
Inspiration decided to go home early, after all his work was done. She can't wait to tell Hanum about the amel pregnancy. They make the decision to live their lives ahead of them.
Ilham only hoped that Hanum could understand and agree, if he married amel legally in a state not just religion.
Inspiration took the car keys and rushed home after all her work was done. Walking not but running. Inspiration a little run to get to where the car is parked.
After adjusting his breath, Ilham drove his car out of the parking area. Splitting the streets of the Capital City which began to be crowded at the time of the office.
Thirty minutes passed by Ilham with a sense of uncertainty between fear and worry. He is afraid that Hanum will refuse his request but he is also worried about having to let go of one of them.
The thought continued to rage in his mind, until it did not feel the four-wheeled vehicle had brought him home.
Arriving home, still with feelings that are difficult to describe. Inspiration stepped inside and his eyes immediately met with the beautiful eyes of his wife.
"Assalamu'alaikum!"
"Greetings waalaikum!" replied Hanum who saw her husband standing between the doors of the house."
"Well, how come you're home?"
"Hm, the job's done faster so I can get home early!"
"Then, take a break! hanum will soon be ready to eat!" said Hanum as he set foot into the kitchen.
"Wait for the Deck!" call Ilham.
Hanum turned to look at Ilham confusedly, "Why Mas?"
"There's something I want to talk to you about!" reply Ilham while holding a thump in his chest.
Hanum's eyebrows clutched, her heart wondering what her husband wanted to talk about. Until an impatient look was clearly imprinted on his face.
"Alright we talk, but it would be nice if Mas Ilham cleaned himself up first eat and after that we talk because there is something Hanum wants to say to Mas as well." hanum said as he passed on with his work.
Inspiration gulped down his saliva, his heart growing more erratic. Suddenly there was a feeling of fear that entered and shook his intentions.
Inspiration went back into the room and sat by his bed, his mind was far away laughing if there was no choice, what he would choose. The question kept swirling in his mind like a broken cassette.
***
"So what do you want Rio?" ask Amel frustrated.
"Nothing."
"Then if there's nothing, why do you always bother me?"
Rio smiled cunningly, "Enjoying that panicked face of yours, it is now my new hobby!" rio said while laughing.
"You're crazy!" amel's Oath.
"I'm crazy because of you, baby, if you hadn't betrayed me, maybe your life would have been happy with me!"
"That's Rio's past, why can't you forget?"
"How can I forget, if the first person I love is you. Who was able to change me first as well as you and who also betrayed me the worst is also you" Rio said with restraining emotions.
"Once I have apologized to you, I beg you again. Please forgive me!" amel said with tears.
"If you're sorry it changed everything, then come back to me?" said Rio.
"That can't be Rio, I already have a new life with a new person!"
"The new guy you took from another woman? what are the advantages of Inspiration that I do not have, we are the same! even I love you more."
"I'm sorry! again I'm sorry, I hope this is our last meeting and after this there will be no other meeting. Let me go!" amel said as he stood up and left Rio alone.
"Everything will not be that easy, Amel, this is just the beginning and you will feel the bitter end later" said Rio while clenching his hands.
***
"Dad!" call Ilham. "Is there anything I want to talk about, is this good news for us?"
"Speak I'm listening!"
"A ... Amel is pregnant!!"
Surprised, Hanum was shocked to hear that her honey was pregnant with her husband's child.
"Really, Alhamdulillah!" hanum said gratefully. "Congratulations, my!"
Inspiration nodded, "Aren't you angry?" ask Ilham.
"Why should I be angry, it is your dream Mas and finally God grant our prayers!"
"Yes Mas very happy, eventually there will be someone who calls Mas by the name of Father. But there's something I want to say besides this happy news Dek!"
"Hm, did you just say it?"
"Amel asks to marry legally by country Deck!" speak Inspiration with a tremble.
"Why, what's the reason?"
"Amel did not want our son to be gossiped about in society, because his mother was only the wife of Siri!"
Hanum looked at her husband inside, "Our son, even that child already has a title in her husband's heart" Hanum said in his heart.
"Then what do you want?"
"I want to marry Amel back legally, both religious and state." said Ilham steady.
"Then me?"
Inspiration was riveted, as the question slid from the lips of his wife's ranum.
"You are of course still my wife, my first wife dear!" ilham.
"I'm the first wife and she's the second wife, right?"
Ilham nodded his head heavily. The atmosphere became strange when the discussion of the second wife began.
"How much time could Mas have for us later, had Amel become the second legal wife?"
"Just like this, baby, why are you suddenly asking like that?" ask Ilham wonder.
"Yes?" Hanum smiled mockingly.
"For now you can not be fair Mas with the status of the wife siri and when your marriage is legal right state, what will be our marriage? why don't you just divorce me?" hanum said with a firm look at her husband.
"Why do you talk like that, even more time with you than with her!" ilham was furious.
"Your time is with me a lot, because your guilt has accused me of cheating, did you ever share your time with me before, even to pick me up you always forget that you were with him?" said Hanum who vented all his feelings.
Inspiration's lips locked away as he wanted to dodge Hanum's words, "I hope you understand Deck?"
"Understand!!" cynical Hanum. "Since when I didn't understand you, Mas, even when you asked for permission to remarry. Even if I don't let you marry her, right? did you ever think about the pain once so me, didn't you? not only your body, your attention even now your love is divided for him, right?" asked Hanum in flames.
Inspiration was stunned since when this wife started to change, "Why did you become like this?"
"I'm just tired Mas, I can't keep what I can't keep anymore. If your wish is to remarry her by country, you better divorce me!" hanum said before leaving Ilham alone.
Again the inspiration was transfixed, her Hanum had now changed considerably, no longer the gentle woman who according to all the words of the husband. "Did I change you so much that your attitude changed for me?" ask Inspiration in the heart.
***