Gone off?

CHAPTER 38 (Among 2 Options)

Although the weather looks sunny, it looks cloudy for someone. His steps were so heavy and showed discomfort that several times he breathed a long sigh.

Step by step through the room with an expression that shows sadness and anxiety.

What am I supposed to do? I just want to get close and say hello to her, why is it even so hard for me to do. Actually, why am I like this?...

Rama would have never imagined that it would be this difficult just to get close to someone. Although he is quite friendly and seems gentle, in fact only on one person who makes it difficult for him to familiarize himself and also express himself.

Am I holding out just for this? Actually, what am I gonna last all this time for? And what have I been defending all this time? It seems like this is my first time doing this...

"Well, are you still here?" Johan said he saw Rama who was still in his father's hospital when he was holding his mother out of the hospital.

Rama was a little surprised when he saw Johan and found him who was holding his mother.

"Lho, aunt came home today?" Say it to Lisa, Johan's mom.

"Yes aunty's home today." Reply aunt Lisa.

"Is auntie better?"

"Aunty didn't stay in the hospital for long."

Rama nodded in understanding with his faint smile.

"But you're here? are you moving here now?" Ask aunt Lisa later.

"Ah, no aunt. Just help replace me for a minute."

"Oh.."

"Let's get your mom in the car." Samuel exclaimed at Johan who was still worried about seeing the condition of his wife. Looks like papa Johan doesn't want to make his wife stand for too long.

"I go first." Johan said to Rama who understood the meaning of his papa.

"Em. be careful." Reply Johan.

He stared at them for a moment before turning around, but when he turned his back, he was shocked to accidentally bump into someone in front of him.

"Diana" he said as soon as he saw the person who collided with him.

"Yes, I'm on leave. I'm here to ask you to help him. But, how are you here?"

"Ah, that's. I was done with aunt Lisa. I went to the toilet for a while and now I'm going back to the hospital."

"I'll drive you to the front."

"Don't do it, aren't you here to help your father?"

"Yes, but there are no patients. So, I'm taking you forward. You brought a car, right?"

"Yes, I brought a car."

The two of them stepped out of the hospital. In the middle of that, they chatted a little to reduce awkwardness.

"You've run out of patient checks?" Diana said she saw Rama still in his uniform.

"Yes. But, do you know where Johan's mama was treated here?"

"Ah, actually I accidentally knew from Citra. She told me the same story that Johan's mama was in the care." Obviously Diana.

"Truely, the image of the neighbor as Johan."

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In addition, in a room. Seen someone who was lying alone in his room. He looked straight at the ceiling in front of him with a gaze full of many thoughts.

Seeing him speechless and sometimes letting out a small sigh, showed him who was in the middle of a confused land.

"So she went to school with me?"

"Right, from the information I got like that. He's not in class with you, but a class with you. He has also been involved once in the same activity as you, namely the IPA Olympic competition."

Recalling the content of his conversation with Lea, it again only made him sigh.

His eyes were cold with an expression that looked so serious. I don't know what he thought of his tiny head.