First Wife Heart Wound

Plea

"Hanum … !!!" shouts Inspiration. "You call yourself a legitimate wife! that first wife title you're proud of, isn't it? don't be proud of your status and title. If the word talaq comes out of my mouth, you are nobody in my life so what are you proud of?"

"I'm sorry even I'd be so sorry if I still kept it."

The words of Inspiration kept spinning in his head, repeating and repeating themselves with the same words and sentences.

Hanum was still glued, until the woman's gaze looked blank! not only his eyes but now his heart was starting to empty.

Mr. Suryo pulled Ilham away, worried that the emotion of Inspiration would make Hanum more hurt.

Mr. Suryo brought Ilham to sit in the living room, opposite Hanum who was also brought by Bu Suryo sitting right in front of him.

As for Amel, she was busy following where her two in-laws were, taking her husband and sister away.

"Ilham hold your emotions?" hardik Pak Suryo's.

Still with the breath hunting the inspiration put his hair back. The anger was still struggling in his heart when he heard Hanum call his second wife a thief.

"What makes you so angry that you didn't realize Hanum was hurt by your words?"

The vision of inspiration turned to look at Hanum, while the one stared at was only silent with a blank view straight ahead.

Suddenly the heart of inspiration melts grievously, seeing the woman who fills her day looks not excited, not sad or crying.

His eyes were still faithfully looking forward, but somehow with what he was thinking and it really troubled Ilham's heart.

"What did you say to Inspiration? did Papa ever teach you to behave like that towards your wife?" asked Mr. Suryo to hold back his anger.

"It is inappropriate for a man to rebuke his wife in front of so many people let alone embarrass her to such an extent!" continued.

"If there is something you do not like, rebuke it well not like that Inspiration, you are the head of the household." added Mr. Suryo.

Ilham mute his Papa speech like a slap for him, especially when he saw Hanum just silently sculpt like that, making the pain in the heart of Ilham increasingly become.

"What is this really about?" ask Mrs Suryo.

Hanum looked at his mother-in-law and said, "Hanum thinks Mama already knows, which is why we were gathered here. There's Amel too!"

Surprisingly, Ms. Suryo asked, "Know what Num is, Mama doesn't understand at all?"

Hanum took a deep breath before saying his conversation with the husband last night. "Amel is pregnant with Ma!" said Hanum flat.

Bu Suryo was surprised, he looked at Ilham and Amel alternately with an expanding smile at both corners of his lips. "Really!! but Mama doesn't know at all, baby!" said Mrs Suryo.

"Hanum thought Mama and Papa already knew, because it gathered the three of us together. And also about the desire of Mas Ilham who will marry Amel legally, both religion and state."

Hearing that both Bu Suryo and Mr. Suryo were completely shocked, Ilham had not talked anything with him, about his intention to remarry with his sir wife!

"Brawn!!" call Ilham.

Hanum looked at Ilham flatly as the male voice called out to him.

"Explain Ham!" said Mr. Suryo.

Finally Ilham was forced to explain everything to his parents, about his intention to remarry with Amel, without making Hanum and himself divorced.

Ilham wanted to open his mouth to answer his parents' words but before his words came out, Hanum spoke first.

"Help Hanum let go of this marriage Pa, Hanum can't handle it anymore!" said Hanum accompanied by sobs that began to spread filled the room they occupied.

Hanum cried bitterly, hurting everyone who heard even Bu Suryo was unable to hold back his tears.

"Help Hanum Pa, Hanum please. Hanum was really tormented at the moment. Let Hanum decide Hanum's own future Pa without this marriage, this marriage is like a hell that kills Hanum slowly." Hanum's sobs are getting more and more bitter.

Bu Suryo hugged Hanum who was crying deeply. Inspiration looked at her with deep pain, "Has our marriage been hell for you all this time? I'm sorry but I really can't let you go!" suddenly said Ilham.

Everyone in the room was shocked to hear the words of Inspiration. "How can you say that to Inspiration?" said Mrs Suryo did not believe. "You made Hanum like this, look how thin it is now. Do you still not understand that living with you is painful for Hanum!" continued.

"Did Mama want us to split up?" ask Ilham gamang while looking at his mother.

"Yes, after seeing Hanum like this it's better if you just split up, let Hanum live her life happily without you and your marriage."

"But how does Inspiration live the life of Inspiration without Hanum Ma?"

"That should have been you thought before you remarried and now that it's too late, let go of Hanum now! if you can't, let Mama and Papa do it."

"Tap .. ii, Ma!" not finished Ilham spoke Hanum first said.

"I'm waiting for the divorce call, Mas, please just take care of it. It's not that I can't take care of it, but I still give you face to not be ashamed and keep your good name" Hanum said before exiting her in-laws' house.

"Hanum's tired Ma, Pa! Hanum wants to go home first." said Hanum say goodbye.

"Well, you be careful on the road?"

"Yes Ma."

"Wait!" ilham held back Hanum's steps. "I'll take you home!"

"I can do it myself!"

"Allow me, if this is for the last time before I let you go" said Ilham.

Finally, Hanum agreed to the request of Inspiration, it is true that this may be their togetherness for the last time, before the divorce actually separated them.

Hanum walked in and got into her husband's car, followed by an inspiration that also entered the side of the wheel. Before long the car would run Amel came and called her husband.

"Mas, where are you going?"

Inspiration opened the glass window of his car, "I want to drive Hanum home first?"

"You'll come back here again no, I can't go home by myself right?" ask Amel.

"Hm, I'll definitely come back later you just wait?"

Once again Hanum's heart melos, even to take him home alone Ilham must ask permission as honey. Not ironic!

Hanum turned his face away, when Ilham accidentally saw him. And the car again runs through the streets of the Capital City. Distance feels slow when silence adorns the atmosphere in the car they both ride.

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