
Inspiration's eyes were still staring at Hanum, it was clear that sadness was trying to Ilham express, but seeing Hanum's slightly flat gaze disturbed his heart.
Hanum looked at Ilham with many questions he was eager to ask. Is his heart not the least touched, when he and the child in his womb almost wretched! When his rightful wife accidentally tries to get him hurt for the second time.
But seeing Ilham who was more panicked when he saw Amel who almost fell. The other side of Hanum's heart was slightly piqued. Maybe it was time for Hanum to end his feelings that were still left for Ilham.
The eyes of the two of them fell apart as Amel spoke, "Where is my son?" Inspiration averted his gaze, he looked at Amel softly. It feels like Ilham is telling the truth about their child, but seeing Amel's slightly unstable condition makes Ilham undo his intentions.
"You take a break, shall we talk about it again?" persuade the gentle Inspiration.
Amel nodded and went back up to his bed. Inspiration took a blanket and began to fix Amel's sleep. But Hanum's voice spoke very softly towards Sakha, making her pause her activities.
"Would you take Hanum home?" hanum asked while looking at Sakha.
Sakha smiled, "Of course, let's go home you should also rest!"
Ilham tried to pay attention to his ears but his heart, not enough to be able to join in pretending not to know what is now happening behind his body.
Sakha gently patted Hanum's shoulders because of the path that was slightly shaken, the heart of Inspiration but the responsibility was greater, to his wife who was now lying while staring at the ceiling of the hospital room.
"You want to go to the doctor first, Han?" sakha asked who was a little worried to see Hanum who was starting to struggle to walk.
"No, Bang Hanum just wants to go home. Maybe I'm a sapper!" refuse Hanum politely.
"But you almost fell down Han, I was afraid that anything happened to you and your womb?" sakha said with a clear worry on her face.
"Father Bang, I'm fine. Now just take me home, will you?" hanum Pinta.
Sakha reluctantly agrees to Hanum's request to return home. Seeing Hanum who was a little troubled made Sakha's heart a little unsettled. "Ah if you marry me, I'll make sure your life will be much happier than it is now Han!" sakha's monologue in the heart.
Ilham saw how sakha looked at hanum feelingly, her little heart pinched when she realized that she could no longer handle hanum as Ilham saw it today. Inspiration promised in his heart to completely remove the hanum! Because now his responsibility is only to his wife. If possible, one day Hanum gave permission, for himself once met with his baby, then Ilham would never waste the opportunity.
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"You're home, Num? What about the state of inspiration and his wife?" bu Surti asked when he saw Hanum back together with Sakha.
"Mas Ilham gapapa Ma'am, only a small wound and if the amel himself lost the child he was carrying!" hanum's answer made Bu Surti surprised, as bad as the accident experienced by his former son-in-law.
Bu Surti wanted to ask again, but seeing a slightly exhausted Hanum made Bu Surti undo his intentions.
Sakha left after driving Hanum back to the house which was also the place to sell. "I'm saying yes?"
Hanum nodded, "Hm, Be careful Bang! And thanks for the time?" hanum said sincerely.
"Lho Nak Sakha won't eat for a minute?" bu Surti's question made Sakha stop and undo her intention to come out.
"I'm still full Mom, maybe next time!" reject Sakha smooth.
"Oh yes, thank you again, son, for taking Hanum home!"
"Sama-sama Ma'am then I say goodbye first!" Sakha leaves Hanum and chooses to go straight to the office, much of the work being neglected as she decides to accompany Hanum to the hospital.
"Nom?" call Bu Surti when you see Hanum slightly pensive. "You got a problem?"
"Mom?" Hanum looked at Bu Surti grimly. "Wrongly wrong, ma'am? If Hanum still hopes a little, that Hanum will be happy?"
Mrs Surti shook her head, "Why do you expect so little? We will never know what the future looks like Num, many hope it is also okay at least it can make us more excited!"
"But Hanum is afraid of Mom!"
"Will Hanum's son be fine if there were only Hanum, Mother and Ardi?"
"Why suddenly ask like that, Num?"
"Hanum just doesn't want to be in touch anymore with Mas ilham Bu, whatever the reason. Whether it's because of the kid or whatever."
"But inspiration is the father of your son, son?"
"Hanum knew, if this child was born and if you want to meet him, Hanum would love permission but Hanum could not see him again!"
"What's really going on?" bu Surti's question made Hanum speechless, there was no way he could tell what had happened in the hospital. Of ignorance of inspiration toward him.
Hanum shook his head, "No ma'am, maybe I'm just tired."
Bu Surti gently rubbed his son's head. "We'll leave all the same above, maybe he's planning the best for you later."
Hanum nodded, "Then Hanum rest first, Mom!"
"Hm, go!"
In the hospital.
Amel was still silent, staring at the ceiling of the hospital room he was now in. Until the sound of the door opening made him take his eyes off.
"Mas, how's my son. Our kid?"
Inspiration approached, "Sorry!" only that word could be said from his lips.
"Sorry for what?" asked Amel who was a little confused to see Ilham who was now even in tears.
Amel's feeling began to be unsettled, there was a sudden sense of entry and difficult to explain. "Jawab Mas what's wrong? Where's son?" ask her with a slight raise of voice.
Inspiration shook his head, "I'm sorry, if time could be turned back I don't want to be like this!"
"Speak clearly Mas, what's up?" ask Amel who is starting to get a little frustrated.
Inspiration that returns as much as possible, remembering the little baby that is now gone. Her tears flooded her handsome face.
"Our son is gone Mel!"
"W-W-didn't I hear?" said Amel while holding tightness in his chest, Amel wanted to re-assure her husband's words. Maybe his hearing was a little impaired due to the accident.
"Sorry!"
"I don't need your apologies, Mas, who I'm asking what do you mean and where is our son?" he said with a little wail.
Ilham then stood up and hugged his wife who was now hysterical. "Our son is gone because Mel was born prematurely!" ilham said while stroking her hair.
"No, it's impossible! My son is fine he's healthy so how is it possible?" he said it while he pleased.
"The collision that happened during the accident, made him unable to survive baby!"
Hearing the Inspiration's words, Amel felt a pain in his head that suddenly came and made him grimace in pain, "T-no Mas?" he cried out to Amel before he lost consciousness for the umpteenth time.
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