Gone off?

CHAPTER 23 (Different Decisions)

"In the end he knew it too." Johan muttered to Rama who had told him about his meeting with Anjani on the phone yesterday.

Staring straight out the window of her room, Johan looked seriously at the scene in front of her with mixed feelings.

His anxiety that he had been afraid of, now no longer useful because Rama had known about Anjani, even met directly with him.

He who hoped that Rama did not know it for fear of making Rama again waver when he saw Anjani, now really hope that his best friend can immediately find out his heart and not feel worried anymore.

Well, it's good that they both will be found, so there will be enlightenment for him. - Inner Johan.

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"So..what will you do after meeting her?" Ask Johan.

"I don't know if this is true either, but I decided I'd be more willing to approach it." Reply to Rama with certainty.

"So that's your decision."

"Right, because there's something I have to make sure of. That way I won't regret it anymore." Obviously Rama.

"Well do what you think is good, make wise decisions so that no one gets hurt. And more important than that is that you're happy." Said Johan.

"Yes, I also hope that no one gets hurt because of me, so I'll finish what's been bothering me all this time." Said Rama in his low tone.

"I trust you all the same, because I'm sure you won't make the wrong decision." Johan is sure of his own best friend.

"Thanks, I'm glad you supported my decision and you've heard my story." Reply Rama was relieved.

"Liet, next time we meet outside and the obrolin's longer." Johan.

Rama smiled, heard his friend and best friend did not blame him and wanted to hear his difficulties and even support him.

The long enough conversation again convinced Rama, on the decision he took, on the steps he would do, and on the path he went later. He smiled satisfied with the support of his best friend, soothe his heart that for a few days enough to make it chaotic.

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The morning that looked brighter than yesterday, made Diana seem excited to welcome him. The exhausting days seemed to be erased just by looking at the scenery on this sunny morning.

"You look brighter today, is there anything good." Said Rama who suddenly stood beside him who was enjoying the view.

Hearing the voice and the presence of someone who was suddenly beside her slightly startled Diana, glancing at the source of the voice and she found Rama standing right beside her. Diana looked at Rama who was standing next to her with a grin on her lips.

Rama tried to look in the same direction and observe him, but he did not find the same thing as what Diana said.

"Why do I see it the same! am I mistaken?" He stared at Diana.

The gaze momentarily made Diana stare and feel blushed, yet she immediately turned her face and regained control of her expression.

"Maybe it's you who don't feel." Diana answered later.

Hearing this, Rama smiled.

"Are your parents still here?" Said later.

"Yes they're still here, maybe they've been here a while."

"I haven't said thank you about yesterday, about the dinner call."

"I should thank you for coming to my house when you must be tired."

"Maybe a little tired, but I'm glad to see your parents."

This small and casual chat seemed to be only Diana who again felt awkward. Although he looks calm, in fact he has been as strong as his strength to hide his awkwardness when talking with Rama. He who is now faced with the same thing, becomes aware of the fact that he does not know when will last longer on this feeling.

He who had decided yesterday would be more courageous to approach Rama, as if he was aware of the reality in front of him, seeing the attitude of Rama who only looked at him normally even though he was warm to him.

'I need reassurance so that I am calmer, so I will express my feelings to her now. Will our relationship be awkward after I express my feelings? but. If not, then I hope it is not clear anymore. I want this to be clearer, therefore I made the decision yesterday.' Diana muttered inwardly reassuring herself.

"Rama.." Call him in a low tone and a serious looking expression with great steadiness looked at Rama beside him.

However, he had not been able to continue his words, Rama who was standing next to him with the look of his face that was waiting for his words, continued his words, suddenly called because there is an emergency patient who must be treated immediately, making the words cut off.

"I'm sorry, I think I should go first. We'll continue later, ok." He then ran towards the patient room leaving Diana alone.

"OK." Diana was a little sorry.

Huft.he let out a long sigh staring at the ceiling with a wistful look.

"Maybe I can't say it yet." He muttered somewhat sadly.