Angel In Poetry

Fatal Incident

It's a change that I want from you my lover, but it shouldn't be this much, I just want a change of heart, a little change of appearance and a little change of attitude, I actually like your attitude that is different from other girls, I just like your attitude, although your attitude is sometimes annoying, but be kind and polite to others, to me still with your strange and unique style. And your submissive attitude makes me feel sad, I know sometimes you nod and go straight to do what I ask, but I no longer see the light in your eyes, no longer find your naughty and flirtatious smile, no longer find your naughty and flirtatious smile, no longer hear laughter with your evil ideas and intentions pranking me.

I got you, but why do I feel like I lost you, is this my dear?

3 Months we're completely devoid of anyone else among us, but I don't feel like we're both, either, I can hold your hand that you no longer use to hold the phone that you used to always use to chat and communicate with, he said, but your hands are like you are covered with a layer of snow that I can't get through with just my sturdy hands that will freeze in front of you.

I can caress your hair that was once probably caressed by another hand, but it's as if the tip of your hair is spiked so that my hand cuts and bleeds after touching the tip.

I can hug you when I just come to see you and when I come back every 2 weeks, but not the warm hug reply I get, you did return my embrace, but the tip of the nail like clawing my shoulder until it feels pain when I release.

And I'd love you to treat as you please, your fists, your pinch, even your kick, it used to feel so romantic and sweet every time you did it, but now you just shake my hand, and in front of my parents or your parents you will kiss my hand, but what feels in my heart when you kiss my hand not only kisses my hand, but it also seems to bite it so I try to escape immediately.

A ringing on Alya's phone stopped her lunch with Kevin

" Abservations ma"

" Yes, I was eating with Kevin's ka"

" Saturday next week, Alya will tell Kevin"

" Yes ma, waalaikum salam"

Clique

Kevin looked at Alya because his name was mentioned several times

" Ka, mama send greetings"

" Yes, what's wrong?"

" Ooh, next week next Saturday ka Pandu want to hold aqiqah event his son, mama ngundang kaka same om and aunt too"

Kevin nodded

" God willing, eat again baby"

Alya continued eating

" If for example busy kaka do not need to be forced, it's kaka schedule here once every 2 weeks"

" Do you not want me to come every week? no kangen? hehe"

Alya shook her head

" It's not like that, Alya just doesn't want to interrupt kaka's schedule"

Kevin looked at Alya softly

" If you want me to see you every day I will definitely do it, I make a schedule of 2 weeks once to give you time to miss me, but I've never heard you say it, may it be in your heart, not yet spoken" Kevin began teasing her.

Alya just smile, miss,,,???

I am a heart that dies of no-man's desire.

The atmosphere of the Pandu house today is so crowded, mama papah and Tasya have been staying overnight yesterday, while Alya and Kevin left early in the morning after dawn prayers. Also came the guest of honor om Hadi and aunt Risma, so Alya called it to Tasya and made Tasya laugh

" Special guest in mom's heart huh?"

" Yes, we are the commoners"

" Take it yourself, Tasya is not"

Tasya flicked his mouth and made Alya laugh, it's true also said Tasya, here it should be only me, others can have their own life.

Alya holds a junior Pandu, his name is Danish Ravindra, a white baby boy with a sharp nose. Alya was very anxious to see his advanced nose, this might look like a small Afkar ka, a long face shape with a pinocchio nose, hehehe, many times in the kiss of the sweet Danish soft cheeks

" It's so handsome, baby"

Kevin whispered in Alya's ear

" Yes ka"

" Our son will also be beautiful and handsome like his parents"

Alya glanced at Kevin

" Yes, our dear child, hehehe"

Alya just chuckled while continuing to look at the little Danish.

" Wow, the prospective mother-in-law has pinter carrying a baby, can't wait to also want to have a ghost"

Aunt Risma was nongol beside Alya who was carrying Danish with Kevin who was always not far from her. Alya just smiled

" Kevin, Alya's thesis is helped dong to be finished quickly, and after graduation we can immediately hold a wedding, is it not the Siska deck?"

Mama just smiled at the familiarity of Alya and Kevin.

Calling the phone, Alya glanced at the bag on the table Pandu, Tasya who was sitting on the chair opened her bag and pulled out Alya's phone

" Ka Alya, Ka Afkar"

Bruuukk, Alya limp. The Danish in his carriage could still hold him firmly. Alya immediately handed over Danish to her kaka-in-law, she saw a sharp look in her eyes. His legs are hard to move, his hands are stiff. Tasya even lightly walked up to Alya and handed her phone. Alya glanced at Kevin who was still sitting beside her

" Just pick it up, it might be very important to him"

Uuhh, what comments are so, for the sake of not suspicious everyone Alya ventured to lift the phone call without moving away from the place

" The Assalamualaikum ka"

" Greetings Alya, how are you?"

" Thank God be good"

" Where are you?"

" In the house of Pandu, again tasmiah and aqiqah ka event".

" Ooh congratulations, may you be a sholeh and sholehah boy or girl?"

" The man ka"

" It's still an event?"

" Yes ka"

" May be later when it's done call me, there's something I want to tell you, I'm not in Surabaya anymore"

" Alyaaa, can you help me"

Mama gave the order in a slightly screaming voice as if Afkar could listen to her

" Yes a minute"

" I'm sorry you're busy"

" Not really, just a show"

" This is for Kevin"

And this time mama was already standing beside him, Alya was trembling

" Is there Kevin too Alya?"

" Yes ka"

" Let's call me then, yes, just once, I just want to ask you and tell you, I'll wait"

" Yes ka"

" Ashloraikum"

" Greetings waalaikum"

Clik.

Alya bowed down not daring to look in any direction. Ka Afkar, it's been three months that we've had absolutely no communication, and why should we contact me at a time like this? Mama left him who now lives alone with Kevin in the Pandu dining room.

Slowly Kevin stood up and walked to the back porch, because the Pandu house is very crowded and only the back is quieter, although there are still some families who are also cleaning the dishes of the guests. Alya followed him with an indistinct feeling. Kevin sat on a bench overlooking a small fish pond measuring 2x3 M containing ornamental fish.

" Are Kevin angry?"

Kevin looked up and smiled

" I look angry, right? have I ever been angry with you, baby?"

Alya is flocking

" No"

Kevin opened his phone, not knowing what was looking for

" Why are you quiet?"

Kevin is still concentrating on his mobile search

" Ka, Alya and ka Afkar have never been in contact since Alya decided to end our relationship, really ka, Alya is not lying"

Kevin is still with his activities

" Ka, Alya's not lying"

Kevin took off his phone and turned to sit facing Alya

" Do I look like I don't trust you? you've told me and I believe, haven't you, baby?"

" But I'm ignoring Alya, it's like I'm not listening"

" Yes, we're back in front of you, there's a lot of guests"

" I want to sit here first, if you want to go ahead please"

Alya looked at Kevin with anger, yes. This time he knew his feelings were angry, but I don't know where this angry feeling was directed. It felt like running to the guest room and shedding its cries. Not mad at Kevin, angry at Afkar? who contacted him at this time? where have these 3 months been? why just give me news? why can't we talk so much? why did Mom see this? and one more thing, why did Tasya open my bag and hand over this phone. Alya stood up and wanted to move to the guest room because she could not stand her feelings

" Where are you going, baby?"

Kevin's hand held her arm and held her.

" Alya's in Cuekin's here too, just go to the room"

" No, I'm just gonna find something on my phone for a second, it's over, you want to accompany me? or go to the room and have a chat with him that was cut off?"

Woooow, your genius of thought, I just didn't imagine I'd call Afkar right now. Alya sat back down

" Alya doesn't call back ka, Alya doesn't even think that. Alya's here to accompany you to Kevin"

The two stared at the fish pond with the same sadness, but in different contents of the head.

" Dear stay here?"

" No idea, why you?"

" I'm going back to Bandung tomorrow"

" sthat mean?"

" When I stay here, I'll lose another day with you"

Alya nodded

" How about we go home today, it's not afternoon or night"

" It's up to you"

" Why up? honey, what's the plan?"

" No, Alya doesn't have any plans, if you're Kevin and mom tell you, Alya will obey"

Kevin stroked Alya's hair gently

" As long as it is for good, may you obey it, I will try to give my best and make you happy my dear"

Kevin dyed Alya's hair with his gala feeling. Heyyy, how's Kevin? you have a plan especially to give your best and make Alya happy?.

Ka, you know what? the best and the happiest thing is that our version is different. I know it's best you think is to give me the security of comfort and luxury. But it's not happy, I'll be more locked up in the palace you guys built. I wanted to run for a bit and tell that weed, which doesn't smell like the flowers you put on the velvet carpet in my room, but I loved it because I could go anywhere.

After the Ashar prayer, om Hadi and aunt Risma paid to go home, he said he would stay at Kevin's house tonight and tomorrow morning would return to Jakarta. So did Kevin say goodbye to return because tomorrow will be to Bandung, and certainly with Alya. Om Hadi and Aunt Risma use Kevin's car, while Kevin and Alya ride Alya's white car.

" I've always loved an afternoon trip like this, to dusk, let alone this Sunday night, I might just get a surprise from my lover"

Kevin started the conversation lightly because since he had seen Alya just silent

" hehe"

Alya began to press the remote to play music on his car, sounding soft music

" Dear, when graduation is going to work where? in my office or some other business?"

" It's up to you"

" Don't be up to it, if you want another attempt just say it, let me prepare from now on"

" No need to bother, let's go in the office kaka only"

Kevin nodded. The car entered a large mobile phone booth

" What do we want?"

" We go in first, there is the latest phone that is suitable for us, earlier in the house Pandu I searching on the phone there is the latest smartphone output"

" When do you see?"

" So, our time in the fish pond, down yu dear".

Alya and Kevin walked towards the main door, and opened one young male employee

" Good afternoon, please come in"

Kevin nodded while Alya just smiled. Kevin took a friendly hand Alya and started walking in front of the mobile phone display counter. A beautiful woman approached them

" Good afternoon sir, miss, how can I help you?'

Kevin looked up and nodded

" Can you see the latest and advanced phones for us?"

The woman nodded and let them sit down

" Some time, sir, lady, I'll get you some of the most advanced and latest smartphones of the moment"

the woman then called the other 2 employees, Alya started thinking, maybe this is the owner of this store.

" Are we going to buy it again?"

Kevin changed the position of his hand from holding Alya, now wrapped around Alya's shoulder

" Dear, it looks like your smartphone is missing"

Alya did not stop thinking, only 2 months ago they changed the phone with Kevin's strange reason, maybe Alya's phone network is not strong because it has never contacted him all this time, it might be because Alya's cell phone signal is not good, after bought new Alya only once contacted, and the contents only asked if so Kevin came to the Pandu event. Alya laughed then

" It's not her phone ka, Alya has not contacted ka Kevin"

Yes, Kevin is just looking for an excuse so that Alya is willing to contact him just to ask what's up or ask if he has eaten. But there never was, only Kevin always contacted him.

" this is our best recommendation, sir"

The beautiful woman handed over 5 of their most advanced and latest best smartphones Alya just looked at it without wanting to comment let alone choose. During this time, Kevin's taste is always good, as much as Alya comments the choice will remain in Kevin's hands, and worse if Alya chooses, then all the choices will be borong Kevin, Mubajir, and so on, so Alya nagged first, and Kevin will answer, if you do not want to waste, use everything. And sure enough, finally Kevin's choice fell on a smartphone with the latest and sophisticated biting apple crest.

After paying to the cashier Kevin did not hand Alya a new smartphone, he instead embraced Alya's shoulder towards one of the premiere card counters

" Mad, you can insert your first card into this phone"

" Can pa"

Kevin took his hand off Alya's shoulder

" So, where's your phone?"

Alya is confused

" Why are you?"

" Move your family name contacts, and your friends to these new phones and cards"

Alya widened her eyes unconsciously

" What does that mean? a new phone doesn't need a new card?"

" The rules are so now"

" Rules from where?"

" Now it needs to be so and good for our relationship"

Alya hands her phone to Kevin and Kevin starts to open Alya's contacts

" Well, you can borrow a note, I'll select the contact to copy to the new phone"

Alya started loading, does this mean,,,,???

Kevin started writing down the names that would be copied

Mamah, Papah, ka Pandu, Arga, Sylvia, Roni, Bowo, Yanti, Ka Kevin, Om Hadi, Aunt Risma.

Kevin looked at Alya

" Dear, there's still a name you want to copy the contact?"

" You mean Kevin's name other than this will be removed?"

" Yes"

Alya's gaze this time really wanted to kill, removed? The afkarku?

" Just remove all the ka"

But his mouth said something else.

Kevin nodded.

Waiting for about 20 minutes and filling out some apps on the new smartphone, Kevin and Alya leave the luxury booth. His old phone has changed ownership to belong to Kevin and all the contents and data, the reason Kevin will be copied to his laptop so as not to lose the data, later it will be returned again. Kevin opens the car door for her and Alya walks in without speaking. Kevin brought Alya back to the boarding house because he was already magrib.

" Dear, I'll go home first, I'll come tonight, we'll have dinner together" yeah"

Kevin kissed Alya's forehead, and Alya just nodded

" Alya go in first ka, Assalamualaikum"

" Greetings my dear"

Tuuuup, the car door is closed, Kevin lowers the left side car glass to make sure Alya will enter his kekost safely. As soon as the door opened Alya waved at him, and Kevin left. Contact me, don't take it away, huhuhuuu.