Angel In Poetry
Drop Your Choices
Pa Rangga booked a hotel room with double rooms. Inside there are 2 mattresses. The size of this room is approximately 40 to 45 square meters. Since dinner with Kevin last night Alya whined to stay at the hotel, not without reason, Alya wanted to talk little by little about his future, the future of him and Afkar.
Mama washes her face in the bathroom, while Papah starts turning on the television and watching political news that always makes papah will be a lot of comments afterwards.
Alya settles down on the single bed while opening her phone.
" Alya, don't play cell phone while lying down"
"Yes pah"
Alya leaned her back against the bed rest
" Alya washed her new face to sleep"
Mama got out of the bathroom and started laying in a bigger bed
" Ma, pah, get a greeting from Ka Afkar"
" Yes, hail waalaikum" replied the mother.
" How are you doing Afkar? how's work?"
" Good reward, glad he cooperated, even though he was often busy" he said"
" It's good, men have to be".
Papah started to seriously watch his favorite show
" Alya, how are you the same Kevin? mama hasn't had a phone call with Ka Risma"
" Alya also just met again mah, ka Kevin went to Bandung yesterday"
" Yes, open a new Om Hadi branch"
" What was that talking about in Al's car?"
" Talk ordinary mah'
Papah began to comment on political news broadcasts on television, several times mama had also had a debate, Alya could only be horrified, did not follow the comments because it was not understood as well. Looking at papah who is seriously arising his prank.
" Did you have a crush on your mom for what?"
" beautiful"
" Continue??"
" Hmmm, uh,,,".
Papah looked at Alya and did not continue
" Whhaaaaha, kasian papah thought hard can not answer other than beautiful reasons"
" Alyaa" Mama glared, but Alya had not yet had any intention of stopping with her frown
" What else is pah?"
" good"
" Well, that's the answer of a bright person, no other reason?"
" Don't get you wrong Alya, papah has a crush on mama because there are too many advantages, so papah again confused, the advantages of mama which is what you want to prioritize answered first" Mama defended herself because she felt she would not be defended by her husband at all.
Papah nodded.
' If you have a crush on papah why?"
" Yes destiny"
" Whhaaahaaa, severe reward, absolutely no cause of his musabab, sudden crush aja".
" Alya, old man gets bullied"
He returned to the television screen.
" Deed you have also found the feeling of falling in love first that often you fuss about it?"
This time my mom looked serious
" Yes, Alya has fallen in love"
" Same with Kevin?'
Mom started smiling
" Not mah"
" Lho, didn't Kevin say you'd already accepted it?"
" huh? do you know where it's from?"
" Aunty Risma"
" said mama there's no phone call with aunt Risma"
" Today does not exist, if yesterday did exist"
" It's so rich that it can spread"
" That's big news, you just spread breakfast time with Kevin"
" Mah, really good aunt Risma"
" Yes, uh qa can say that, that's your future-in-law"
" Alya wants to change her mind"
" What thoughts?"
" Alya fell in love with Afkar, and Alya was there yesterday" Alya blushed to say that. And beyond her expectations, my mother was angry
" Alya, why are you? you think this is messing around?". Alya was shocked and bowed, mad mama?
Papah who was busy with his show this time turned his head towards them
" Ma, don't yell, talk good"
" Well, how come you're not angry, this kid realizes not really what he's done?"
" Yes her voice melanin"
Mama who was sitting in her bed is now beside Alya
" Alya, the news is that Kevin has spread, mama also knows from aunt Risma, you have not told mama, suddenly you tell even soan Afkar, you can explain?"
Alya who was downcast tried to dare to look at the mama who was still looking angry.
" Today was ka Kevin maksa Alya gave certainty because he wanted to go to Bandung for 4 weeks, he said he did not want to go with a hanging like this. Ka Kevin is just wondering if Alya wants to try to learn to love him, because Alya continues to be urged, Alya says Alya try, it is not a mah"
Mama was silent
" What about Afkar?"
" Ka Afkar came the day after ka Kevin left, kept her story for two years also has a crush on Alya, but did not dare to reveal because she does not believe in ourselves as we are, same friends Alya"
" What do you keep answering?"
" Mama knows Alya has had a crush on Afkar"
" What a feeling it is, a crush but not considered"
Deg, Alya really felt pierced by the words of my mother.
" Considered kok mah, the proof is ka Afkar came for Alya".
" Alyaa, you're seriously in a relationship with Kevin, don't mess around "
" relationship? not that Alya did not know suddenly Ka Kevin's family had such an idea, we did not want it at all right ma?"
" It was so at first, but have you accepted it?"
" Alya hasn't accepted it yet ma"
" That's what you said you wanted to try to love her, that means you've accepted her Alya"
" Why so complicated like this anyway, it should be just a matter of Alya the same Ka Kevin, why so big like this"
" Because from the beginning this involved Alya's parents"
" Yes, if this is considered Alya accept, tomorrow Alya want to talk to Kevin?"
" Speak apologise"
" Talk us out tomorrow"
" Alyaaaa"
This time my mother screamed louder.
Papah immediately pulled his hand and sat him on the big bed, papah then approached Alya
" Alya, do not need to be discussed first yes, mama is still shocked by what you tell me, tomorrow we connect again, we need to rest" Alya looked at the papah with a clear gaze, can you help Alya pah? alya's eyes asked for mercy, papah like understanding his daughter's gesture, papah kissed softly Alya's head
" Oh, get some rest, baby".
The second night Alya could not sleep well, why did it become like this? I should be happy to find what I've been looking for and I'm waiting for. Looks like I should talk to Ka Kevin, but he's busy working on his thesis title submission, maybe the day after tomorrow. I have to finish this. Ka Afkar, it's only been half a day since we parted, I want you to be here, I need your help. Grab his phone and open a WhatsApp message typing one name
" Ashloraikum"
" Greetings waalaikum"
" Not slept yet?"
" Not yet dear"
" ooh"
" What's up?"
" It's nothing"
" I'm telling ya"
" No need, Alya nginap in the same hotel mama papah, they're asleep"
" Oh, baby just sleep, it's night"
" Alya kangen aja ka, want to see the face of kaka"
" Want a video call?"
" May, but don't say yes"
" Yes".
Closing the phone and back vibrating, video call.
My lover's face with shady eyes, which invites me to start together. To you the face of my beloved, I paint the future, you alone.
Your pretty face my lover,
On your face I've attached a dream
I want to paint your breath with the canvas of my soul, so that we can be the future faster.
Afkar smiled looking at Alya's tired face, why aren't you as warm as yesterday? do you have a burden? Just share it, I've prepared myself for your grievances
Alya smiled at Afkar's stern face, I want to tell you something, but let me just, I've started one wrong step, I don't want to continue then more wrong, let alone have to invite you, I don't want to continue, prayer I can be my lover.
Alya waved before closing the video call.
Seraph
" Thank you"
Afkar
" Both my dear, rest yes, good night good night sleep"
Seraph
" Greetings waalaikum"
Afkar
" Emuah"
Seraph
Amor emo.
After bathing and morning prayers, papah and mama take Alya to the boarding house because Alya entered the morning lecture, while his parents still have to finish his work.
" Dear, be careful, tell mama, don't wait for mama to continue to fuss"
" Yes mah".
" Walks still have Alya?'
Papah from behind the wheel glanced at Alya who was sitting behind
" It's still a reward, but if you want to add it still fit really"
" Later in the beginning of the month, all pay the rent of the boarding house"
" Siipp is".
" We did not come down, Al, we just let the business be finished quickly and can return today, Tasya if not monitored more freely he just play PS"
" Yes ma, this is Alya also want to get ready to go to campus"
Alya kissed the hands of her mom and dad. "Assynogaic"
" Greetings waalaikum".
Alya got out of the car and waved her hand
Papah continues his journey.
" Well, my mom has been feeling bad since last night"
" Mama's too emotional, it's Alya"
" Yes, my mom is sorry. Mama saw him video call the same Afkar, but did not talk pah, after closed mama saw Alya covered her face with a blanket, she cried her pah"
Papah made no comment, his eyes still concentrating on the road.
" Does Alya really love Afkar?"
" Maybe too"
" But according to mama, they are not really in love, if parting well now will not hurt both, he said only yesterday"
" We cannot decide for ourselves, it is their hearts, they may decide"
" This is how, Alya said last night to break up with Kevin, what if it did"
" Mommy knows, Alya is a submissive child despite being scared, but the mother is afraid, she moves before us, if this is not about the role of parents, let alone Kevin's parents, especially parents, mama's not worried about this kind of reward"
" We don't feel it too yes ma will be this serious, papah yesterday was also shocked suddenly mas Hadi said Kevin had met Alya at the boarding house and started the approach, he said, whereas we're not doing any escorts on Alya at all".
" Hopefully Alya can think clearly"
" You mean mama?"
" I hope Alya doesn't decide Kevin".
" Mommy wants Alya to break up with Afkar?"
" It's really hard, but Alya has to choose, she can't act like this, anyone will be sick if the feelings of love must be ended by one side, but if Alya chooses to decide Afkar, if Alya chooses to, the risks and consequences that can be caused will not be as severe as if Alya decided Kevin".
" What side of ma?"
" What do you mean papah?"
" Because Kevin's the successor to the company? is his future visible? but Afkar is just starting?"
" There are many factors that we should consider reward. If you want to appeal, yes from all aspects Kevin is superior, family, work, education, materials, while Afkar, let alone mama, let's ask later, who Afkar and from what family, what family, can you answer Alya?. Mama is not matre pah, Alya is free, but now in a position to choose, we as parents can give her a view".
" Papah actually wants to talk to him alone, maybe he wants to listen a little, but this is just us running around chasing time"
" Well, just ask Pandu as soon as we talk, mama is really worried about the reward with Alya's attitude"
" It's up to mah".
Mom took her phone and started looking for contacts
" Ashloraikum"
" Greetings waalaikum, where are you son?"
" Mah's office, why?"
" Can you meet Alya?"
" He's fine, he's healthy, 3 days ago we talked on the phone, he asked for a new guitar"
" Mommy also knows she's nice and healthy, this is just me sending her to the hostel, last night we were staying at the hotel"
" You know, just met you ask me to look again, where the guitar I haven't bought yet"
" Who asked for a guitar anyway, mom wanted to help you give him advice and opinions, this is already serious Pandu"
" What a problem, Alya really likes to messy, justin aja he nyelesain himself"
" This guide is not about him making pranks, it's about his future, ,,,, it's about, ,,,,
,,,,,,
,,,,,
,,,,,"
" Oh, yeah, I stopped by this week"
" Not this week, but today Pandu"
" But maaaa, "
" Mama wait for news today, okay mama same papah again on the road, later tidakin mama, Assalamualaikum"
" Greetings waalaikum"
Clique
" Hopefully Pandu can give good news yes pah"
" Aamiin"
Exactly five o'clock in the afternoon Pandu out of his office, if you give instructions always like this, surprising and with a set time of your own. After stopping by a music store to buy a new guitar Alya orders, Pandu runs his car, it takes 1.5 hours to get to his sister's boarding house. Stop for a while at the mosque to pray magrib and return to continue the journey. Previously had called Alya not to go anywhere because he would come to bring a guitar gift. His arrival was greeted by Alya happily, of course, his arrival was a package with his gift
" Luckily I have sodara like ka Pandu, sakep is good yes, not stingy yes, just try I have 10 sodara rich gini"
" Luckily I'm the only kaka lo, if 10 people can be messed up to the tenth you make it complicated"
" Thankfulin got my rich ade, carii noh in the other part of the world, do not nemu lo"
" Emang will not be bored, lo this is limited edition. De, we're having dinner yu"
" Ayu, I'll change my clothes first". Alya went up and changed her clothes with more polite clothes because previously only wear her national shirt jeans shorts and shirt.
The driver took his car casually
" how are you doing? trying to make something for me?"
" Already, often even, just wait"
" I'm not working hard waiting for you"
" Whhaaaa, pervert lo deck. Eh I miss eating at a restaurant subscription papah deh, we eat there yu"
" My sustenance yes, last night a good meal, tonight a good meal, my sholeh son'
" Lucky you got my rich sodara'
" So, I've already praised you"
The driver parked his car in a restaurant.
" What do you want to eat, de?"
" Black pepper squid ka"
" Mba squid black pepper one, oyster soy sauce shell one. Drink 2 iced oranges". Permission servers to provide Alya and Pandu orders.
Judika, if you love
" Ashloraikum"
" Greetings waalaikum, what's Alya doing"
" Other meal with you Pandu ka, what's up?"
" Ooh nothing, tell me tonight I can't go there, I'm still busy, qa papa ka?"
" Yes, papa qa, good luck ya ka"
" Aamiin, thank you Alya greetings to Pandu ya"
" Yes, Alya's coming in"
" Ashloraikum"
" Greetings waalaikum"
Clik.
" Who is de?"
" Ka Kevin, greetings"
" How is he doing?"
" Another thesis, yesterday just came from Bandung"
" Ooh, how's your match?"
" Alya has wrong attitude ka, yesterday he asked if I would like to try to learn to love him, because of the desperate situation, because he wants to go to Bandung, he wants there is certainty between us, he wants there is a certainty between us, yes, I said yes"
" Continue?"
" Tomorrow ka Afkar came, in fact, I accept, you know ka, ka Afkar is my first love"
" If you love Afkar, you accept Kevin, that greedy Al"
A servant came to bring their order
" Thank you mba"
" It is not so, before the arrival of ka Afkar, our communication relationship was very tenuous, said ka Afkar he was busy, but I was disappointed that way, upset and at the same time Ka Kevin often meet me, ngantarin to campus, pick up, lunch, breakfast, breakfast, it is in two different places and different attitudes of this my brain is also working ka, which makes me sad and disappointed which makes me comfortable, which makes me comfortable, I think what's wrong with me to open my heart to new people who are more considerate, kind, and certainly their form is in front of me, he said, I don't think Afkar will come and express his feelings too, two years lo ka Alya like this, rich there is no hope anymore right?".
They began to eat their dishes with their own minds. After finishing eating Pandu began with his mandatory duties, the burden of a kaka who had to clean up the problems of his sisters, imagined the face of his mother who was waiting for news, could not escape my responsibility.
" De, this is already done, you have to choose, can't both lo continue"
" I know"
" Who do you choose?"
" A to Kevin"
" Ooh yeah already, done already, done well, mama will not be dizzy anymore, their friendship relationship still goes well, maybe papah work cooperation and I can be wider, more extensive, your future will be brighter because of being a wife of the owner of the company, she is also handsome de, not wrong choice lo, and attention, this she just contacted you right?
" I mean, I chose Kevin for me to break up"
" Haha??"
" How shocked, you also know how love feels?"
" I mean not that, try deh lo began to feel slowly the possibility of what will happen if you think it's lo lasain?"
" When I sentin ka Kevin, still lined up who awaits him, rich, cute, smart, good body, tajir, from a good family.it's an impact for him, and an impact for me, and an impact for me, I'll be happy living with Afkar'
" How rich I've been with the de'nger'
" What's lame?"
" So you mentioned the advantages of Kevin, but right until Afkar you just said you will be happy, can you call it also the advantages?'
Alya was silent
" The"
" He was very nice ka, yesterday he came to buy me a jacket he said let me not overheat, rain coat so as not to rain, fill in my motor gasoline, to the workshop check the condition of my motorbike".
Pandu raises his eyebrows
" Lo can take that to people as an advantage of Afkar? that's so common de? don't go in there"
" But I'm incredibly proud of you, it does seem trivial, but I'm so happy to be close to him with his incredible treatment"
" Okee, can you say the advantages again?"
" He's so cute"
" Heem, it's cute, but I don't really use Al".
" Body her ka"
" Whaaaha, instead of being skinny, you call me a check"
" It's different ka, he's been diligent gjm"
" yeah, I don't see, believe me, keep going?"
" He also worked at your company, he said as a staff"
" ooh"
" Why not be considered?"
" You've told me to be a staff, I don't need to nanyain again is his salary, I can already guess, sorry Al, if he ngaku rich now with his position, he, you need to investigate whether he is corruption, your danger"
" No, he's telling me this story will mourn, will make a house for us, want to buy a second car for me so it doesn't depend on friends anymore"
" Will he buy you a car? does he have one?"
" Not yet, he said I was more important"
" I'm sorry, de, what parents do?"
Alya shook her head
" I don't want to".
" His family?"
" I haven't got it yet"
Pandu took a long breath
" De, life is not just relying on love, anyways you just become the same Afkar, if for example now hhmm, break up for example, not too sick Al"
" What do you mean?"
" The risk of consequences and impacts that you can get from Afkar is smaller than that of Kevin's mutusin"
" Kaka same with mom, think about the material"
" I didn't have his salary? no, right? I'm his family, his parents, you yourself do not have an answer, what you want to submit to reinforce the reason you choose Afkar"
" I love, period"
" I know you love, but in the future you will really need other supporting factors and later that supporting factor that will take over where the journey of our lives will go, is it more powerful that love or will even paralyze it"
" great weight ka explanation, can be facilitated?"
" Look, I know you love Afkar, and surely your goal is to get married, right? what other factors will strengthen your love later? if it's Kevin, now taro says you haven't been in love, but if you're on the streets, you can ask him to help here, you have a guarantee of supervision from Kevin, you have a guarantee of supervision from Kevin, he also has a future without you having to think about work after graduating this, mama papa also knows well his family, later that love will grow well, bloom and strong de"
Alya was silent
" Dee, you know what I mean"
" I mean one-on-one, the full effect I haven't been able to translate all"
" Oh yeah, you rest first, we don't force de, we just want to see you happy, not happy now, but until later"
Alya nodded
" I anterin go home, I'm still left alone at home, where he can't sleep if I don't hug"
" Exhibit, only a few days of very arrogant mating, usually before mating also he sleeps alone right?"
" Yes, but after marriage she can't be left, I'll have a magnet"
" hehe"
" That's the name is used to de, although previously not rich so, if it is designed to be fun, as well as the feeling of lo, can really get used to loving Kevin' more'
Alya smiled while holding Pandu's hand to the parking lot while starting to seduce when taught the way to the mall again
" Entar any time off I ajakin bini I come here, satisfied in deh lo both shopping, let me work"
" Wuiiih, you're the man you're dreaming of"
" What is the point of de? material right?'
Alya quiet again, I keep crushing the same white burly, really if he talks even though he really likes it.
