First Wife Heart Wound

Pregnant

The eyes of Inspiration are perfectly rounded, staring at the contents in the box that Amel had given. Not that he did not know what was in the box, but a line of two that seemed real that made him distrustful.

Still with eyes that blinked in disbelief, Ilham turned his gaze towards the woman who was now sitting beside him, with a happy smile.

"I ... What is this?" ask Inspiration with trembling lips.

"Let's guess and see if there's paper under it?" show Amel.

Ilham did not necessarily do what Amel said earlier, his brain was still digesting the shock obtained, when the household tempest with Hanum had just begun.

"Let's open again!" persuade Amel.

Finally, with his hands still shaking, Ilham opened the fold of paper under the two-striped tool.

It is written clearly, if Amel's wife is positive to conceive her child. The child for five years he waited for his presence. If Hanum had given you such a paper, how happy would have been the life of Inspiration.

Inspiration shed few tears, precisely happy tears and sorrowful tears at the same time.

Amel, who saw the tears of Inspiration, looked very happy. Amel thought that Ilham liked the surprise he gave. Until not a thank you or a cheer of happiness, but tears that express how happy Inspiration is now.

"Why cry?" ask Amel.

"I'm happy, so happy that only tears come out as an expression!" kilah Ilham's.

"I am also happy Mas, earlier I did not think as soon as this will be given a baby but it turns out that the above gives this opportunity to come faster" said Amel haru.

"Hm."

Inspiration still looked at the doctor's letter that was in his hand. That happiness really rose in his chest, wanting to shout out to Hanum and show how happy he was right now.

Flashbacks

"When Amel gets pregnant, you'll be a mother!" say Inspiration if it is. As he talked about the two children with Hanum.

"Can that be it?"

"Why does even Amel agree. If you take care of her child later!"

"But a mother everywhere would never share her child's affection with anyone else, would she?"

"I'll make sure that Amel will agree and we can be whole parents with you being the mother of my son."

Flashback off

The memories came back to Ilham's memory and now the memories are only memories, when his relationship with Hanum was on the verge of destruction.

Inspiration takes a deep breath in order to reduce tightness in the chest, which the more day, the more pressing it feels.

"Mass?" call Amel

"Hm."

"I'm pregnant now, there's something I want to ask for as a gift for my pregnancy!"

Inspiration looked at Amel with the furrowed brows, "What do you ask for as your gift, haem?"

"But I promise you I'll grant this request?"

"As long as I can, I'll grant you what you want" said Ilham reassured.

"I want our marriage to be valid in the eyes of the state not only religion, I want everyone to know, if not just mbak hanum who became your wife, I also want to be acknowledged Mas!" pinta Amel's.

Inspiration was riveted, her tongue muddled Amel's request had never once been thought by her, how she would explain this to Hanum. Her relationship with Hanum is not okay.

Inspiration massaged his temple, dizziness suddenly came engulfing. What's he supposed to do?

"Mass?" call Amel while shaking the hand of Inspiration.

"Hm, think about it! what if Hanum doesn't agree?" ilham.

"If mbak hanum does not agree, easy Mas. You just divorce, anyways you married for five years mbak hanum also has not given a child right, different from me." said Amel bragging."

For this time, Ilham did not dispute Amel's words. His mind was a little poisoned with what Amel said, it was true but deep in the depths of the heart Ilham could not yet part with hanum, his beloved wife.

Inspiration stands intending to leave Amel to calm down.

"Later think, now you rest first. You go home, right?"

"Lho Mas don't want to stay here?" asked Amel who was a little disappointed because Ilham intended to go home.

"Hm, I need time to think."

"Yes but Mas must quickly give certainty, do not wait for my stomach to grow. It's a pity that this child will be the victim."

Ilham drove his four-wheeled vehicle, splitting the night of Jakarta. His mind was completely dead-end and he did not feel like he was driving towards a discotheque, a place he had never once been to.

Inspiration got out of the car with shaky steps, towards a table in front of the bartender who was concocting drinks.

Ilham ordered the illicit drink, in order to make his heart and his feelings relieved. People say when you have a lot of problems, drinks can make you forget about it. And Inspiration is trying that now.

Not far from where he was sitting, there was someone who was watching from the beginning of Inspiration into the bar.

When it was certain that the one he saw was not the wrong person, he walked over and patted her on the shoulder.

"Ilham?" call him.

Inspiration that began to lose a little sanity, turned his head when his name was called.

"R-rio, hi?" reply Inspiration with a grin.

Yes the person who was patting and calling Ilham was Rio, who happened to also be in the same place as Ilham.

"Tumben lo here, don't go home later in search of your wife?" reprimand Rio.

Ilham chuckled, "Which wife?" ask Inspiration back.

"Crazy lo ya, just also drink three glasses have forgotten the same wife at home." mocked Rio.

"Lo who doesn't know! my wife has two so which one is waiting for me?" ask Ilham.

"Great, I'm not yet! you are two. Why are you here if you have a wife of two?" rio asked half-screaming because of the sound of music on the dance floor.

Ilham stared at his drink, before again downing the illicit drink. "Gue was dizzy again, my first wife was angry and my second wife was pregnant. How am I supposed to?"

Rio who heard Amel was pregnant, instantly clenched his two hands. Her plans would fall apart if Amel got pregnant! but it could also be that her plan will run more smoothly because of her pregnancy.

It didn't feel like Rio was smiling cunningly, hearing the news. Suddenly many plans appeared inside his head to make Amel suffer more.

"Come home, you've drunk heavily like your wife who is waiting at home" said Rio concerned.

Ilham looked at Rio, was it true that his hanum would be worried if he came home in this state.

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While at another house, Hanum just completed his obligations, after a week long he was off due to the arrival of monthly guests, which for the first time was not as regular as the previous month.

Hanum was surprised when the door was knocked violently, "Who are those impolite nights knocking on the door like that?" muttered Hanum.

Hanum rushed to open the door and when the door opened, it was a surprise that Hanum found Inspiration coming home among other people with a severe hangover.

"Assalamualaikum, is this really the home of sir ilham?" ask the man who brought the inspiration home.

"Yes my wife?" answer Hanum.

"I'm a driver who was hired by sir ilham to take her home, ma'am, sir was inspired to fall when he wanted to go home, I was afraid of anything happening so I drove him home."

"Oh yes, thank you. Until here I take over the inspiration sir?" said Hanum while capturing the body lunglai ilham.

"Okay, ma'am, thank you I said goodbye and this is the key to his car, sir ilham." said the driver while handing over the key to the car inspiration.

"Yes, thank you, I'm sorry to bother you?"

"Yes ma'am equally then I say yes?"

Hanum nodded his head before closing the door and bringing inspiration into their room.

"Why are you doing this anyway?" said Hanum slowly.

Hanum took water and cleaned the body of Inspiration with water so that the smell of alcohol in his body was slightly lost.

As I was opening up all of Ilham's clothes and cleaning his body, Ilham woke up and pulled Hanum in his arms.

"I'm sorry, honey, I'm really sorry. Don't you know that I missed you so much all this time. I'm tormented to see you shut up, I'm hurt to see you cry! I beg you not to leave me." murmured Ilham.

Hanum was filled to hear Ilham's apology, but his heart had already made it difficult for him to forgive inspiration again.

And without knowing Hanum, Ilham began to pull the hijab she was wearing, kiss and ****** forced the lips that had been missed her, so far, Hanum tried to rebel but again his strength was defeated by inspiration.

And this evening Hanum resigned when Ilham again asked for his duty, Hanum promised inwardly that this would be his last before he completely departed from the life of Inspiration.

"I serve you for the last time Mas, for my duty is still your wife. Hopefully after this you'll be happy with your life without me by your side."

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