First Wife Heart Wound

Egotistical

"Perse me!" said Hanum with teary eyes.

Actually Hanum weight to say the cursed word, but the treatment of Inspiration that further exceeds the limit. Make the limit of his patience at the lowest point.

"Perse me!" hanum said, repeating his words.

Duuarrr

The inspiration that heard Hanum say, it was like being hit by a lightning strike. No wind no rain his wife asked for a divorce. Inspiration pecked, when the cursed word returned Hanum repeated for the second time.

"Ap ... What did you say?" reiterate the inspiration that made sure that what Hanum said was wrong.

Maybe his hearing was wrong or maybe it was just his imagination. Until Ilham confirmed it once again.

"What did you say, honey? wait for Mas's ears to feel troubled until Mas hears what he never wants to hear."

Hanum shook his head faintly, his tears kept falling. Flowing on her beautiful face that was slightly blue.

Inspiration to see the ring, his chest felt squeezed by a large stone. Shortness, yes Ilham felt the tightness. A sudden feeling filled his entire heart, causing a deep pain.

"No! I will never divorce you!" speak the Inspiration firmly.

"Then for what Mas, the household that has begun to be unhealthy?" said Hanum lantang. "If your trust in me is as thin as a red thread. What I've been doing all this time is not enough for you? even at the age of our marriage that has been five years running now, you easily accuse me of cheating. Where is your heart, Mommy?"

Inspiration surprised! during this time the wife who was so obedient, now turned into a person she did not know.

"I'm tired, huh?" said Hanum.

"I'm tired of keeping what I've been, I can't stand it anymore!" his sobs are getting worse.

Ilham looked at his wife's pus, the wound was too painful? Until he decided to give up on himself.

Ilham approached trying to grab the frail body of his wife. But Hanum's refusal was quite firm, leaving her speechless in place without being able to do anything.

"Don't approach me Mas, leave me alone first. Think carefully about my request and let me think calmly for once" Hanum said.

Ilham nodded, "Yes, you must think calmly and one thing you need to know and instill in yourself. I will never divorce you, no matter what. Let it be if you consider me selfish, because I attach great importance to my own ego. But! whatever you want to part with me. It will never happen as long as I don't want it." Ilham said before passing into the guest room at his house.

Hanum's body slumped to the floor, his heart was again injured. Hanum no longer knew who her husband was. Hanum cried as he pleased, lamenting how did his marriage get this way? What harm?

Hanum sobbed more and more quietly, making those who heard also feel the pain. Ilham cried behind the door, upon hearing the agonizing groan of his beloved woman. But he could not help himself not to hurt the woman.

Ilham stared at the nanar of her palm, the hand that was usually used to caress Hanum's pretty face. Now this hand also hurt his wife through a slap that he should not have done.

Inspiration is as hurt as his wife, but jealousy he can not stand. His heart ached when he saw his wife coming home with another man. He admitted it was his fault, for worrying too much about his second wife. He was negligent with his first wife.

Hanum is tired, as he wants to feel the pleasure of his break after his activities all day. But reality is not always beautiful as wishful thinking. Her husband made her feel tired.

Hanum got up, tried to stand up even though the numbness on his face was still felt. He walked back into his room. But when his feet came in front of the room that Ilham occupied. Hanum stared at the door of the room.

"My heart has died, my mother, many times you have been hurt and if I have survived to this day. This is all because of my service as a wife, no longer because my heart still wants to be with you." Hanum said as he felt the door of the room.

Hanum stepped back to leave Ilham who was still crying over his regrets. Without anyone knowing.

Hanum sank his body, his heart and soul tired very tired. If he could, he wanted to disappear for a while to heal his heartache.

Too much crying makes Hanum tired, because too tired Hanum falls asleep faster. Inspiration entered the room occupied by Hanum, bringing cold water to compress the bruises on his wife's face.

Inspiration looked at the face of the wife who was slightly blue, regret came crashing in her heart.

"I'm sorry I hurt your heart. I'm really sorry but what do I have to do to keep you by my side? you know, losing yourself is like death to me. I love you so much, if time could be turned back, I choose not to do all this to you. I'm really sorry." sobs Ilham while wiping Hanum's blue face.

"I know my regrets are too late and no time can heal your heartache. But can I be selfish again? by keeping you by my side, until I myself will release you until the pain is only I feel." pinta Ilham.

"Sleep baby and please forget about today. Trust me, my love never decreases for you even a little."

Ilham stood beside Hanum, peeping the blue on his wife's pretty face, hoping that the kiss would ease her pain a little, even if it was impossible.

Inspiration left Hanum who was asleep in his room, not forgetting before he left he was able to envelop the body of Hanum who was sleeping soundly.

The sound of the door closing, made Hanum open his eyes. The tears flowed again at the request of Inspiration, "You are selfish!" isak Hanum's.

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Elsewhere, Sakha felt her heart blossom, despite her true reality, capable of making the flowers in her heart wither again.

Sakha feels guilty for falling in love with someone's wife, but deep in the corner of her heart still justifies that feeling she shouldn't grow up with.

Sakha looked at the ceiling of her room, "Is this feeling wrong, God, if it is wrong please remove this feeling but if this is true, strengthen my heart to continue waiting for her? Until the miracle comes from You." Sakha prayed in his heart.

Sakha hopes that the miracle will exist someday, but if it must be extinct Sakha can only surrender.

But can drive Hanum even to his front house. Being a happiness in Sakha's heart, staring in silence with a very close distance, really makes Sakha forget the status of the woman sitting in her back seat.

Well once again, had the miracle existed and been truly real, Sakha would have longed to be the first person to get the miracle herself.

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