First Wife Heart Wound

Inspiration

The next day Hanum was ready, after previously he made a list of what will be purchased to start the business that will be pioneered together with the Mother.

"Mom?" call Hanum.

Bu Surti looked at Hanum and asked, "You're ready Num? should you just shop, you are pregnant young afraid of anything happening later?" bu Surti said a little worried.

"God willing, Hanum is strong, Mom, this is also for Hanum, right?"

"Yes but later if you feel tired you say same Mom?"

"Yes Mom, Hanum knows!"

As the two women were preparing, Ardi suddenly came and said, "Mak in front of the guest?"

"Guests .. Who is Ar?" ask Hanum astonished. It was too early for people who wanted to come to see you.

"Who is Mom? hanum asked the mother who looked a little confused as well.

"Mom don't know Num, can you look ahead?"

Hanum moved, walking with curiosity who came early to his house.

When he got to the front of the house, Hanum was a little surprised when he saw Ilham who was sitting while playing the device in his hand.

"Mass?" call Hanum.

Inspiration immediately turned his head, when the voice he had longed for called himself very melodious.

Inspiration stands and looks at the face that has graced his dream, when the longing that is so passionate can not be poured out, until the tormented feelings that are present every night.

"Hi, how are you?"

"I'm good, Mas, what's the matter early in the morning when I'm not working?"

"I work, I plan to have a morning meeting and it's close to here so I'll drop by!" ilham. "But am I interrupting?" ask him to make sure.

"No, please sit down."

Ilham sat down again, Hanum deliberately did not invite Inspiration to enter, because now they are nobody else and Hanum was afraid if the arrival of Ilham here later, because, it would be a slander if he allowed Inspiration to enter.

"What's up, Mom?" ask Hanum again.

"There's something I want to talk about, it's about our son!"

"What do you mean?" ask Hanum astonished.

"As I've said before in the hospital, I want a little responsibility for you and our son!"

"And has not Hanum ever said that even Hanum is still able to support Hanum's own son Mas?" hanum said.

"That's not what I mean, Dek! ilham paused his sentence.

"Then what?" asked Hanum who was getting impatient waiting for the words of Inspiration.

"Mas will give you money every month for the needs of you and our child."

"Our son was not born yet and all that time I was still able to give him a better life, even without money from you."

"I know, but please allow me just once to be a fair parent to my children. Allow me to make amends for all the wrongs I have done to you."

"But what about your wife, I don't want any misunderstanding between you and her, especially with myself" Hanum said.

Hanum fell silent, his mind branching off somewhere. Her husband, who is now asking for permission to be responsible even though it is too late and feels bad when his legal wife will be offended and angry.

"Just pay attention to your wife Mas, lest your intention to take responsibility will drag me back into trouble."

"Just trust me if it never happens!" ilham said convincingly.

"Have you talked about this to your wife?" ask Hanum.

"Yet but then I will definitely talk, now the most important thing is that you agree with my intentions!"

"I can't say anything yet! but it would be nice to talk to your wife first after that Mas just told me."

Inspiration is disappointed when his intention to take responsibility is still doubted by his ex-wife, but he cannot force Hanum to accept it. Inspiration was afraid the more he forced Hanum to move further away from him.

"Yes already! but I beg you to think about this one more time, I do not want you and our children to live a little hardship, even though Mas knows it will not happen. But Mas is still hoping, that you will accept it someday!" ilham said ending her conversation with Hanum.

Hanum nodded, but did not agree to the request that Ilham said.

"Yes already then Mas pamit first, Mas will come again later who knows you change your mind" said Ilham while leaving Hanum who is still pensive alone.

Until the sound of the engine that distracts him. Before long the mother came to Hanum and asked, "You know Num?"

Hanum nodded, "Father Bu, Hanum is fine." Hanum replied with a smile.

"Then what are you going to do?"

"Entah Bu Hanum is also confused, this child is also his son Mas Ilham, it is natural that Mas ilham wants to be responsible. But Hanum is still worried if his wife finds out, Hanum is afraid there will be other problems in the future."

"Mom understands, yes, whatever decision you choose later. Whatever it is, remember there's still a mother who'll be with you!" bu Surti said firmly.

"Hanum knows Mom, I'm calm." replied Hanum with a smile, "Yes let's go Mom, before the market closes we will shop for sales tomorrow?" get Hanum excited.

Bu Surti also smiled at Hanum's spirit, "Yes let's go! Ardi's not coming, is he?" ask Bu Surti.

But Hanum hasn't had time to call his sister, Ardi came first. "Ardi's coming with you so someone can help you pick up the groceries later!"

"Well, shall we go?" bring Bu Surti.

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Ilham hit the steering wheel of his car, his feelings a little chaotic as his request for responsibility was denied by Hanum.

Inspiration felt stupid but also would not give up one bit, to return to approach Hanum in a responsible way. Inspiration does not want, his most beloved wife is getting away from him.

"What should I do?" say Ilham while massaging the base of his nose.

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Elsewhere, Amel was still grumbling when he saw Ilham was not in his office, not only today he was left behind when he left for the office, but yesterday as well, she unintentionally doubted her husband.

It was not his heart's intention to hesitate, but he was just afraid! when he is busy at home and there is a new secretary who replaces him later who will tempt the husband.

Indeed, everyone is not the same, but there is nothing wrong if Amel must be careful, considering his marriage with Ilham has not been legalized by state until now. Though her husband had promised when his divorce with his ex-wife was legal, he would immediately marry her religiously or stately for the sake of their child. But for a month, after the divorce Ilham did not keep his promise.

Ame is a little suspicious, if her husband has not been able to forget the ex-wife and that makes Ilham never formalized his status.

Amel was a little furious at the thought of all that but he also could not be rash for the sake of his future with the child.

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