Gone off?
CHAPTER 22 (Uncertainty)
Don't expect that you won't get hurt.
Don't wait that way you won't get sick.
And don't hang on that way you won't be disappointed.
That's how it should be, but we can never control someone's heart. Although they know it will hurt, in fact there are still those who survive the unilateral feeling. This is what Rama and Diana felt.
Equally liking someone for a long time makes the relationship a little ambiguous because of uncertainty. Although both are interested in each other, but in fact can not make the two establish a relationship, because between the two there is still a doubt. Doubt about their own feelings.
What makes them survive? what are they waiting for? with certainty? is that really so? will it make them happy? maybe only the two know.
"Stupid, when are you like this? you know Diana likes you! and you like him too. Make a decision before you regret."
Johan's words like that always ring in Rama's mind, he knows exactly what he wants to do, he said, it was just that there was still something slightly propping up in his heart and that several times made him hesitate to go further.
Likewise, for Diana who has long harbored her love for Rama since college, now she is made to worry about her own feelings. He who is currently at the end of the line, seems to have made a decision with certainty, although he knows it is not an easy thing for him to make a decision.
It was not easy for Rama and Diana. Those who have both waited in uncertainty, now seem to be in doubt to decide something. Even so, they still decide this because they do not want to continue to be in curiosity and uncertain feelings.
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Flashback Diana's residence, 08:30 p.m.
Sitting together in a dining room, Rama and Diana's family were having a close conversation between dinner and dinner.
"How long have you not been here?" Diana asked Rama who was sitting right in front of her.
"It's been a while, but auntie is glad you could come here." Diana said with pleasure.
"When Diana said, aunty just came yesterday, but has prepared this much food."
"It's nothing, aunt just feeling excited about seeing you again."
Rama just smiled at the hospitality of Diana's parents, especially Diana, who looked so fond of her.
"You've made no progress?" In the midst of the hospitality, a moment of silence when papa Diana asked progress about the relationship of Rama and Diana.
"Pa, what the hell did you say. Don't make Rama uncomfortable dong." Diana immediately tried to stop her papa who had made her feel uncomfortable and several times glanced at Rama with a bad feeling.
Hearing these words, it turned out to make Rama speechless with a feeling of error. Her lips tightly shut could not reply firmly to papa Diana's question. His expression also implied confusion, yet still tried to smile.
"Duh papa, let those who define their own relationship, we parents just need to support it." In the midst of the discomfort of the atmosphere, there was mama Diana who had saved the atmosphere.
"Eat more." Mama Diana said to Rama who looked difficult.
Both were aware of both Rama and Diana, the unplanned meeting with a lot of chatter has given a little enlightenment for both. With the best hope for each of them.
"If you like to try more seriously." Such are the words of papa Diana who looked indifferent but attentive to Diana also Rama.
Perhaps, because it makes both of them sure to take a decision that has been held back by doubt. Endure or Let go, maybe that's the only choice for those who are still in doubt.
