Angel In Poetry

Now It's Time

After three days taking care of someone who is sick, even without being taken care of it will heal by itself. Kevin said goodbye to Bandung, while Om Hadi and Aunt Risma had yesterday left for Jakarta

" I'm going first, Al? if there's anything call me"

" If Alya remembers"

" Sadistic"

" It's common, right?"

" Yes, bummer but I've always missed it, I'd suspect you're suddenly sweet".

" Hehee"

" Are there impressions and messages before I leave?"

" Nothing"

" Thank you for 3 days and not?"

" That's not keeping, exactly watching, Alya will be disturbed to chat, want a phone, want a video call"

" After I'm gone, you'll be free again, Al"

There was a slight discord behind Kevin's forced smile

" It's you, it's not good this way"

" It's Alya, it doesn't feel good like this"

Haha.

" We're this how the hell you are"

" You're the how"

" When do you want this"

" Till when you can choose me"

" Kaka while we're with Alya has never been in love?"

" Frequently"

" Huh?"

" I'm in love with you every day"

" Wouldn't you try another one?"

" No intention yet"

" Kaka can be intentionin from now on, if you fall in love with other women, we will be able to escape from this ka, kaka can make happy parents who really want to have a daughter-in-law, he said, Alya will also be able to be with ka Afkar"

" Are you sure if you're not with me your parents approve of you?"

" The reason they've been because ka Afkar is not the same as kaka, so if there are no more rivals, you're welcome"

Kevin brought his face closer to Alya's face and made Alya slightly retreat

" What if you're the one trying to love me? this is the second time I've asked you for it"

" No, if Alya doesn't have a lover, you probably won't have to ask for it"

" What if Alfkar's there doing what you're doing here, too?"

Alya is flocking

" It's impossible"

" He also thinks you're impossible, but you're lying here"

" Ka, don't make Alya angry"

" Anged at who?"

Uupps, who's mad at you? I why suddenly imagine ka Afkar is also doing what I am doing right now

" I don't want to make you think that Afkar is as much of a lie as you are, but if there's any doubt, we can investigate together"

" Crazy idea, she's Alya's lover, why not believe it"

" You're also her lover, but she shouldn't have trusted you like this"

Alya was silent, why I never thought like this, I had only thought about me, never thought about her.

" If Alya starts not believing that Alya can investigate it herself, there's no need to carry a kaka"

Kevin laughed

" Perhaps later when you see things that your eyes don't want to see I can be a witness"

Alya punched Kevin's arm

" Don't fantasize about it, Alya guarantee ka Afkar isn't like that"

" I don't want to imagine that either, I just hope that you will fall in love in a good way with me"

Deerttt, Kevin's phone is ringing.

.....

" Alya, I have to leave soon, someone will pick me up"

Alya looked at Kevin with a smile

" Be careful, you"

" Alya, is this what should happen to me? love and not knowing how to stop. You said I should immediately find a replacement so that I and you could have another life of our own, get a smart substitute for free, I still do not want another, because the other is not you. Are we who have been familiar for a long time still not answered? Every human being has a limit to his sanity, choosing to endure, to remain silent, to pursue or to let go. Everything goes with a deal of reason and heart. So did we, you who always visit but leave no room to give me a miss or just a line waiting. And at this moment I am still together following with my heart, to still want to fight for you. My fight this time won't mark this relationship over There will be no parting with you that I consider finished. You're still the key to me coming home after a long trip. I love you today, I don't know about the time, which I understand has been lived from day to day since meeting you, and never less. I also do not dare to love you as much as the clouds because you already love the sky, do not dare to love you as wide as the earth because you have grasped the galaxy. I only dare to love in a piece of heart.

" Don't fall in love with me like this, we're different, Alya won't be the way I want to be, even though as much effort has gone into it. Alya is Alya who always loves simple things. Like sipping a warm fragrance in a cup at a coffee shop. Love the smell of the earth after the rain shortly after enjoying and talking linger with the rainy point under the roof of an old shophouse, love the smell of grass in a labyrinth garden and run as hard as it can, he said, likes something irregular like the contents of the wardrobe that is always random, likes white color either pale or bright, like, I love the usual t-shirts with pants that I say look shabby and flip-flops and noisy anklets. Likes to carry a guitar and play it to entertain many of their misses out there, even before Alya knows what it is like and many other things that if Alya calls all will froth.

Don't fall in love with me ka, Alya can't be as sweet and polite as you teach, don't slam the door hard because in addition to the sound will damage your sense of hearing, your heart will also be shocked, you will also be surprised, and then the door will be quickly destroyed, close it slowly.

No more kicking someone else's foot, can you imagine if the wrong mouth then your foot received the reply? that's not fair, is it?.

Do not do everything by running, not everything you have to finish immediately, sometimes there is something you have to consider calmly without hurry, who is chasing you until you have to quickly pass? or what do you want to achieve until you have to reach it that fast?"

" If the simple things you love don't burden me, it is I who will learn to love them, and if my request that you be sweet and polite you can't do it yet, I'll slowly teach her, it's okay slow and late, the important thing is that you'll become a respectable woman"

Tiiiit, the phone rings

" Alya, I've been picked up, I'm saying goodbye, but as I promised, I'll be home a lot"

" Hope everything is good ya ka"

" Thank you for my love"

Kevin touched Alya's hand, brought her face closer and kissed Alya's forehead

" I'll be patient"

Alya is just dumb.

" Greetings to om and aunt"

This time it was Alya's fingers that felt the touch of Kevin's lips

" I still love you today Alya"

Kevin stood up and walked while holding Alya's hand towards the courtyard. A black car was waiting for Kevin to drive him to the airport.

" Yes"

" Yes"

Kevin looked

" Thank you"

Kevin smiled

" That's all?"

Alya nodded

" I thought I'd arrest me or come with me"

" Hehehe, be careful ka"

" Oh yes if you chat with other people do not take too long"

" Why?"

" I'm jealous"

The two laughed, Alya waved her hand before Kevin entered the car door that had been opened by the man who picked him up.

Watching news shows on papah television always looks serious, after a relaxing papah dinner in the living room accompanied by a glass of coffee, not a glass, but two glasses, Alya made a glass for papah and a glass for him. But because Alya gave Afkar a guitar and intended to play it in the family room, while papah wanted to watch his favorite news pickle then be Alya who reprimanded to the terrace while carrying his guitar, it is impossible papah who was moved to the terrace and brought his television, follow the smile that read 😊

Mama is still in her practice room because there are 2 patients waiting since they had dinner last night.

Mama's phone rang from the living room, no one touched her, papah was still too concentrated with her show, most also Pandu thought her, papah, so is Alya who still holds her guitar and has not played because it is still preparing the camera screen on her phone to save on her video gallery, there is still no idea what to sing.

The phone kept ringing making papah finally glanced too

" Who is this?"

Alya could see from the porch of the papah walking towards the small table in the corner of the room where mom put the phone.

Papah picked up the phone and was seen talking, Alya did not want to kepo, had found the song and began plucking its strings. Alya was late with the song Until the End of Time. Papah came out to see Alya do what and make sure his son is still cool with his hobby, he sat back and watched the news again on television.

Half an hour later she closed her practice room and sat down next to Papah

" Not the old young drink coffee, Alya later reduce yes coffee"

Alya who just finished her third song carrying the guitar went inside and sat in the family room

" Have not stopped by the Bowo ma coffee shop for a long time, has begun to lose concentration and Alya's mood is often bad, is it also good to prevent senility, is it a reward?"

" Your bones are fragile quickly Alya"

" Yes if many, at most every two days, this is only Alya 2 times to drink during the nap here"

Papah remembered something

" Ooh yes ma, Risma just called, he said that if you have closed the phone practice back, someone wants to talk"

Mom and Alya looked at me

" Alya, you're not making trouble are you Kevin?'

Alya shook her head

" No mah, yesterday even ka Kevin nanyain nanyain news Alya, we were joking, no problem"

" Don't Kevin know about Afkar?"

" It used to know"

" Apaa"

Mom and Dad were shocked, at the same time

Alya was surprised, why did I say yes?

" How's Kevin going?"

" Yes, I see that Kevin still survives today"

Mom holds papah's hand

" Pah, Alya's really late"

Huuuh, why am I wrong again, who defended ka Kevin, why not he just wronged

" Ma, it's better to just call, who knows that, and Alya you don't come in"

Papah saw his agitated son preparing to stand up. Got a verbal reprimand like this void want to escape into the room. Mama grabbed her cellphone which is now on their front desk, papah had forgotten to return to where she came from, drinking coffee was still often forgotten especially not. Eh but it's me, like to forget the same secret even I dismantle it myself, it turns out this legacy papah to me, why not the legacy of the sinter heck pa, even the runner.

" Waalaikum salam mba".

" Yes, when?"

" I'll talk to my husband"

" Ooh yes"

" Hehehe, it's up to the mba, anywhere you can"

" Not bothering ya"

" While it is, the papa will take care of his permission"

" If Pandu is the same Tasya seems unable, his wife is still pregnant, and Tasya is in school"

" Don't be mba, it's easy later, it's Kevin"

" It could be, later let Alya contact Kevin"

" This is his Alya beside me, yes later I say"

" Waalaikum salam mba".

Clique

Mama closed the phone call, papah and Alya were waiting for news behind the phone call

" Mba Risma wants to hold Kevin's graduation ceremony as well as the surrender of Kevin's company position, we are invited and will be picked up"

Alya dumbfounded, invited? aunt Risma wasn't kidding about that? I should how?

" When is mah?"

Papah lightly asked, he already knew the plan, yesterday they had discussed it.

" 5 more days, he said papah ask permission 2 days can right? and we're all invited, mama says Pandu and Tasya can't, so it's just the three of us"

Mama always does, take decisions not deliberation first, I am not asked this can or not, I also have to work, anyways I am not ready, I am not ready, I am not asked, and some of it I'm afraid aunt Risma has an idea let alone to extend this relationship

" Alya, you'll call Kevin ya say no need to be picked up, kasian he had to go back and forth, we can do all three there"

" Ma, you guys, Alya's not coming"

Mama looked at Alya and slightly widened her eyes

" Alya, they wouldn't have invited us if it wasn't you, so don't think that you wouldn't have come"

Alya put down the guitar that he had been holding since because of his intention to escape to the room.

" Ma, later Aunt Risma will plan especially for us, Alya does not want to ma"

" You haven't accepted Kevin yet?"

Alya nodded

This time, my mom was back with emotion

" Alya why are you so stubborn like this anyway, you are a submissive child, never argue let alone oppose, but now it changes like this, Afkar who makes us brave like this?

Alya shook her head

" Ma, don't mistake Afkar, he doesn't know anything"

" But you're like this because of him, you don't want to hear us anymore"

" Alya just love Afkar, you know Kevin"

Mama shook her head.

" You really made my mom angry, Alya. Well if you don't want to listen to your mom, maybe Afkar will listen to you"

" What does mama mean?"

" Mama will call Pandu and ask Pandu to pick up Afkar to see her"

" For what?"

" Mama will talk to Afkar about everything, and ask him to step down, she will tell him everything about Kevin, she wants to know what he can do"

Deeegg, mama don't

" Would he do what Kevin did to you, take care of you, keep you company"

" Of course not, he has to work"

" Why not? Kevin also works long distances and he can take care of you, by coming and seeing you often, with his parents who also pay attention to you and really expect you to get married"

Alya bowed limp. Can't ma, it's not ka Afkar's ability.

" Mama will call Pandu"

Mom grabbed her phone that was placed on the table. Pushing the green button

" Yes, jangaaan"

Alya approached mama and held her hand preventing mama from calling Pandu

" Ma, Alya won't"

Mom let go of Alya's hand

" Mommy you're not listening to Alya, and now you want to face Afkar directly so that he listens to you"

" No ma, kasian ka Afkar"

" You're the same Afkar but you're not the same as Kevin who's done a lot of things to you, and now this relationship isn't messing around with Alya, Kevin's family is very serious"

" Alya never asked for it, those who forced this situation, should have been since Alya told ka Kevin about ka Afkar, should he who retreated not even more defending, it should be, it's not fair that Afkar has to step down"

" It's fair Alya because Kevin and his family have done very well for us".

" Give us some time ma"

" You always have been, in the end it's still Afkar, we can no longer buy Alya time. And this time you don't have to think how, let mama talk to Afkar"

Alya felt very weak

" Mommy talks to Alya just sick like this, let alone mama talk to Ka Afkar, please don't ma"

" Alya, you are not the same Afkar, but you yourself doubt that Afkar can still defend you right? his position is too weak to be compared to Kevin, even all this time he has done nothing but contact you through your phone. What life did he give you until you believed him? until you believe he's your future? while Kevin has laid out a path that is not a fantasy, he provides evidence, this is not a promise, but real Alya"

" What will my mother say?"

" Mommy just wants to ask what she can do to make your child happy and where she has been during Kevin's time to protect you"

Why do you have to face Mom? then what will he answer? he's been suffering a lot of longing and had to work hard to be able to take me, I really see that ma, he's doing it for me, do I have the heart to see him come and sit in front of you then the pride of the world will be displayed in his ears? the thousand-night story that does exist will go to his head while we often tell between his spirit and his sweat, sometimes we have to save laughter because of the noise of the machine and the pursuit of material.

I don't want you to be faced with the grandeur of the owner of power, I just want to sit with you. Perhaps your voice and softness can correct the idea of an increasingly expensive and deprived life. Perhaps we can create a new world that is no longer exchanged for wages and power. Gave me the courage to live the life that was entrusted to us. Our love story, you see it only from tears and prayers that lash, while we who love feel this is the romance of the soul. The beauty of our hearts you will never be able to read. Ka Afkar I not only love you, I also love your life, your simple the same usually with my simple, your appetite the same standard as my chosen menu, your polite and neat appearance style does not concern my silly and cute style. Although sometimes you remind my mouth to speak a more polite language. Of us there is nothing to pretend, just walk the straight and do not need to be made up.

Alya settles down on a medium-sized bed, in a 3x4 white room with minimal accessories, except for a dresser with a large mirror and a minimalist 2-door wardrobe made of wood. Staring at the phone screen, holding it trembling and feeling his hands cold. Pressing the green button

Thiiit

" Ashloraikum"

" Waalaikum salam ka"

" What is my bidad?"

" Boad to you"

" Healthy?"

" Yes, what are you doing?"

" Waiting for dear to contact"

Silent

" Ka, there's something Alya wants to talk about"

" Want a phone call or a video call?".

" A phone to you"

" I can, just tell me, baby, I'm listening"

Alya felt her hands getting trembling and started to sweat

" Ka, Alya's been talking to Alya's parents"

Silent...

" Ka, they still don't approve of our relationship".

Quiescent.

" They still chose Kevin.

Why does my mouth stop. Why did Afkar not answer

" A, Ka,,,"

" Yes"

" How?"

" I'm going to see your parents"

" No ka"

" I have to talk to Alya"

" Alya doesn't want to get cornered and compared"

" Why am I always being held up like this, baby don't want to fight?"

Apaaa, stop that thought of yours, do you think this is not in a struggle, I don't even dare to imagine that you came, how your heart heard it

" Ka, Alya's been fully working on it"

" I believe I want to fight too"

" As her dead end ka, they've even considered Alya a dissident"

" Alya, we're going through a good thing and a serious goal, it's not a game"

" That's what Alya told them, too, but it didn't change their decision"

" Tomorrow I'll take care of my leave, I'll go to Yogya"

" Don't ka, Alya doesn't want to see ka Afkar getting cornered"

" I'd rather be cornered than shut up like this without knowing what it is"

" The truth is we're not approved and they want Alya to vote for Kevin"

" Alya, I was thinking that you wanted Kevin too"

" Afkar"

Alya shouted in annoyance, her heart ached. You're the one I'm fighting for, I'm doing this so you don't get hurt any deeper, I don't even dare to imagine you're going to come here and hear everything that's going to insult you.

" Why do you say fight while I'm still being held back from doing nothing"

" Kaka did not understand, they would compare kaka, enough Alya who heard and felt the pain ka"

" You're either suffering for me or fighting for someone else"

" Why do you talk like that?"

" Alya, I believe our relationship is being stretched slowly to move away, you think I can't feel that your attitude is now changing, as if something you're sharing, there is something hidden behind your busy life, I feel Alya but I do not dare to ask her, even your poetry is now flat, there is no more sincerity in it, your smile is also more and more palatable, your smile is also more, and every time I want to be able to move forward you always hold me back, what does this mean Alya? it's so that this relationship is not as worthy as I dreamed, right?"

Alya was eager to smash Afkar's face upon hearing this accusation.

" Ka Afkar think why Alya endures this way if Alya does not love kaka anymore? why is Alya still and still refuse ka Kevin if Alya does not want to be with ka Afkar anymore? for what Alya willingly and not fight so Alya called mama stubborn and dissident"

" Why am I still like this, I seem to have no benefit Alya, I seem to be making a burden on your life and you will solve it yourself? let me be all the more meaningless in front of your parents"

" Kaka taught Alya to think well, but why is it that negative thinking now?"

" This opens up negative thingking, something I'm afraid seems to have started, and worse yet I'm considered unable to fix it"

" It's not Alya underestimating ka, Alya believes we can deal with it, but Alya is sick if we can't get through it again both"

" You're too arrogant Alya by thinking you're capable of your own"

" No ka, Alya doesn't want us to look weak and lose, then we can't even be together anymore"

" You don't trust me Alya? I'm your lover, right? I still want to be with me, right? or did Kevin meet your needs with his money while I was still with my absence?"

" Don't talk about the material, Alya ever asked that to ka Afkar?"

" You want to back off Alya?

Silent

" Alyaaa,,,"

" Ka, Alya doesn't know"

" It convinced me that your love was already divided"

" No, you understand"

Silent

" I'll come"

" Not you"

" Alya,, you know,,,"

Clik.

Alya hung up the phone and cried so, why do you even blame me, why not realize that this is indeed wrong kaka who came to declare it late, right said mama where kaka when ka Kevin who guard Alya? Why just be behind?