his brother.
"Sister, I can come back to my sister's apartment."
"Who says you can!" Farah's saute with a sharp face looked at her son.
"Ah mama, this is a tau strategy so I can meet my idol again. She's gonna live in the same apartment as sister." Sahila said confidently.
"How did you know he lived in the same rich apartment, brother?" Ask Rama.
"Well, if I see him, I keep asking him and he says he lives there."
"OK." Sahila was happy.
In the midst of busyness and also for him, the first thing he will do is to go home to his parents. Although he is an adult, there are times when he can still be spoiled and need help from his parents.
Like when deciding something that is very difficult he decided or a problem that is difficult for him to face, if he has spoken to his parents sometimes it makes him become enlightened.
Now only he was left with his father in the family room. Rama stared doubtfully at his father, he wanted to ask something but was a bit hesitant to say it.
"Well.." Call later.
"Em, why?"
"On the patient in the cempaka room no 27.." Rama stopped his words for a moment.
"How's it going?" Further again.
"Cempaka room?" I tried to remember it.
"Oh.. Her condition has started to improve, why?"
"No, I'm just asking."
"You know him?"
Rama remained silent.
"So you know him?" Ask dad again.
"Yes, he was my old schoolmate." Rama answered later.
"You're interested in him?"
"Ehh.." Rama seemed shocked by the sudden question from his father.
Notya replied, Rama looks a bit confused by the sudden question from his father.
"Dad thought you liked Diana, didn't ya? What the wrong father!" Say father again.
"Not that, I'm just kind of shocked to see him in the hospital room giving Anna's sister an envelope." Replied Rama who did not lie.
"Oh. He's had an appendectomy, but he's doing fine after surgery. He's a kid who doesn't talk much!"
"Yes, he was a kid who didn't talk too much." Reply Rama unconsciously singled out his little smile as soon as the story about Anjani.
His expression did not escape his father's observation.
"You're the one who's treating that patient from tomorrow!" Said the father who seemed to give way for Rama to approach Anjani.
"What do you mean dad! I'm not on duty at that hospital." Confused Rama.
"What's the trouble, then from tomorrow you'll be on duty there." Said father calmly.
"Where can that be! I have a lot of patients there too!" The word Rama refers to the hospital where he practices.
"There's no doctor? Already, later let me tell Herman about your move. Some of you are told to go to the hospital by yourself even do not want to." Said dad passed into the room.
Rama, who lives alone, still seems confused by his father's attitude.