Angel In Poetry

Give Me Certainty

The scorching weather and the scorching heat made anyone who was under the sun would try to avoid it, but not Alya and Kevin. They both look comfortable in Kevin's car

" Where are we having lunch, Al?"

" It's up to you, Alya is an all-eater"" "Fear of hearing Al too, lest I can you eat"

" It could be you, depending on the conditions"

" Whaha"

" In the newly opened restaurant is Al?"

" Coulda, yesterday night Alya same friends eat there"

" Any Al cooking?"

" It's good, so many choices"

In the new restaurant there are many visitors who come for lunch, Alya read the menu one by one, grilled and fried chicken, grilled and fried duck, grilled and fried tilapia, fried rice, grilled and fried sea fish. Equipped also with a variety of vegetables and spicy sambal. Alya chooses grilled and smoked fish, while Kevin orders grilled chicken. To drink it they ordered iced tea and 2 bottles of mineral water

" There are also many visitors to Al"

" Yes"

" Al, can I ask you something?"

" Could you, why?"

" Say your aunt has never been together, has she?"

Alya nodded

" It's not because no one has a crush, is it? girls as sweet as you must have a lot of love"

Kevin started teasing

" Want to see the concert"

Alya laughed

" What is our relationship now, then,?"

" How is it?"

" Can we continue the wishes of our parents?"

" Will there be any intention of rejecting it?"

" No, I'm serious"

" Jalanin aja la"

" The way it means I have the right to love you?"

" It's true to love needs permission, kaka funny"

" No, I don't want to love someone who doesn't want to love me. Why do we live if our goals are not the same, and I do not want to fight alone in terms of feelings. There will be good possibilities for something we started off well. I don't want to dabble in future problems. I'm not going to force it if I'm not the one you hope for, but if you've given me a chance and you start trying to learn, I'm trying to make you a priority in my life"

Alya listen to Kevin's explanation, maturely you think ka, I until several times want to open the dictionary to understand the meaning.

" Alya can't think that far, Alya knows in life we have to have a purpose. But we can't plan where this heart should drop where it deserves it, it will happen by itself"

" I agree Al, what you said is true, but at least if you do intend to be serious, you will be able to limit in which souls you can and cannot enter to fall in love"

Alya let out a long sigh, yes ka, limiting which souls I can and cannot enter to fall in love, I no longer even have any restrictions, I already hold one soul for me to love, he who has been calling me for many days no longer contacts me. Something you think is unimportant and ordinary, but to me hearing your news is a special moment. My story might bore you and be vague. Also a short message that you only reply with one letter Y. It was like throwing me into the abyss. I just wanted to make sure that you were okay, the phone call you were going to pick up and say "I'm meeting, I'm meeting for a minute". And a message marked double check in blue but you will reply 5 hours later. Hearing your news is something that makes me happy, and every time you give me simple news is enough to make me stick with the sense that all is enough for you. Look at me Afkar, you should have been paying more attention to me for a few days, more often telling me, next to me there was someone who wanted to fight with me, there is someone waiting for me to let you go while I have absolutely no idea if you want to keep me.

Any want to stand off tired, Afkar again thrust with a file or visit of the board of directors. This time Afkar grabbed a mobile phone, Alya mchat 2 hours ago

Seraph

"Tests"

1 Hour later

Seraph

" a"

1 Hour later

" ."

Just a dot? Alya's angry?

Afkar just want to press the green button to call Alya, the door of the room has been knocked

" Yes in"

" Excuse me, there are guests from PT. Ambassador Persada, Assistant Manager assigned Mr who received it, he was having a meeting"

Afkar nodded and placed his phone on his desk. Sorry Alya, I'm busy, I'll call you later.

The pink diary was locked, Alya started to shut it down, a notification sounded

Afkar

" Asalamualaikum".

Seraph

" Greetings Waalaikum"

Afkar

" I'm sorry Al, I'm busy, I've been doing a lot of work all day because I've been working for another division"

Seraph

" It's nothing ka"

Afkar

" What's the story of Al today?"

Seraph

" Kaka's been busy all day, now it's 11pm, maybe I need a break"

afkar Ka

" I haven't heard your story for 3 days, I'm not sleepy either"

Seraph

" Nothing is too important ka, Alya sleepy, tomorrow morning lecture"

Afkar

" Oh yes, rest Al, good night, sweet dreams, Assalamualaikum"

Seraph

" Greetings Waalaikum"

Clik.

Ka, you started teaching me slowly for me no longer sharing stories with you

No longer as the person I look for in the morning blind and open my phone waiting for your greeting that will open my beautiful day.

No longer as a guardian other than my sleep prayer that will drive away the nightmares after greeting my sleep.

You have been my habit for a long time.

Actually I feel so jealous of your busy life that you forget to greet me and just skip my news questions

Am I not important anymore? I'm sorry that I never acknowledged the importance of your life.

And if I'm learning to ignore you not because I've lost my taste, but you're the one who taught me to get used to it and have to be mediocre.

You are so busy chasing with what is in your head, you need success for who.

Sometimes I look at me to see if I'm still here.

I was fine and still with the same feeling, but it was my surroundings that made me now become unusual. I was treated very well by someone

I don't intend my heart to change

But time can test me .

Jesus, it's 11 in the evening, I just got home and didn't even notice. Is Alya angry? Opening a jewelry box containing a necklace with a pendant that reads ALFAR. Soon I will be home Alya, I will express all my feelings. Something I've been holding for almost 2 years. Hope you're still okay. Afkar checks the status wa, the angel did what today, a selfie smiling in front of a meal, seems to be having lunch at a restaurant, your face is so sweet my dear. Why not alone, why not with friends?. Slowly shifting down looking for Sylvia's status, Sylvia actually put up the status of being in the shoowroom with a handsome young man, this is Pa Agus. Did Alya have lunch with Arga and Roni? baby I don't have Arga's cell phone, I can't see her status. Afkar immediately dispelled her thoughts, Alya is a very friendly and sociable girl, probably being with her other friends. After bathing, Afkar broke down and began to imagine what plan he would do when he met his girlfriend later, I will give you a surprise Al, wait for me.

Ka Kevin's

" Ashloraikum"

Alyas

" Waalaikum salam ka"

Ka Kevin's

" Can I take you to college?"

Alyas

" Not a hassle?"

Kevin

" No, and there's something I want to talk about"

Alyas

" Yes, Alya wants to get ready first"

While putting soy sauce and spicy sambal into his chicken porridge, Alya remembered Afkar had come to his kost and brought this chicken porridge breakfast, uuupps ka Afkar,,,, and,,, this seemed to make my heart shake again.

" At Al"

" Yes ka"

They enjoyed breakfast chicken porridge that morning with a different mind.

" Alya, have you been able to break off our relationship is it possible to continue?"

" Shall Alya answer now?"

Kevin changed his sitting position so that he could look at Alya closer

" I'm very hopeful of Al's certainty"

" Can't you give Alya any more time?"

Kevin looked closely at Alya

" Tomorrow papah opened a new branch company, and I was asked to help take care of it, after I finished the master, I immediately took over the company. And it seems like from tomorrow until the next 4 weeks I have to go to Bandung which means I can't see you first for that long. I want before I go you've got the answer"

Alya bowed

" If Alya answers to accept it, and suddenly later in the middle of the road we have a problem are we allowed to separate?"

" Alya, if we have intended something good, then we will get a good result as well, every human being must have a problem, just how we react, he said, why should we split up if we can still finish it. Whatever makes you uncomfortable immediately say, in order for us to fix it together, we have to open up to each other, you can trust me right Al?"

Alya nodded, Alya believed kaka, what Alya did not believe was Alya's own heart

" Alya wants to learn to love me?"

Once again Alya nodded.

Kevin smiled happily

" Thank you Alya, I'm so happy and calm, I always call you and tell you, I'm leaving for a while Al"

" Yes ka"

" I will build a palace for you my queen, and for our fairies"

Alya was embarrassed

" I will always take care of my heart, and as I promise, whatever makes you uncomfortable, tell me, we fix it together"

" Yes, be careful, I hope it's all done"

" Thank you my dear"

Alya was really embarrassed and blushed. Is this how people should love?

Is this how you should treat someone you love?

I don't even know if I can love you, but you make me feel like I'm someone you should be happy with.

" I'm taking you to Al's campus?"

Kevin surprised Alya's mind who was laughing out of nowhere. Alya nodded.

Alya leaned back to sit next to Kevin

" Alya, tell me yes"

" Yes ka"

" Make me more excited to build a palace so that the Queen can occupy it faster"

Kevin started teasing

" Hehe"

Alya just chuckled

" Be careful, you"

Shortly after Kevin pulled his car over in front of Alya campus.

" You're fine, Al, I love you"

Kevin smiled at the girl beside him, someone who from now on was free he loved, Alya increasingly blushed

" You didn't ask me to go home quickly Al?"

" Come home when you've finished your work"

" Thank you Al". Alya got off the silver car and stepped into the campus.

One pat on the back made him shocked

" Wooyy, what morning daydreaming"

" I've received Ka Kevin Syl"

" Good news, you're in your right mind"

Sylvia put her arms around Alya's shoulders and they marched up the stairs to the 3rd floor of her campus

WA Group

Sylvia

" Some are the same as Kevin"

Ronny

" Happy yes, good luck"

Arga

" maybe Kevin can take good care of you"

Alya just smiled reading the comments of his friends.

Napping is an activity that Alya has rarely done now, and this afternoon without any interruption, he was satisfied to do it.

Mobile vibrating

" Assalamualaikum

" Greetings my dear"

" What's wrong?"

" Hey, can't I tell my girlfriend my situation"

" Hehe, where are you?"

" I've arrived, this again the same papah take care of the preparation of the opening of a new branch"

" Greetings to you"

" Well, what are you doing, Al?"

" Wake up"

" I'm sorry to interrupt"

" It's been a long time since you've been up"

" Oh yes, you rest, do not be tired, let me think of building his palace, you sit sweetly and pray I am dear"

" Hehe"

" Why laugh?"

" you're funny, if you wake up the palace of yes-time you wear the royal crown every day and Alya wear the queen's clothes, ribet ah ka, then we can't climb trees anymore"

" Why do we climb again, if you want to just tell the climbing soldier"

" Trus Alya wear clothes that if the road can only be a few cm stepped, Alya can not run dong"

" Don't run anymore, if you're going anywhere just say, I'm the fat one"

" Whahaha, added ngaco, yes already ka, do not over the phone, later can be fired boss"

" Yes, papah has glanced at me, hehe, yes I have worked first"

" Yes ka"

" Ashloraikum"

" Greetings waalaikum"

Afkar rushed out of the office and pulled out his suitcase which he had been carrying since this morning, ordering an online taxi to the airport. Yes, he will return to Yogya tonight, he chose a flight at night so that he still had time to rest in the hotel before tomorrow morning to meet his future lover.

Open a handpone and call Alya

Tiiit, tiiitt, tiit

Not appointed, is he still in college? or going for a walk with his friends?

Sitting in the airport waiting room, she recalled the time Alya accompanied her when she was about to split up. I can still feel your little hand in my hand, your thin lips that start asking when I come back, your eyes that suddenly cry. I still have everything in my memory. Today I kept it, I went home Alya, in addition to keeping the promise, I also want to keep the heart, that the burden of longing and my dear can no longer be harbored, I want to share happy with you, I want to share happy with you, our sweet meeting plans, my preparations will express my love for you and the roads that will make you happy, we will remove our burden all this time Alya.

Alya glanced at her cell phone, Ka Afkar

Sorry ka, it seems that from now on slowly I will keep my distance. Two seasons I have been waiting for, and then slowly fall one by one, even so many days do not mind me. Let my hope die buried with my sad poems.

Why do I stay here if you don't want to look at me anymore.

I'm tired of always presenting me to you who thinks I'm gone.

Looking back at the two photos, is this our first and last photo?