First Wife Heart Wound

Lied

The rushing rainwater plus the earthy sound of lightning broke the silence of someone who was waiting for the promise of return. The dim and cold atmosphere of the living room did not necessarily make the woman close her eyes, resisting the drowsiness that she did now. When the wall clock began to show at twelve o'clock at night, but the waiting did not come.

"Where are you, Mas?" muttered Hanum.

On the other hand, two people who are grappling with the cold air in the room, share a sweat and enjoy together, each other sighed and mentioned each other's names and when the wave of favor was obtained there was only one name that was muttered again, "I love you, Hanum."

Inspiration drowned and immediately fell asleep, when the activity that was so draining he was done. Simultaneously there was the tear of someone who fell, as he muttered one name and it was not his name, he said, her heart ached even during her first romance with her husband but the name of another woman she remembered.

Amel got up from the bed and went into the bathroom, he cried, "Why Mas even when we are happy we are only Hanum's mother you remember," he exclaimed.

Amel did not want to linger in tears tonight, because he was sure that after tonight, that happiness would soon be realized when what her husband wanted was present in her womb. Amel promised that when the happy moment came only he would be the only one for Inspiration and little by little he would remove Hanum from the life of Inspiration.

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In another room, when Hanum was convinced her husband would not come home, she decided to go inside, the cold air outside began to puncture the skin behind her dress. "You're starting to disavow Mas" Hanum said in his heart.

In the morning when Ilham opened his eyes, he was surprised because it was not Hanum who was beside him but Amel his new wife, in a hurry he put on his clothes that were scattered on the floor and without saying goodbye he left Amel at his house.

Inspiration regretted all of her he was so swept away by his own passion, to forget his promise to go home even though it was too late.

"aaarrgh, why it's like this," upset Ilham while hitting the wheel of the car. The quiet streets made it easier for Ilham to get home, along with Hanum who was tidying up plants in front of his house.

Inspiration came out of the car with a chaotic state, his hair and clothes looked messy.

"Dek ..., "Ilham had not yet spoken Hanum first interjected.

"Come Mas, take a bath first refresh your body, after that breakfast, the food is ready at the dinner table" said Hanum without even turning to Ilham.

Ilham felt devastated for the first time in five years of building a household, his arrival did not get a smile and instead found the angel of his heart frozen. His attitude was cold, as cold as the face he showed this morning, without a smile without reverence, Ilham smiled wryly aware of his wife's change.

"All right, I go in and take a shower" said Ilham limp.

After Ilham entered the bathroom to refresh her body, Hanum quietly followed behind her and prepared work clothes for her husband, perhaps one would think that Hanum was a fool already in two right but still chose to endure, keeping all those wounds alone.

If you can choose Hanum also does not want this all, continue to survive on the ship that its own captain has lost its purpose, maintaining the mahligai that will soon be sunk.

Hanum survived because of his service, because of his vow, before Inspiration released him, he would continue to endure. Hanum knows when a wife asks for divorce from her husband without a good reason, then she will never get his pleasure. And it was here that Hanum waited for her husband to be unjust to her until her own husband would release himself.

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Inspiration came out of the bathroom, staring at the clothes Hanum had prepared on their bed, the heart of Inspiration immediately warmed considering Hanum was still attentive to him. Finished dressing Ilham out and at the same time Hanum had finished preparing his breakfast.

"Dek .. ," call Ilham.

"Dec, I'm sorry."

"Sorry for what?" ask Hanum.

"Sorry not to come home last night, sorry to keep you waiting" Ilham said.

"As for what Mas said yesterday not to wait, I'm not waiting for Mas so I don't know if the business that Mas said really can't make you go home."

Hanum's cold answer surprised Ilham, never Inspiration thought that Hanum could turn this cold on him.

"What is the business that yesterday Mas said is done, what about the division of the day Mas?" ask Hanum.

"Uhuk ... uhuk .. uhuk," Ilham choked with his own food, Hanum painstakingly gave a glass filled with water for Ilham to drink.

"Mas heart eat her," said Hanum while rubbing her husband's back.

"Yes, Deck's sorry."

"That's the problem Amel has agreed to the day deck Mas here, a day there!" answer the nervous Inspiration.

"Oh."

"Yes Dek, Mas left for work first yes it was not good afternoon papa," said Ilham ended the conversation this morning, said, because he knew the longer the two were with Hanum, the more lies Ilham would tell. And he will feel more guilty for his heresy.

"Yes Mas, yuk Hanum deliver until the front."

Inspiration according, still with a guilty feeling to Hanum for lying to him, even though he did not remember to discuss the division of the day at all. Last night he was too tired after his heated battle with Amel, so early in the morning he came home in a hurry, even without saying goodbye to Amel.

As soon as he patted his head, he forgot to leave Amel without telling, Ilham could only pray that the second wife would not be angry with him.

Hanum who noticed the behavior of her husband, can only hold his chest, there is an organ called the heart that began to feel pain when the husband who is now with her but his mind thinks of others.

"Be careful on the road, Mas" said Hanum when Ilham had entered the car.

"Eh," Inspiration raptured when caught off-guard Hanum was daydreaming, "Yes .. Darling, Mas set out yes you are careful at home."

As the car drove away from his garage, Hanum kept staring until the body of the car was lost in the corner of his home road.

Hhhh, Hanum breathed a rough breath, "You started lying Mas, hopefully this lie of yours later will release me from the shackles of our household that began to be unhealthy mas," hanum said in his heart.

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