
Four hours passed for so long. Inspiration grew more riled up as the lights that signified the operation had not changed, his heart suddenly throbbing pain as the words of the tantrum reverberated in his ears and mind.
"I beg Allah that they may be well!" prayer Inspiration in the heart.
Not long after, the long-awaited operation was finally completed as well. Doctor Ramli came out with a face that looked very flat.
"How's my wife and son doing Doc?" ask Ilham when he sees a doctor who has come out of the operating room.
"His operation successfully wound up on your wife's head has also been sewn, but-but!" dr. Ramli paused his sentence.
"But what Doc, please speak clearly!"
"The operation went well but seeing the condition that is now a natural baby I can't say much!"
"Then what about my son, Doc?"
"The son of the Father was successfully removed, but given his age is still too young and in a premature state. We put it straight into the incubator room to keep it safe, but …! I can't guarantee that the paternal child will be okay, because the average child born prematurely has many complications."
Inspiration drowned hearing the testimony of the doctor. It felt difficult for him, being able to accept all the trials that came simultaneously. Although there is still little doubt about the boy's true identity. Whether it was his son or not.
"Then what about my daughter-in-law Doc?" ask Mrs Suryo.
"As I said earlier, Mom, the operation was smooth, it's just that the right hard impact was on her stomach causing her pregnancy was also problematic so after the cesarean section to remove the baby, she said, we were also forced to remove her uterus because her uterus was also damaged!"
Bu Suryo closed his mouth in shock, precisely he could not believe that the misfortune came simultaneously. "Then how is Doc?"
"We will transfer the patient to the ICU room first, for the observation stage. Once things start to improve we'll move to the treatment room. Later Mom and Dad can take turns to visit if it has been moved."
"But can I see my son Doc?" ask Ilham.
"Can, Father and Mother can see for a while before the action!"
"Thank you Doc?" ilham said along with his mother.
"Then I say yes, I have a lot to do!" said Dr. Ramli while leaving Ilham with his family.
Ilham and his family walked towards the room, where there is his son who is now placed in one of the glass boxes with many tools attached to his tiny body.
Only two people were allowed to see the baby being examined. Bu Suryo and Ilham, who wanted to see his son, were required to wear special clothes that had been prepared by the hospital.
Inspiration walked over, her eyes glazed as she saw the tiny body filled with tools to keep her alive. Bu Suryo was flabbergasted. "His face is a lot like yours when it was baby Ham!" said Bu Suryo lirih, accompanied by elusan on the baby box.
Inspiration instantly turned his head as the Mother spoke like that. "Like?"
"Yes, even Mama still keeps a picture of you when you were a baby, there's no way Mama's mistaken for her own granddaughter!"
Ilham sobbed, he crouched his height equal to the box containing his son. "I'm sorry, Papa Nak?" ilham lirih. "I'm sorry Papa's stupidity made you this way. Sorry for always doubting you and your mom! Would you please hold on to Papa?" said Ilham who increasingly sniffed.
Bu Suryo who did not understand the meaning of Ilham, slightly touched his shoulder. His eyes seemed to ask what really happened? But Ilham was still crying and begging his son to be healthy again.
When Ilham was still drowning with his tears and prayers. The monitor next to him showed an image he did not understand, accompanied by a very loud sound. Before long the nurse and the doctor who happened to come to check, a little rushed to deal with the tiny baby.
"Mother and Father are begging to come out for a while, we will take action!" said the nurse gave understanding.
"But my son why Sus?"
With a forced step, Ilham and Bu Suryo stepped out of the incubator room, greeted by Mr. Suryo who was also hoping for anxiety while waiting outside.
"How's Ma?"
"Either Pa, the doctor came in and told us to come out. Hope nothing happens to our granddaughter huh Pa?"
"Aamiin Ma, hopefully. What about his face?"
"Our grandchild is very similar to the Pa baby's Inspiration, very similar!" said Bu Suryo with sparkling.
Ilham was still staring at the glass wall that separated the room where his son was cared for and he was now. His tears still continued to trickle down in light of the foolishness he had done before.
"I'm sorry Papa Nak, may you be strong and we can live happily from now on!"
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"Bang Sakha isn't back at the office?" hanum asked when he saw Sakha was still busy talking with her mother and sister.
Sakha glanced at the clock on her wrist, shaking her head. "Jam has shown me the time to get home from work, so I can't go back to the office right now!" sakha said with a smile.
"What is the gapapa Bang?"
Sakha chuckles. "You forgot Han, that I'm the boss?"
"Ah, yes Bang Hanum forgot!" he said while embarrassed.
Bu Surti and Ardi laughed at the same time but the laughter did not last long, as the sounds of tivi not far from where they had gathered aired the news of the accident.
Hanum was surprised that even everyone in the room was shocked.
"Mas ilham." - Lirih Hanum.
Ardi looked at his gamang brother, "Mbak?" call her. But Hanum was still unmoved staring at that twenty-one inc screen.
Sakha immediately took the initiative, to invite Hanum and his family to see the state of his ex-husband and his new wife.
"Want to look there?" ask Sakha.
Hanum looked at Sakha and turned to look at Mother and her sister. "Can I Mom?" ask Hanum.
"Go, Mommy's gonna catch up with Ardi?"
Hanum rushed to pick up the bag in his room, not forgetting before he left. Hanum asked for prayers from the mother so that the ex-husband and his wife were safe and nothing happened.
Although Hanum parted ways with Inspiration in a bad way. But deep down in Hanum's heart he was worried about both of them. Both Ilham and his wife, especially Amel, are pregnant now. Hanum could only imagine that he was in that position.
"It's still a long time, Bang?" asked Hanum who broke the silence between them.
"Then you'll be up, don't you worry?" sakha is calming.
Hanum nodded, worried not because of Inspiration. He only felt pity, when he recalled the face of the amel that was holding back the pain, just before Inspiration forced him to go home earlier.
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