
Ilham's chest was pounding very hard, as his footsteps began to approach the space where his son and ex-wife were. But his steps stopped, when his eyes accidentally saw his ex-wife was looking at the opposite sex. And unfortunately, the shady eyes showed the admiration he had once gained.
Some are pierced with pain, when the view he always got. Now switch to someone new to know.
Ilham smiled wryly, realizing that even he was not welcome among them! Inspiration sees it clearly even though he has not yet shown himself.
Until the voice of the mother who called her, made Ilham a little harboring her feelings. "Have you arrived before Ham?" bu Suryo asked as he saw Ilham standing in front of the entrance of the room.
"Just get to Mom!"
"Yes, let's go in. Mama can't wait to see Mama's first grandchild!" invite Bu Suryo in berbuki Ilham, but to step foot in Ilham a little hesitant.
"Assynogaal?" greeting Bu Suryo, making the three people in the room suddenly look at him.
"Waalaikumsalam greetings!" answer them in unison.
"You've Num's birth, what about the baby, healthy?" Bu Suryo asked excitedly, as if happiness was just his.
"Thank God Ma, be healthy!" replied Hanum with a sparkling face.
Shortly after the two pleasantries, Inspiration entered with a hand. The clothes that he had bought, now he can give with a feeling of relief.
"Hey?" sweep when entering the room. Inspiration approached as he withdrew the gift he was carrying.
Hanum received the gift of Inspiration, although a little awkward but it did not reduce a little happiness. "Thank you, Mum?"
"Together."
No more chatter was created between them, until the voice of Bu Suryo asking for the name of his first grandson, who began to break the silence.
"What'd you give him by name Num?"
"Reyhan Mahendra, Ma!"
Bu Suryo and Ilham both smiled not without cause even after the separation. Hanum still pinned his surname on the tiny baby's name.
Ilham was very grateful to his ex-wife, at least there is still a part of him that will be remembered later.in the child who had just been born ex-wife.
Although it feels awkward, but the warmth at the welcoming birth of Hanum's first child does not decrease.
Until the sound of Sakha saying goodbye makes the sense of loss a little there. "I'm going home first, right?" pamit Sakha while looking at Hanum's face.
"Where are you going?"
"Abang has to go back to the office but you'll be here again!" sakha.
"Hmm, thank you, Bang. Hanum doesn't know what would have happened if you hadn't been there?"
"Sama-sama, it might already be my duty!" sakha answered with a small ruckus.
Sakha leaves Hanum's room and unwittingly another heart begins to feel the pain of seeing the closeness of the two.
Inspiration to see everything, how the gaze of mutual adoration was seen, not only from the man but also from his ex-wife. Has his heart changed so quickly that it is easy to accept new people?
Inspiration felt disturbed when he realized that he had shifted and was now starting to be replaced with the presence of other men in his ex-wife's life.
Inspiration threw away his gaze when his eyes accidentally met the eyes of his ex-wife. Inspiration just did not want to be seen, was watching the ex-wife, who was staring at the departure of the man who had just said goodbye to everyone in the room.
Bu Suryo and Bu Surti still adore their first grandchild, until they do not realize what has happened around him.
"Ham?" call Mrs Suryo.
Inspiration looks on when called Mother. "Do you want to carry your child?"
Ilham looked at her mother and asked, "Can Mom?"
Bu Suryo nodded, "By son why isn't he your son!"
Hanum was a little overwhelmed to see Ilham cry but if he could say he wanted so much he said, "The child you once wanted, until the patience you had lost and sacrificed myself. In fact, it was just me, who was able to give that smile of happiness Mas."
But as hard as Hanum's heart put that thought away, the thought that made him to be selfish.
"How long have you been treated for Num?" tanya Bu Suryo broke Hanum's daydream.
"Not knowing Ma, it is likely that afternoon has also come home" Hanum replied.
Bu Suryo got up from his seat and walked over to where Hanum was lying. "Can you see Reyhan Num often?"
Hanum smiled and welcomed the former in-law's hand. "May Ma whenever you want, Mama can find Reyhan."
Ms. Suryo shed tears, her former daughter-in-law is indeed excellent. Even after her son's divorce and betrayal, Hanum still allows herself to meet with her only grandchild.
"Thank you Num, next time Mama will come along with papa. Lately papa's been too busy, not even having time to rest."
Hanum nodded, but on the sidelines of his chat with the in-laws. The phone in Ilham's pocket rang so loudly that it made little baby Reyhan wake up and cry. Ilham apologized and returned to give the tiny baby to his mother to be breastfed again.
Ilham left Hanum's room and checked his phone. When Ilham wanted to put his phone back in his pocket, his phone rang again and the name Bi Tari appeared on his phone screen.
"H-hello Sir…!"
Ilham who had wanted to get angry, was forced to hold back his anger because of the voice of Bi Tari who sounded a little panicked.
"Why Bi?"
"That's sir, mother is missing!!"
Inspiration surprised instead of playing, "Lost how Bi, that is?" ask Ilham who is no less panicked.
"So I went to the back for a while and I still saw my mother still sleeping, but when I came back there was no sir?"
Inspiration pulled her hair frustrated, "Yes soon I'm home, Aunt still looking for mother around the house huh?"
"Okay sir, then I'll find you first."
"Hm."
The phone was turned off, Ilham breathed heavily as if oxygen was starting to disappear from his lungs. His mind was dead-end, when he should have been enjoying being with his son, but he had to leave to find his second wife who suddenly disappeared.
Ilham walked shuntily towards the room Hanum treated, as he wanted to say goodbye before returning home.
"What's Ham?" ask the Mother.
Ilham shook his head, "There's nothing Ma, just a little unfinished work." Ilham lied.
"Oh, what's wrong?"
"Ilham said yes Ma, Mama would like to go home alone?"
"Mama's coming home later Ham, let's pick up the driver!"
"Well, is it okay to go home first, Ma?" Ilham walked over to Hanum and said goodbye to him and to the little baby who was now back to sleep after crying.
"Just go home first, Num, if Mas comes to meet with rey sometime, can you?"
"By Mas!" hanum replied without seeing Ilham standing in front of him.
Inspiration thanked him and passed away leaving Hanum who was with his son and family.
Inspiration to step foot with pain, even now Hanum began not to look at himself while talking. There is a sense of tightness that cannot be expressed, maybe this is a reply from his attitude that once made Hanum hurt, until now he began to be ignored and tend not to be considered.
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