First Wife Heart Wound

The Past of Sakha

Sakha looked at Hanum a long time ago, after she expressed her feelings, now Hanum just fell silent. "What's your answer Han?"

Hanum stuttered slightly, upon hearing Sakha's question. About his feelings, "Hanum confused Bang, this was too sudden for Hanum. Even Hanum had never thought of this before."

Sakha took a deep breath, "Alright you can think about it first. I wouldn't force you if you didn't want to, but I hope for once please see me as the man who loves you!"

Hanum nodded, "Hanum will think about Bang again, sorry if for now Hanum has not thought about further."

"Alright but I hope later, after the inauguration of the new restaurant. Do you have an answer for me?" sakha said expectantly.

Hanum just nodded, after which Sakha returned to drive her vehicle home to Hanum. Once there Sakha and Hanum were surprised to see the presence of Ilham.

Sakha got down first and circled her vehicle, opened the back door and immediately held Reyhan who was still asleep.

Ilham welcomed Hanum's arrival regardless of Sakha's whereabouts. Ilham reached out to try to reach Reyhan who was still in Sakha's arms.

Sakha flinched at the helping of Ilham's hand, until Hanum's first speaking voice caused her to lower her hand.

"Let Bang Sakha alone Mas bring in Reyhan, Kasian Reyhan is still sleeping!"

Sakha smiled smirk, seeing that Hanum preferred her over her ex-husband. With great force finally Ilham just followed them in and put Reyhan on his bed.

Sakha kissed Reyhan's head dearly before she stepped out, "I'm waiting for your answer Han and I really hope you can give me the right answer." whispered Sakha before leaving Hanum and walking out.

Although Ilham did not hear what Sakha and his ex-wife were talking about, but when he saw the hue on Hanum's face, Ilham slightly clenched both hands.

"I went back to the office again, don't forget my request?" sakha said before she completely left Hanum's place.

There is a sense of satisfaction in Sakha's heart, when the burden that had been residing in her heart gradually began to disappear. The burden held the feeling he had been enduring all along. The burden that has made him like a person who lost his mind and mind.

Sakha looks at the clock on her wrist, the time has shown almost five in the afternoon, if she returns to the office it will be troublesome, given the clock that has shown the time to go home from the office.

Sakha finally chooses to go home to meet her mother and tells little about Hanum before she proposes to Hanum later. If only the answer from the woman was yes.

***

Hanum went out to meet Ilham who was still faithfully waiting for him, "What do you need?" asked Hanum when he was right in front of Ilham.

"Sorry!" answer Ilham slowly.

"Sorry for what?"

"I'm sorry about what happened?"

Hanum silently did not respond to Inspiration, her heart began to worry about what her ex-husband really wanted. When he wants to be close, when he wants to be far away he just leaves and forgets all his promises.

Seeing Hanum's silence, Ilham felt very guilty. "I'm really sorry Num? I didn't mean to ignore Reyhan but when I wanted to come here. I got a call that Amel had to be taken to the hospital because of his hysterical condition. Honestly Mas was also confused, when Mas saw a long time so Mas set out to deliver Amel. But Mas also did not know that time runs so fast, so Mas forgot to take Reyhan for immunization as well" said Ilham full of regret.

Hanum still did not flinch from hearing the words of Inspiration. But his curiosity made him ask, "What happened to Amel Mas, why did he mention that Reyhan was his son?"

"Amel suffered severe depression after the death of his son and also after he knew, that he would never be able to conceive again" said Ilham sad.

Hanum closed his mouth in disbelief, what he had just heard. This news really surprised him, because after the last incident, Hanum completely shut down any access to the ex-husband and his wife. Until news like this, Hanum did not know at all.

"I'm so sorry, I didn't know that Amel was like that. Pardon?"

Inspiration shook his head, "It's not your fault, maybe this has become part of my karma because it hurt you once before."

Hanul sympathized, "Don't blame yourself Mas, I've forgiven you long before you apologized to me" Hanum said wisely.

"Thank you for forgiving me, if I had to go, would I at least be relieved that you would forgive me?"

Ilham nodded, "Yes, the plan is in the next two months Mas will go abroad. The hospital has been unable to cure Amel and the mother-in-law hopes that Amel can seek treatment abroad, so that he can recover quickly. I'm sorry Num and I also asked permission to be closer to Reyhan before my departure?" pinta Ilham.

Hanum nodded, "By Mas, but I'm sorry I couldn't accompany you while you're here with Reyhan. Just take your time for Reyhan."

"Thank you Num, if I really leave at least I still have memories with Reyhan!"

***

Sakha arrived home, her lips still continuing to sing a happy smile. Until the sound of the mother's reprimand made her blush a little. "Why are you, my own smile?"

Sakha still smiled and approached her mother while peeping her left cheek. "Sakha is happy, Ma!"

"Well, happy in what way? If Mama could know?"

"But the promise after Sakha's story Mama won't get angry?"

"When you're angry, even when you make the wrong decision in your life. Mama didn't say anything." Ani replied.

Sakha then sits herself next to the Mother and hugs her tightly, when the mother's words accidentally open a few bad memories first.

"Sakha Ya Ma, for once wrong in making decisions, to make Mama hurt?"

Bu Ani stroked the hand of her son who was still tightly hugging him. "Mama was sorry, long before you apologized Kha!"

"Mama is the best mom?" sakha said as she kissed the cheek of her most beloved mother.

"So you want to tell me if you still want to spoiled Mama, Kha?"

Sakha shifts her body, "You know the story of dong, Ma. But Sakha is still confused where to start?"

"From anywhere, you'll be a good listener!"

With a deep breath Sakha recounts the beginning of her meeting with Hanum and her disappointment when she found out Hanum was married. Until his efforts are gone to forget Hanum. Until the fate that accidentally brought her and Hanum, in extraordinary circumstances, to her current closeness with her son and Hanum's divorce with her husband. All of this was not told by Sakha.

His mother still faithfully listened, until Sakha's questions made him have to answer everything. "I'm wrong if I ask him for an answer as soon as possible. Because honestly seeing her who's still close to her ex-husband keeps me from getting jealous?"

"If you've expressed your feelings, wait. It is not easy Kha, for women to open their hearts again after being hurt like that, especially now that she has a child from her ex-husband. You are patient, if Hanum has become your match, no matter how far he goes, he will still come back to you later."

Sakha nodded at her mother's advice. "But Mama agrees if Sakha proposes to Hanum later?"

Ms. Ani smiled, "Whatever has been your choice, Mama will accept. But have you told her your past. Don't let when you've gone through it all, but he doesn't know anything about you and will even backfire on you himself in the future."

Sakha patted her head, "I forgot Ma, for being too focused on her I forgot to tell her my own past!"

"Honestly tell him what you are. If she accepts, Mama believes your future will be better than your past."

Sakha hugged her Mama tightly, "Please Ma, hopefully Hanum can accept me too huh Ma. I'll talk to Hanum tomorrow!"

"Hm, now go get some rest, before dinner!"

"Hm, Sakha up first huh Ma?"

Ani nodded, Sakha stepped foot into her room, determined to be honest about her past. Hopefully after he is honest, Hanum will accept it sincerely. Because if you have to part with her again Sakha will never be able to.

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What is Sakha's past?🤭

I made it long again, brother. Happy Reading😊🙏