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CHAPTER 40 (Don't Try Getting Close)

He's too perfect to be.

That's how Anjani saw the figure of Rama that he remembered first. Although he had not met for a long time, he still remembered how the figure of Rama he knew first.

For him, Rama is too perfect to see from various sides. Therefore, there was nothing he could hope for in that, but on the one hand he wanted to know whether the thing he thought was true or just his guess.

Although initially indifferent and seemed indifferent to it, in fact it was also a little disturbing his mind. For him, being on the male side is very difficult for him, because it will remind him of the figure of his late father. That's what makes him not want to bond with men.

"Come on, try that way.." His ink on Lea pointed in the opposite direction to where it is now.

"Good." Reply Lea.

Lea pushed back on Anjani's wheelchair, and walked slowly in the direction Anjani pointed. Tracing the park with a slow step by enjoying every beauty of the flowers and the scenery around it, they try to breathe the air of freedom for a moment from the crowded hospital room.

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In a different place, two people were walking together out of the hospital, along with a small chatter interlude between the two to break the silence and awkwardness.

Rama, who was delivering and accompanying Diana when she was about to leave the hospital, is now outside the hospital room and is walking towards Diana's car parked in the front yard of the hospital.

"I'm sure you want to take me to the front, but you don't have to." Diana said as soon as she arrived in front of her car.

"No pa-pa, it's because I want to do it." Reply Rama with a smile.

Diana was silent for a moment before getting into the car.

"Are you going to continue to work here?" He asked her a little carefully.

"Emm. I don't know, I still haven't thought of him at the moment."

Diana nodded in understanding, yet from her expression looked rather displeased to hear it. He quickly regained control of his expression.

"Well, I'll go back!" He then waved his hand at Rama

"Yes, be careful.." Reply Rama while replying to Diana's hand.

Rama stared at the back of Diana's car which started to move away from him. He was pensive for a moment with a straight gaze staring at the car that had begun to disappear from his eyes.

His eyes looked solemn with an occasional small sigh. I don't know what he thought to make that expression.

He slowly turned his body back into the hospital. With slow steps and occasionally greeting the patients he met accidentally on his way with a friendly expression. He who was still wearing his doctor robe, slowly headed for his room.

As he was heading towards his room in slow steps, his gaze seemed to catch something. Something that looks familiar and familiar to him. The figure he saw was sitting alone in the park with his wheelchair.

He looked at her straight with a somewhat worried expression. Seeing Anjani sitting alone in the garden, there was an intention in his heart to approach him, but on the one hand there was also a concern to approach him, given their last meeting in the room Anjani hospital.

"Sorry, can I sit here?" Said Rama who finally decided to approach Anjani.

Although Anjani looked at him flat and seemed cold, Rama still smiled at him.

"Just sit down." Anjani replies later and turns her face forward.

Rama sits on a bench near Anjani's wheelchair.

Silence accompanied the two who had now sat next to each other. Rama looked nervous what to say, while Anjani was impressed indifferent about it.

"I'm sorry if I made you feel disturbed." Rama then opened the conversation with a straight forward view, accompanied by a small glance at Anjani.

Anjani just silently did not call, his facial expression also looks flat and indifferent.

"Actually, I'm quite surprised to see you here, but on the one hand I'm happy too." He looked at Anjani beside him.

And this time Anjani responded by looking at Rama, but he remained silent with his flat expression.

"So, what do you really want to talk to me about." Reply Anjani with a formal tone, as if giving a limit to Rama.

This of course made Rama realized, in his words that had spoken semiformal to him.

"There are things I want to say, things I have wanted to do long ago but have been held back by my stupidity." Continue again by trying to control his awkward expression.

Anjani stared at Rama. As if understanding the direction of Rama's conversation.

"Don't say anything don't ever say." Anjani said with a serious expression looking at Rama.

Rama slightly raised a small smile on his lips, his eyes also slightly trembling at those firm words.

"Although you don't like it, but this really should I tell you." He said then and looked back at Anjani with a serious face.

Looking at Rama's tenacity, Anjani could only sigh deeply and turn his gaze forward, as if uninterested in it.

"I'm.." Hearing Anjani did not respond, Rama then continued his words, but stuck in the middle, as if hesitant to say it.

"May I be close to you!" He continued his words.

There was no response from Anjani. In fact, this is a very difficult thing for Rama to say and also do.

"Why? is it because you're interested in me?" Reply Anjani flat and then look back at Rama.

"That's.." Rama had difficulty answering.

"Don't try to get close. If there really is a feeling, it's better to leave it.." Anjani said firmly.

Hearing that, of course, made Rama fixated.