First Wife Heart Wound

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The morning sun, barging in through the window of the room that was slightly open, the light was able to dazzle the eyes that were currently being closed.

Still wrapped in a blanket and enjoying the comfort of sleeping in the morning, make the inspiration to forget what he had done last night.

Inspiration awoke when he heard the sound of a falling pot. Inspiration opened his eyes, looking in all directions before he actually opened his eyes. He was surprised to find himself naked and asleep in the room he always missed.

A glimpse of his memory last night, who came home drunk and forced Hanum to serve him.

There were tears on his beautiful face, as he forced himself to fondle his wife.

Regret is now clearly visible in the mind of Ilham, whether now he became a rapist too, although he forced none other than his own wife.

Inspiration stood up and went straight into the bathroom, to refresh the body and eliminate the smell of alcohol that was still left a little on his body.

Inspiration regret, alcohol should be avoided instead of sought when his mind is confused and now the result of the influence of alcohol, he made a mistake for the umpteenth time.

Inspiration came out with a body that was fresher than the previous one, when he wanted to take the clothes that were still in the closet he was stunned, when he saw the clothes were neat on his bed.

Inspiration was moved, even after what he did Hanum was still very attentive with his by not abandoning his obligations.

Inspiration came out in the work suit that Hanum chose, he looked at the dear Hanum, as their eyes accidentally met.

"Eat Mas?" tawar Hanum's. When I saw Inspiration coming out of their room.

"Hm, thank you!" say the inspiration while sitting himself on the dining table chair.

Inspiration sees Hanum who is still busy serving him, Ilham feels happy if this is just a dream he hopes forever will never wake up, so that he can forever enjoy the attention and affection of his wife.

But as he recalled the demand for amel, there arose a concern in his heart should he choose now, then what choice would he choose later?

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Amel set himself in front of the mirror, looking for a long time at the belly that had not yet revealed that shape.

"Finally we'll have a whole family, baby?" said Amel while stroking his queen's stomach.

"Mama promised, will make you live more worthy and better than you used to live, Mama will get rid of anyone who tries to make our lives miserable. Even if you have to sacrifice a good person." promised Amel in heart.

Amel began to plan what he would do if inspiration still buy time to legally marry her both religion and state.

It came to her mind to meet her mother-in-law. Which he had never met even once in his life.

Amel rushed to visit his mother-in-law's house and tried to take their sympathy.

***

Ilham finished his meal quickly and rushed to the office, a lot of work waiting for him as a result of his negligence at that time.

But as he was about to leave he did not find Hanum in the house, "Hanum where?" thought.

And when the inspiration wanted to search, the phone in his pocket rang.

Crings ... crings .. crings

Amel, the name is plastered on the screen of the phone ilham, do not want to linger inspiration answer his phone.

"Hallo assalamu'alaikum!"

"Hello Mas where are you?" ask the woman across there.

"Still in this house going to the office! why?"

"Hm, I just want to tell you that I want to go to your mom's house, to tell you about my pregnancy!" amel.

"Mama!" repeat Inspiration with eyebrows that are linked to each other.

The inspiration that heard Amel's words immediately panicked overwhelmingly, how would he tell his parents! however, Ilham himself has not yet decided what decision he will make.

"Where are you now?" ask Ilham to panic.

"I'm still at home going, Mom!"

"Wait there don't go anywhere okay, I'll be there soon!" ilham said before turning off his phone.

Inspiration is in a hurry, the intention of the heart wants to thank Hanum for his good attitude, but hindered by the phone that makes him think to leave the house faster and meet his second wife.

Ilham did not have time to say goodbye to Hanum, he was in a hurry even he drove the four-wheeled vehicle with above average speed.

And all that did not escape the attention of Hanum, who secretly saw everything from the window of the room he had last night.

Short of course, but Hanum is determined to bury the rest of his love, although it is very difficult to do.

Hanum back tidying up, clothes and other equipment that he has not had time to finish right. He did not want to leave any trace of her in this house. The house will be his memory.

Inspiration really drove up his vehicle very quickly, which was on his mind only one lest Amel met his two parents, he said, before he decides to choose who he will leave behind.

The half-hour of Inspiration passed by only twenty minutes and by the time he arrived, Amel had already greeted him at the door of the house.

"Come here and pick me up, okay?" amel sumringah asked when he saw Ilham in his house.

"Hmm, we have something to talk about!" ilham said as she pulled Amel's hand to follow him into the house.

"Mas, do you want to talk about what's so important?"

"Sit down!" teetah Ilham's.

Amel complied and sat down right beside Ilham.

"I'm asking you not to go see Mom!" say Ilham while holding Amel's hand.

"Why?" ask Amel astonished.

"Let me explain to my parents before you come to see him, later!"

"Well, I know, but why, what is the reason? why did you forbid me to tell both your parents now."

"Please give me some time, hem! let me explain everything myself and make a decision as soon as possible, please!" ilham said pleading.

Amel, who saw the face of Inspiration, felt unbearable and finally agreed to his request. "All right, let me give you until tomorrow, I have to make a decision before I go to your parents myself and ask for my rights!"

Inspiration nodded, "Hem, thank you for giving me time! Will tomorrow give you the decision?"

"Well, we're going to the office together, right?" bring Ilham.

"Yes, but I'll grab a bag for a second!" amel said as he got up to the room to take his bag.

Ilham took a deep breath, for now he survived but what about tomorrow, Ilham had to talk about this matter to Hanum first. Hanum must know that Amel is pregnant with her child, before both parents know.

Amel came out of the room with a bag he was using to work, "Come Mas?" invite Amel to break the reverie of Ilham.

"Hm." replied Ilham as he got up and walked out of the house with Amel.

Many thoughts raged in the mind of Ilham, how he explained to Hanum about Amel, but if other people let alone his parents who know, Hanum will be more hurt later. What dilemma should he do?

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Sorry because yesterday did not get up because the time is not enough, but today I made a double up, hopefully not disappointed 🙏🙏

Happy Reading's.