First Wife Heart Wound

Pov Inspiration

Marrying the most loved one was a blessing to me, a beautiful girl with a sharp nose, well, also sholeha. Who wouldn't be proud to have the woman that every man wants, and I'm one of them.

Marrying Hanum wasn't as easy as I thought, the rejection of my parents was a challenge as much as I could have won.

Exactly two months after my previous proposal, I am now really in the company of my heart, when asked if I am happy? yes of course the answer is I am very happy, can be with a soulmate, wading a halal love story in the form of a household.

Five years of our marriage, I never once complained, Hanum is a very good wife, knows what I need, without a single word. Hanum is perfect for me even my parents who did not approve of this marriage so much, now even those who love Hanum the most as if Hanum is their child and not me.

Our marriage was going well until one day, it was I who very consciously hurt her feelings, with words that until now became a wound in her heart.

Two months ago to be exact, when I clearly said I was going to remarry with someone who stole my heart a little, my Hanum cried sobbing, "Since when did Mas?" that's what he asked. My tongue is my tongue, my heart hurts to see the woman I love crying and what I hate the most is the cause of her crying.

Three months before my confession, I met him. Amelia was a sweet and cheerful girl, she was one of the interns at my place, her suble and fast familiar naturedness kept us close, although I was her boss while at the office, but her cheerful nature is contagious to everyone, including myself.

Because often we meet and interact over time the sense of it appears over time, for a moment I was lulled until the whisper of the devil was so melodious to sound in my ears, whisper constantly to do further.

Until the decision to remarry, I say to my heart! at first Hanum did not necessarily agree but when I said I wanted to have a child, Hanum finally collapsed as well, because it was his weakness and I once again hurt him.

Flashbacks

"Well, we've been married for five years and I'm not pregnant?" ask her one day while we were enjoying a relaxing time together.

"Why is that, baby? did mom ask you that."

"Not so, I just feel incomplete because until now the thing we are most waiting for is not present" he said.

"Don't worry, just believe the same above don't doctors say everything is healthy and okay so what you're worried about" I said soothingly.

"I'm just scared of you."

"I'm afraid Mas will leave me one day, because of my lack of it. And if someday because of my shortcomings I want to turn away, at least please tell me, let me be strong if I have to part with you" he said teary eyes.

"Look at the eyes of Mas, how can Mas leave you when the inside of the eyes and heart Mas only you darling. Promise me you that Mas will never leave you no matter what."

With a smile rising on both corners of Hanum's lips, happiness was bubbling within him, Hanum nodded and immediately hugged Ilham, "Thank you Mas."

Inspiration gently stroked her hair, while peeling her head and showing that only Hanum would remain the highest throne in her heart.

Flashback off

Inspiration awakens, when daydreams with Hanum who suddenly appeared remind how asshole he is today, when he once promised to always make Hanum the only one but now even betrayed him.

Inspiration restored her hair rough, her heart yelled angrily at herself, what kind of husband is she, "Argghhh, shit." her curse was angry.

Actually Ilham was able to wait, however the doctor said that they were both healthy and fine. It's just that when Ilham saw the story of his newly married friends and immediately had children, his heart was pinched in pain, he envied their happiness, he envied their happiness, who when tired of work there is the voice of the child who calls the father, some give a hug when returning home, some give a hug when returning home, there was something spoiling on his lap but it was as if he had forgotten that there was a heart and promise that should not be denied for whatever reason.

But when the temptation comes, Inspiration falls asleep and begins to hurt a heart that holds the title of wife, selfish for the sake of self-satisfaction and desire.

Like a tit for tat, Amelia a sweet girl who slightly captivated her heart, welcomed her helping hand to accept even though she was only a second wife.

Siri marriage was carried out to hunt for his desire to have a child, forcing another heart to accept even though it was filled with tears.

Wanting to regret it was too late, when Ilham had sipped the sweet honey of love with his second wife, the thirst for caresses that he had not gotten from his first wife, makes Ilham want to keep repeating with his second wife.

And finally, the lie after the lie Ilham spoke for the sake of being able to continue to be with Amelia, even though he had to hurt Hanum for a moment he was willing.

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