Angel In Poetry

New Card

After morning prayers and a shower, Afkar grabbed his phone and started pressing the green button.

" The number you are calling is inactive or outside the service area"

Afkar stared at the screen of his phone, why is it not active?

Pressing again

" The number you are calling is inactive or outside the service area"

Deg. Alya this isn't your custom, your phone is broken?

Sylvia,, oh no, what her husband said I called this morning, Arga.

Afkar looks for contacts and finds Arga's name

Tiiit,, Tiiit

" Afkar Assalamualaikum"

" Waalaikum greetings Arga sorry to disturb"

" It's okay, you're up too, why?"

" Why can't Alya's number be reached? she's okay, right?"

" He's fine, maybe still at home in Pandu, yesterday there will be an event there, or on the way back to the boarding house, could be a signal on the road is bad"

" Ooh so, maybe too. Arga, can I ask you a question?"

" Yes why?"

" Is Alya okay during the run of her script?"

" Well, he's even faster than us, his spirit is so high, hehehe"

" Thank God, did you go to college this morning?"

" I'll be in the afternoon, if Alya Monday usually schedule morning anyway".

" Well, can you please tell him that I'll call him on Saturday he promised to call me, but until now there's nothing, I'm really worried about him"

" Ooh well, later if I see you, or I chat in the group wa, maybe he will be active and read it"

" Thank you Arga, well may all be well yes, greetings to friends"

" Yes Afkar, same"

" Ashloraikum"

" Greetings waalaikum"

Clique

Afkar hung up his phone with a little relief, Alya was fine and the script was smooth.

WhatsApp messages are in

Arga

" Afkar, Alya change phone number"

Afkar read Arga's message slowly and very carefully, this message is too short but why is it too painful. Change the number after I call him, and why not tell me. Does he want to avoid me?

Afkar immediately pressed the phone call

" Afkar Assalamualaikum"

" Waalaikum greetings Arga, sorry why did he change the number?"

" I didn't ask him, but he said that since Saturday, you want Afkar's number?"

Silent

" No Arga, he'll also call me when he's active, thanks Arga, Assalamualaikum"

" Greetings waalaikum"

Clik.

Afkar sat on the porch, you changed the number right after I called you, and until now you haven't contacted me to tell me, you've been avoiding me? youd stayaway me? do you hate me for having to do this? Alya, why is my chest hurting so much. Afkar held his chest and uttered a dhikr.

You know Alya when we parted that night I was sad, but seeing your tears makes me love you more, but right now you're changing your phone number and not telling me, it hurts me a lot more.

" What's wrong with you?"

Cindi immediately held onto Afkar's body which was about to fall to the floor

" Joy, Fani, please, Afkar's sick"

Hearing Cindi's screams some boarding children immediately came out and ran towards Afkar's room. They carried Afkar's body into the room and laid him on the bed. Some eyes were surprised to see Afkar's room full of photos of him and a beautiful woman. As well as Cindi, Afkar turned out to already have a lover, maybe I should already know myself for this. Cindi looked at a picture of herself on the table, a picture of Afkar and Alya Selfi at the airport. Sweet he is Afkar, it deserves many times I want to approach and steal your attention you do not care at all.

Afkar did not faint, he was just dizzy suddenly, Afkar saw his friends helping him

" Are you okay Afkar?"

Joy felt Afkar's forehead

" No, I'm just dizzy"

" I'll get you a drink first"

Cindi came out of Afkar's room and entered the next room that served as the kitchen, began to brew tea and sugar into the glass and put water from the dispenser. Then hand it over to Afkar

" Drink first Afkar"

Several other friends started coding each other to get them out of Afkar's room. Cindi sat on the bedside chair, Afkar sat down and drank Cindi's tea

" He's your lover Afkar?"

Afkar glanced at Cindi who was staring at their photos, inexplicably Afkar's heart suddenly became angry, sad, disappointed, injured, humiliated considering Alya's treatment just now

" He's my ex"

" Why are you still photographing"

" Not had time to put it down"

" Ooh"

" Why?"

" No, I'm sorry I fell in love with you"

Cindi bowed, and somehow whispered from nowhere, Afkar smiled like he was getting an idea for one thing.

" I'm sorry for what? I did too"

Cindi looked at Afkar's face

" I didn't hear wrong?"

" No, I like you too"

" Afkar, this means, we both like each other, why didn't you say? I'm almost desperate, let alone seeing the walls of your room like this"

" I'm sorry, I didn't dare say it, and about this wall, I'll let go"

Cindi approached Afkar and held his hand, Cindi's thoughts making him a little sane this early

" Afkar, thank you, I'm so happy"

Afkar nodded and smiled

" me too"

Cindi was getting closer to staring at the shady face of Afkar who was now weak in front of her. Your smile is Afkar, can I not fall in love with the splendor of your charm, you are not too handsome, but really washed away. He looked at her and still with a smile

" I don't believe this is Afkar"

" Start today learn to believe"

Cindi clasped Afkar's hand even more tightly, how she wanted to embrace the simple tall man who had imprisoned her feelings for 2 months ago.

" Cindi, let's go back later, I'm gonna take a break"

Cindi nodded and removed her hand from Afkar's hand

" Okay, get some rest, I'll bring you some breakfast".

Afkar nodded

" Thank you, man,

My Cindi"

Cindi is like floating, is this Afkar, you make me not set foot on the floor, I am flying? no. gabe. I'm still walking on the floor, in this little room of yours. Cindi stepped out and heard the sound of the door closing.

Afkar grabbed their photo next to the table

" Alya, what will you feel when you hear I can also find your replacement? can I be with someone else without you? I can also have another love like you did back then and even now have completely avoided me. My love,, my head is dizzy, Afkar is closed and his hands are still hugging their photos.

Late with a dizzy head, suddenly hearing the sound of the door opening, Afkar realized and immediately put a picture of a prickly figure under his pillow. Cindi came in and brought the package

" Afkar, this is breakfast, would I like a bribe?"

" No need to be alone"

" I'll get you a plate and a spoon"

Cindi walks into the kitchen and picks up Afkar's cutlery. A packet of yellow rice wrapped in banana leaves with a cooking of habang haruan fish (cork) plus a little serundeng, typical Banjar cuisine has become a favorite food of Afkar since moving to Banjarmasin. Cindi handed a plate that already contained yellow rice to Afkar. He began to scoop the rice into his mouth

" Today don't work Afkar, just rest, let me accompany".

"No company, I'm fine, you go to college"

" I'm worried about you"

" I'm just dizzy, I'm getting well soon, I'm not leaving for work, today at home"

" It's really okay Afkar"

" Yes, but if it doesn't bother me to drop something"

" What?"

" Buy me a starter card"

" why? you want to change the number?"

" Yes"

" All right, I'll find him. Get well soon Afkar, hhmm I'm leaving first. I hope that after I come you'll be healthy again"

" Yes, thank you"

Cindi stood up from the front seat of Afkar's bed, Afkar just smiled, while Cindi was still standing, like she was waiting for something. Afkar no greetings to me? no words like other couples do?. Cindi stepped out and closed the door.

Afkar went back to eating, I must be healthy, I must not be weak, Alya can not see me like this, he will be very insulting to me if he knows I am broken again, I am fine he often insulted me, he said, especially with my situation like this. Alya, I don't know what happened to you there, but you really hurt me right now, I'm disappointed. You no longer accept or contact me? why did you break up with us? I still love you so much, but I really don't mean anything, I just want to know how you are, I worry about you, but you make me look like a stranger. Maybe this is a strong rebuke from you that I should leave you, even if this is not what I want. Alright my love, I will learn to leave you with my pain, I go until my baby will not you find so that I am perfectly lost in memory.

After a long period of rest Afkar heard the laughter of his friends in the courtyard Afkar trying to wake up, my belly button was reduced, I had to be healthy. Afkar walked to the door and sat on the porch watching his friends play badminton. There are only wearing shorts without a top shirt, there are also those who wear training with full sportswear.

Fani approached him

" How about Afkar? still dizzy?"

" It's good, but I don't dare to work yet"

" Yes just rest, let alone have a doctor guarding, must be faster heal, hahaha"

Afkar does not serve Fani guyonan.

" It looks like he has a crush on you Afkar"

" He said that"

" then?"

" I accept"

Fani immediately clapped so that made other friends who were on the field look towards them

" God, there's a hanyar bejena nah"

Afkar gawked, what does he mean? The others approached them directly

" Congratulations, you can ask for a discount on room rental later, hahahha"

Afkar just smiled

" What does Fani mean?"

Fani patted Afkar's shoulder

" I told you, you've just been, hahahaa"

" Sstt, later the whimper of the boarding house, hehehehe"

The sound of the motor matic is heard closer and indeed stops on the boarding page

" Tuu, the girl's here, we're kabuuur"

Each one back to its original place.

Cindi walked slowly closer to Afkar who had been abandoned by her friends.

" How's Afkar, still dizzy?"

" No, I'm cured"

" Thank God, I brought you a cake. Oh, this is the card"

" Thank you Cindi"

" May I know why I need to change cards?"

" It's okay"

" I can't know?"

Afkar glanced, why do you want to know? who are you? gosh darn. I forgot this morning didn't I accept you as my girlfriend, what did I do? I'm completely out of my mind today. Alright, like you Alya, I can also behave the same way. Without love, I can walk together. Back his mind towards Alya, what are you doing now? are you busy with your scripts or busy with the idea of what else to hurt me more?

" Afkar, are you daydreaming?"

" Eeh, sorry. I'm going to change the cards in, excuse Cindi"

Afkar slowly entered his room, while Cindi was just dumbstruck at Afkar's doorstep.

Afkr slowly opens the back of the phone and pulls the card storage.Replace it with a new one and insert the old card into the wallet.

Pressing the call button

" Assalamualaikum "

" Greetings waalaikum, ma'am this is me Afkar, new number, can mom keep my number?"

" Ooh Afkar, wait for your sister to come, I don't understand"

" Yes ma'am, let me enter it later"

" How are you doing, son?"

" Good mom, how's mom?"

" Mom healthy, do not forget to keep the prayer time yes son"

" God willing, ma'am, please pray"

" Of course I always pray for you all"

" Okay mom, maybe mom's busy, I have something to do too"

" Be careful, son"

" Yes ma'am, Assalamualaikum"

" Greetings waalaikum"

Clik.

Afkar looked for another contact and pressed the green button

" Ashloraikum"

" Greetings waalaikum, Tama it's me Afkar. I'm sorry I changed the number, on the save"

" Oh Afkar, siipp"

" Thank you, Assalamualaikum"

" Greetings waalaikum"

Clik.

Staring at the contacts on her phone, there seemed to be no more important numbers that I should call.

Alya my love, I don't want to get your treatment back, I never get revenge. But I just have to be more aware that I am not going to mean anything to you, I'm just a person who is limping to praise you while you've been sitting sweet on your throne. And this is not because I hate you, until at any time there will never be a feeling of hate, again, this is just for my awareness, that you and I are in a different world. We don't have to look for each other, let fate bring us together. We promised that, right? and it looks like we'll be working on that from now on.

I'm the one who has to step back, not stay away, but know myself. However I you say scented, it will remain a weed that you can easily trample even if you kiss before until I fall down and fall with the morning dewdrop.

I choose to go with my heart

You are the one who lives but may not feel lonely

And choosing is a sure choice

Fall and collapse?

Or survive but fragile?

You chose him, not us.

Tok tok, though,

Afkar was shocked and looked at the front door, Cindi?

" Afkar, what do you want to eat for lunch? let me masakin"

" Eh, no, it's easy I used to cook myself"

" It's okay, I'll cook at home too"

" Don't bother Cin, I can also cook by myself"

" You're my boyfriend now, so don't hesitate"

Afkar who this time gawked, what else is this, one problem is not finished, I added make problems again

" Whatever, thank you"

Afkar looked at Cindi with a smile

" Hmm, but can I ask you something?"

" What's up?"

" Later please put down all these photos yeah, I'm jealous"

Cindi pointed at the wall of Afkar's room. And this time Afkar just shut up, why am I so upset anyway Cindi, what do you want to arrange me, you know Cin? she's the woman I love the most, the woman I'm the reason I'm in town for, you want me to take her picture down? how dare you? If I don't do it, can you force me? I don't know why Afkar returned emotion but he was very detained.

" Cindi, may I rest first"

Cindi nodded

" Yes, you take a break, I want to cook first, then when I'm done I'll give it to you"

Afkar just nodded.

It is again the first time they go to the pine park, when Afkar expresses his feelings for Alya, although some of the embarrassing events that Alya did, still a sweet thing for him. Alya my love, today what am I doing? I accept an innocent woman as well as not being loved, I am even confused what is this for? for yours? or for Cindy? and why is my psyche so unstable, I am full of anger, full of disappointment, has this been the threshold of my sadness all this time and has reached its peak now due to my disappointment with your current attitude?

Afkar closed his eyes, protect me always God, I am in a grief that I can no longer keep.