Gone off?

Gone off?
CHAPTER 21 (A Decision)



I know exactly how I feel, but on the one hand I doubt whether the decision I made was right. There was no way I would live in that sense of uncertainty continuously.


Rama who has been swayed for a long time to his own feelings, now seems to have established himself in setting his heart. To whom he will turn, whether he will end his past story or start with a new one.


"I'm sorry, you've been stuck here for a long time." Said Diana feeling guilty to Rama who could not go home sooner because of her mother's request.


"It's okay, I came here myself. Tomorrow is also a holiday." Rama's reply calmed Diana down.


"Well, come home late, too."


"Ok, I'm home.." Rama said goodbye and then stepped towards his parked car.


Staring at the back away from him, as it made Diana speechless as to what she was thinking, her expression looked sad looking at the back of Rama who was starting to move away from her face.


When Rama's car came out of his yard, away until it was not seen. His calm expression that was already as strong as he could maintain slowly collapsed with the tears coming out from both of his beads.


"I've decided." Diana stared straight at Rama's car which had moved away from her with a pushy look, seemingly having trouble continuing her words, he was silent for a moment then immediately wiped the tears that came out wetting his cheeks and passed into his house with a feeling that looks sure. I don't know what decision he will make in front of him.


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At 22:30 pm, Rama arrived at his apartment building. After parking his car, he did not go out and momentarily contemplated in the car.


His expression was filled with a sense of dilemma and doubt but on the one hand he also seemed confident of the decision he had to take. He let out a long breath of uneasiness that had been bothering him for a few days.


When he was about to get out of the car, suddenly there was a car that was driving in the same direction as his car. The car stopped right in front of his parked car. Seeing that the car had stopped its speed and stopped right in front of his car, Rama rushed out of his car.


However, his steps suddenly came to a halt as soon as he saw who had descended from inside the car that was in front of him.


The eyes of the two seemed to meet and look at each other in a fairly close distance, but again only Rama was seen megenalnya. Anjani looked indifferent and only glanced at the glance before finally deciding to continue his footsteps without a single glance turned towards Rama.


"I can't even call you, when we're close." Rama muttered looking sad to see Anjani walking in front of him.


It was as if dejavu recalled the same incident when the school days were only able to walk behind Anjani without daring to greet him.


"I have decided." Mumbled again.


However, when he was about to continue his path suddenly Anjani stopped his footsteps to make Rama who was behind him also stop. Anjani looks back and stares flatly at Rama.


"Have we met before?" Said Anjani suddenly with her flat expression.


Rama smiled faintly at her, knowing that there was no way Anjani could remember her.


"Yes, time in the elevator." Rama smiled and looked at Anjani.


Anjani stared at Rama's face.


"It's ok." Getting the answer, Anjani turned his body and returned to his feet.


"But why do I feel like we know each other." Anjani muttered so turned her body, she seemed unsure and tried to recall the matter of Rama. It seems that Anjani is disturbed about the expression of Rama who looks at him every time, like a person who knows him.


If he knows me why doesn't he try to greet me? I get upset every time he looks at me like that.


No longer caring about it, Anjani continued his steps without asking any further although a little curious. While Rama looks silent in place and looks at the back of Anjani who began to move away from his face with a somewhat hesitant expression.