First Wife Heart Wound

Choices.

Three months later.

Reyhan grew up to be a very cute child and made anyone who saw him, feel instantly in love with all his behavior. Not only Sakha but the inspiration was the same, a day did not see the little baby, the longing was always in his heart.

Like this morning, the inspiration deliberately came early in the morning just to see the baby, the inspiration did not dare to approach. Even to this day, he can still see his son from a distance. Hanum never once forbade when he wanted to meet his son. But the guilt that continues to loom, making him hesitate even to say hello.

Bu Surti who saw inspiration from a distance felt a little pity, even to see his own son alone must be cats like that.

"Nom?" call the Mother.

"Yes, what's wrong, ma'am?"

"Don't you feel sorry for the inspiration?"

"Pity why Mom?" Hanum was a little confused when he got the question from the mother, who never once talked about her ex-husband.

"Look!" Appoint Bu Surti with his chin.

Hanum looked at the direction that Mother pointed at, Hanum looked from a distance and saw the inspiration that was watching them.

"Maybe he misses his son?"

"Then Hanum should how Mom? Hanum never once forbade him to come if he wanted to meet with Reyhan."

"Speak with him once, not good if it is seen by people?"

"Didn't Hanum have told me first with Mother, that Hanum did not want to have any more ties with the inspiration, even for child reasons!" hanum's stern words could no longer be refuted by his mother, but seeing such inspiration slightly disturbed his little heart.

"Yes already if it's your decision, but I hope your heart softens a little bit. Although I don't want you to be together, but think about your son later?"

Hanum sighed heavily, not Hanum's intention to be ruthless. But he also has no choice. This path is better than later to be injured for the umpteenth time.

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Inspiration returned after being satisfied to see his son, although from a distance but it slightly treated his longing. In addition to seeing the photo that his mother always sent, at least a little see how the state of the son alone wayangnya, can give his own satisfaction for him.

Inspiration arrived at the office when the day began. After checking the condition of the tonsils and the doctor can guarantee his recovery even if only a little. Inspiration can breathe a sigh of relief, at least he is not always in the house. With the reason of going to the office, Ilham can also be a little treat longing to meet his baby even if only from a distance.

Tok .. tok.

The sound of knocking on the door was heard, when Ilham had just settled himself in the chair he used to use.

"Now?"

"For the sir, I'm here to deliver a message that you are waiting in the room of Pak Suryo now?" report Adit who is now his secretary after the Amel stopped working.

"What's Dit?" ask Ilham.

"If that's not what I know, sir?"

"Yes, you're out first, I'll be there in five minutes!"

"Good, Sir!" Adit was out, after delivering a message from the director of the main owner of the company where he worked.

Inspiration fixed the suit he was wearing, before he came to see his father. Hopefully this conversation will not spark anger with each other.

"For Pa?" ilham said when he entered his parents' office.

"For Ham, how are you?" Mr. Suryo slightly mince words before a conversation that might end the same as the last time.

"I'm good what's going on Pa?"

"Sit down first?" pinta Pak Suryo's.

Inspiration also obeyed his father's request, he sat down while waiting for what his father wanted to talk about.

"How is your son, have you met him?"

Inspiration shook his head, "To meet yet Pa, but if looking from a distance! Inspiration often does it!"

"Why?"

"Ilham has not been able to get closer to him. Inspiration is afraid that when it is near, Inspiration will not be able if it must not see it!"

"But you're not the father and Hanum doesn't mind if you want to meet your son?"

"Ilham knew Pa, so Ilham could not get any closer to him. Remembering Ilham used to hurt his mother's heart!"

Hhh, Mr. Suryo is breathing tired. "What about Papa yesterday?"

"Pa, Ilam beg you this time to let Ilham walk with his own choice of Inspiration!"

Mr. Suryo kicked off his desk in anger. "What kind of choice, a choice that will make you suffer forever are you saying? Enough choice you used to marry again for the sake of children, to hurt the wife as well as Hanum. And your choice is also what makes you regret, for losing a child and a good wife!"

"That's the fault of Ilham Pa, therefore Ilham will not repeat for the second time."

"What do you expect from your current wife, other than the tiredness of taking care of a wife who's beginning to lose her sanity?" ask Mr. Suryo sarcasm.

"Mr …?" Inspiration protest did not believe hear the words of his parents.

"With anything else Papa must convince you Ham, at least look at the mother who gave birth to you. If you can't talk to Hanum, at least find another woman who will carry on our lineage. At least who will take care of you when you grow old! Papa same mom is getting old, will not be able to if you have to keep waiting." Mr. Suryo lowered his voice a little. There is a sense of tightness that suddenly appears, when remembering the fate of this only boy puppet.

Seeing his parents began to despair, Ilham slightly relented to make both parents calm and not offensive to find a wife again.

"Ilham will rethink Pa, but Ilham can't promise either. Because currently Amel was undergoing therapy for his recovery and if the amel can be cured Inspiration was hesitant if it had to marry again! Think of what Ilham is now living, as the fruit of the mistakes that Ilham had done before. Let's just say all this is karma for me Pa" break up tired.

Mr. Suryo began to get tired of advising this only child, "Whatever you want but again please think of us who are getting old." his sigh tired.

Inspiration does not budge, deep down he also wants to be happy with his children later. But his past mistakes made him think again if he had to start something new.

Inspiration does not want to ignore the wife who now needs his support, at least that's what Inspiration can do. With enduring though painful and as a form of atonement all his faults.

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