Angel In Poetry

Delay Again

For a moment the breath I breathed seemed heavy, carrying a load of tons to get through the waiting lungs.

Below one side of the sky,

I sat between the moonlight and the flickering of the stars.

I wish a miracle would come to me,

Telling you my bidadar.

Among the leaves that dance with friendly wind

And a singer's cricket without your guitar

I still look up at the sky expectantly, though,

I want to blend in with the night, though,

Allowing the cold to stab to the bone, for without you all suffering is so easy to scramble and gather my sorrow, can I muffle the screams of the heart so as not to make this tearful groove fall with him,

Until my body weakens, I get tired again,

Falling down, falling down, and falling asleep amid the power that has been exhausted?.

A gentle touch on the shoulder startled him, Afkar turned his head

" Mom,,,"

I sat down next to Afkar

" Want to add Afkar's drink?"

" It's full mom"

" How are you planning on doing next?"

Afkar was silent

" I understand how you feel son, you still love him, and it'll be hard for you if this doesn't go on"

" Yes ma'am, I loved him six years ago, we've been through a lot even if we weren't with the body. But we love each other"

" Yes, but Mia said it's true, son, she came again after knowing how you are now"

Afkar shook his head

" Alya does not know ma'am, and Alya is not such a woman, yesterday I asked if the circumstances I would return from zero if he still wanted to accompany me, he replied willingly"

" Of course he answered willingly because you're not at zero now"

Afkar let out a long breath

" Why do you want me?"

" Mom didn't ask you to leave him and look for his successor, the heart can't be forced Afkar, it won't be good"

Afkar nodded.

" Mom just asked you to think again"

Afkar stared at the guava leaves that fell from the tree in the yard, hovering briefly toyed with the wind, why did the wind do as it pleased? just drop the leaves on the ground, let him be more comfortable even though the place is lower and stepped on, but not with the state of the game.

If only I could call the wind

The seduce came to blow on my body and flew to see my lover.

So that the falling dream can return to life as before, even though it becomes dry but will be peaceful on the side of the puja branch.

" Mom, I love Alya so much, I know that but if there's no blessing I'm willing to let go. Maybe I'm not good for him"

" Why do you always keep yourself low on Afkar?"

" I used to come to her with all my flaws, she accepted it ma'am, but she couldn't refuse her parents' will. Then I retreat because understanding will not be strong for me to survive with circumstances that are too far away. Then they also split up and it was because of me, when we found each other again, and I promised to be his companion, I again had to ask us to separate. Either after that will be our reason for not being fate"

Silent,,,

" Mom, if I'm going to go forward and propose to Alya, does she approve of me?"

Mom smiled

" I believe in you Afkar, you will be able to think about what is good and what hurts you".

Afkar bowed, mother has not approved of me.

" Mom came in first Afkar, it's cold here, it's almost ten in the night, you've been sitting here for a long time, no good"

" Well, I'll be in soon, Mom first"

Mother slowly stood up and her little legs stepped into the house. Occasionally, Nanda's laughter was heard watching a television show, Afkar turned his head inside the house. Why is this house not friendly on my return today? I want to go home quickly, I'm so hurt right now here, but where? to Banjarmasin? to Yogyakarta?.

A beautiful face with light laughter adorned the screen of Afkar's phone

" Alya is pretty yet?"

" Hmm, do you want an honest answer or a lie?"

" It must be saying Alya's ugly, but scared, right?"

" Yes, I lied, sweetie"

Alya pouted

" To be honest, even if it hurts"

" Okay I'm honest, my son is not pretty, but it's very cantiiiiikk"

" Hahahhaa, it's nice to have a lover who likes to be a tombal"

" It's a pity it's the luckiest guy to get me"

" Ciyeee, yes Alya agreed"

Afkar looked at Alya gently

" Ka, how does the sister's family respond to the plan to come to Yogya?"

Afkar smiled, Alya can see Afkar's changed face

"Kaa, don't tell me that Alya's fear last night was right"

" Dear scared what is it?"

" Sister's family is still angry with Alya and has not approved of this"

Afkar shook his head

" Dispose away the mind dear"

" But Afkar's face doesn't look okay"

" There's nothing"

" Kaa, don't they approve of this? is it the same as the natural one felt first? when we don't approve of Alya's parents?"

Afkar.

" Yes, replied Alya"

" I'm trying, I'm asking you to pray"

Alya nodded sadly

" Yes ka"

" Dear to go to work?"

" Yes ka"

" Beware, may all work smoothly, always protected, and facilitated his affairs"

Alya smiled

" Ka, it's been two years Alya's never been prayed again like this, Alya kangen"

" Who says not to be prayed, every morning before I work and before I go to sleep, dear I always pray, just not to get to your ears"

" Are you right?"

" Yes, don't believe it?"

Alya smiled

" Why are you always good with Alya anyway?"

" Why should I not be nice to you? I can't take care of you, man,,,"

" Shhh, Alya who keeps going. I can't take care of you near or far, let prayer take care of you"

Afkar laughed

" Did you remember too?"

" Can't I change the shampoo anymore? what if the company closes?"

" Make your own shampoo company, which smells the same"

" Later we set after marriage, work first baby, later late"

" If Alya's late can't be angry anyway, Alya's boss is not a lion"

" Alyaa"

" Hahahha, yes Alya has gone"

" Yes my dear"

" The Assalamualaikum ka"

" Walaikum hail angel"

" Because of Afkar"

" Emuah".

Clik.

Full HD 40-inch television shows that are now airing light news can not be enjoyed by Afkar at all. Thoughts about the wedding plan that has not been ascertained whether it can still continue. This morning at breakfast.

" Afkar, Mia's brother did not disagree with you with Alya, but you have now improved yourself, you must have many other options, you have many other options, prove to Alya and her family that you are better off without them. You are young, handsome, have a good job, adoptive children famous people, will like you a lot, you also do not believe that in Banjarmasin you have never been interested in a woman, your employees, and others, relatives of your friends, or even the beautiful Princess Wijaya sir"

" I've closed my heart Brother"

" Don't make you worthless so in front of Alya and his family Afkar. It's as if they underestimated you first, and now that you're successful they're going to take you back"

" Ka Mia honestly, yesterday I spoke with her parents and asked permission to apply for Alya, a word they didn't ask me what my job is now, they agreed to it immediately".

" Obviously they didn't ask, they've been watching you all this time, they already know who you are Afkar"

" No ka, even when her mom saw me on the video call she said I looked like someone her daughter was waiting for, nothing was ka, nothing was ka charade, they've accepted me without asking who I am"

" Afkar, how do I explain to you again, it's not a coincidence, it's all set"

Afkar shook his head

" Ka Mia want me to send you a cctv recording when we first meet in my office? I'll ask my secretary to send it right now if it's not a drama, we're both shocked"

" Sister doesn't need to see it, you can open your eyes to see that you're being played again"

" Sister Mia may call me anything, but don't insult her and her family"

" You really blinded Afkar"

" Okay, I may have been blinded by this true love, but we can still see that we're holding on to the same feelings"

" Whatever, maybe the mother who will open your eyes, the brother left first, the car keys on the desk next to the television, the sister took the motorcycle alone"

A plate of warm fried bananas and a glass of tea were suddenly in front of him, Afkar was startled and sat in an upright position

" Mom,,"

" You daydreaming again Afkar?"

" No, I'm watching television"

Mom turned to the television screen, since when do you like to watch commercials?

" Afkar, when are you in Jakarta? how is your office if you stay without any clarity on your return?"

Afkar grabbed a glass filled with tea and sipped it to half a glass

" Afkar, it's still hot"

I was shocked to see Afkar who immediately gulped without touching first.

Afkar was also shocked, just as the heat had hurt my chest, why could I take a drink as hot as this? my sense and my feelings are being tested, the heat alone is no longer felt at this moment.

" I don't know ma'am, my plan yesterday will return to Banjarmasin after mother and sister Mia proposed to Alya to Jogya, my calculations will all be in order within three days, I'll be in order, because I only took three days off. Indeed, no one would dare to ask me to the office for any number of days, but since last week I have rarely entered the office with full time, I have a lot of business outside of work"

Tiiit, thiit,

Phone calls, Arga.

" Mom go inside first"

" Yes ma'am"

Afkar pressed the green button

" Anga Assalamualaikum"

" Greetings waalaikum, you're in Jakarta?"

" Yes, yesterday afternoon arrived".

" Oh, Alya yesterday told me she wanted a proposal?"

" Eemm, yes"

" When? let me order a ticket to Yogya, we also have not collected for a long time, especially after this Alya you will take it away right? hehe"

Silent

" Afkar, are you still there?"

" Yes, sorry"

" When?"

Afkar sighed

" I don't know yet, it doesn't seem like it's any time soon".

" What does that mean? Alya said one or two today, so he went back to Yogya and you picked up the parents to propose to him"

" The problem is there Ga, I haven't got my blessing"

" huh? you didn't approve of Alya?".

" It's like Ga"

Silent

" Lo how? didn't explain you were serious?"

" It has been, and I'm still going to keep trying"

" Afkar, I'm not too sure, you used to say effort effort, but you're not reckless"

" No, it's a parent's problem, I can't be reckless, without blessing how can I go forward?"

" That's what happened to Alya first"

" Yes, it happened to me too"

Silent,

" Afkar, it looks like you have to act immediately"

" What do you mean?"

" Last night we chat in WhatsApp group, Alya story Kevin will return to Indonesia, Alya has already told him that Alya has been in yogya"

" Kein?"

" Yes, you know what I mean? you're late, Kevin's ready"

" Arga don't make me lose control"

" It's up, but if you stay slow, I don't know, maybe in a few days Alya will go to Hong Kong to bring his feelings that are still playing"

" Arga, help me"

" What can I please just say, while I'm still on your side"

" What can you help?"

" You're the one who should answer that"

" Arga, I'm dizzy, I'll call you again, I need to think"

" Yes, I keep my phone active, unlike yesterday Alya lost and after finding you deactivated your phone all day"

Afkar massaged his head, don't joke around when I can barely breathe like this.

" Yes, thank you, Assalamualaikum"

" Greetings waalaikum"

Clik.

Arga put his phone on the side while waiting for what attitude Afkar will take. I'm sorry Afkar I didn't explain what Kevin came for, he came to introduce his lover to his parents, not to take Alya again. Let it be, if I make it clear you will be quiet again and silent again, I do not like my friend who loves you you do so, Alya must be happy at all costs.