First Wife Heart Wound

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Ilham drove his vehicle with above average speed. He could not wait to go home, to meet the wife he had left three days without news.

The distance between home and office, which normally takes two hours to arrive, now only takes one and a half hours. And now Ilham is standing, in front of the blue painted house that has been his home for the last five years.

Inspiration entered using a spare key, he deliberately did not give news because he wanted to surprise Hanum.

When Ilham entered, the door of his room was not closed perfectly. So that he could easily see what his wife was doing.

For a moment Ilham was stunned to see his wife. A woman who is kind and as good as that many times she hurt her heart and feelings. Never heard his defense.

Inspiration sits on the side of the bed, silent without doing anything. See how his wife does her duty.

Hanum was surprised to find Ilham sitting down and staring at her inside. Their eyes briefly met each other looking in silence, digesting what had already changed between them.

Until the rebuke of Hanum broke the reverie of Inspiration.

"New mom coming home?"

"Yes, sorry for not telling you."

Hanum stood up and tidied up the prayer tool he had used to get closer to the Creator.

Then she walked over and kissed her husband's hands. "Have you eaten?"

Inspiration shook his head faintly and replied, "Not yet."

"Bring, I'll prepare food for you, you'll be hungry!" said Hanum while stepping foot leaving Ilham who is still fixated on his wife's flat attitude.

Ilham stared as his wife's beautiful back began to disappear from his sight.

There was a sudden pain pinching his heart, as he came home instead of the sweet greeting and spoiled attitude of his wife that he got. But a flat attitude that tends to be cooler that Inspiration feels.

It was as bad as it was, to the point that such a caring, gentle and spoiled woman turned into a cold woman.

Ilham stepped his foot into the bathroom intending to clean himself. Recalling he was in such a hurry and sweat soaked his clothes, as he ran home wanting to see Hanum.

Hanum had finished preparing the meal, along with the exit of Ilham from the room with a fresher look.

"Want to eat now?" ask Hanum.

"Have you eaten yet?" instead of answering Hanum's question, Ilham again gave the question to Hanum.

"I'm fasting today!"

"Oh, then I will eat the same as you" said Ilham.

"Yes, then I keep all the food first" said Hanum while tidying up the food at the dinner table.

But just as Hanum wanted to turn around, Ilham swiftly held his hand.

"Wait for Deck, you're still mad at me?"

Hanum smiled, giving a little head bobbin indicating that he was no longer angry.

"If you're not angry, why have you changed? you've become more silent than you last met?"

"Mas remember when we last met?"

Ilham nodded, "Three days ago" he said.

"That's gone and I'm fine now, I'm silent not out of anger. I'm just tired of it." said Hanum gave an excuse.

Inspiration drew Hanum's hand closer to her, bringing the tiny body into her arms.

Inspiration repeatedly apologized, "Sorry .. forgive me?"

Hanum, who was beginning to be filled with the apology of Ilham, just nodded, holding back his tears from coming down.

"I've forgiven you, ma'am."

"Thank you dear."

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Amel woke up when it was getting dark, the dim light that entered through the gap of his room made him aware, if he had been asleep long enough.

Amel woke up massaging his dizziness. The cry that did not stop last day, now left a pain in his head.

With a giant step Amel walked towards the bathroom, intending to clean himself from the remnants of crying and chaos resulting from his own actions.

Amel sat down under the water, crying again, "What should I do?" ask her.

Long enough Amel was in the bathroom, until the ringing sound of his device ended his bathing activity.

With only a towel Amel walked out of the bathroom, watching as his device stopped blinking and started ringing back.

Amel grabs her and sees who is contacting her as she takes a bath.

"Mas Inspiration?" when Amel wants to put back his device the ringing back is heard.

"Hello Mas?" greet Amel.

"Where did you just pick up the phone?"

"I took a shower, why did Mas miss you?" amel Goda.

"Yes, I miss you!"

Amel, who heard the words of Inspiration, felt very happy at last her husband was not stiff anymore as before.

"But here if you miss Amel."

"You want that too but Hanum's father, today Mas's ration accompanies Hanum."

"Yes, don't tell kangen then." said Amel.

"Don't be angry baby, will the beauty disappear you know?"

"If my beauty is lost, is she still in love with Amel?"

A sudden question from Amel made Ilham misbehave. What true love he was in love with Amel, considering he was always happy when he was with the woman.

The woman he had just married for two months, the woman who had just turned her heart upside down. A woman who fulfills all her desires. Has he fallen in love?

"Mas, how are you quiet?"

"Eh, yes did I apologize Mas daydreaming?" say Inspiration from across there.

"Yes forget it, then Amel wear clothes first Mas. All Amel wants to rest, Amel is tired" he said.

"Hmm, have you rested yet, dear? Mas hang up the phone first." said Ilham ended his chat.

Clik.

When the call was over, there was a heart breaking. His love is now really divided not just his body. Hanum had thought naively that the love of Inspiration is only for himself.

Given his long time togetherness, but Hanum also forgot that love can be present to anyone who is able to give everything.

The clear crystal glides without being given a cue. It was as if he knew that poignant hearts were very tender and only tears were able to reduce the slight tightness in the chest.

Hanum rushes to leave the front door of his room, intent on wanting to call the husband to eat, but instead words of seduction that Hanum hears for his honey.

Ilham turned around after turning off his phone, he felt someone was watching him but he saw no one in his room.

Inspiration came out of the room with a happier face than before, he took a seat at the dining table.

Look at all his wife's cooking with a happy face.

"What's up, Mom? You look so happy?" ask Hanum.

"Yes I'm happy to finally be able to feel your cooking again, baby" she said.

Hanum smiled wryly to find the lie of Inspiration, "Then eat a lot of Mas, afraid that later Hanum will not be able to cook for you anymore."

Inspiration who was enjoying his meal choked a little, "Uhuk, what do you mean Deck?"

Hanum smiled, "Mas' wife is two, so if Mas does not eat here, it must eat there and if it's there, then Mas will not eat Hanum's cooking" said Hanum gave an excuse.

Inspiration's appetite evaporated instantly, and suddenly there was fear within him as Hanum said like that, what does that mean?

Will Hanum leave him one day, will he be able to if that happens? many questions in the mind of Inspiration.

Ilham looked at Hanum who was still enjoying his food with a feeling and a fearful look as if he was going to be left behind by a Hanum.

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