Angel In Poetry

The Discussion of Sick Bonuses

Plaaac

A hand hit the glass table, some of the glasses shook but did not fall

" You're so brave, Alya, mama's ashamed of them"

Alya tried to raise her head

" What dare ma? Alya asked, then answered, Alya asked again, where is the fault?"

" Not their question, but your answer"

" Alya answered the truth, Alya was taught honest talk right?"

" We also teach you manners"

" Alya is still polite and keeps the chivalry of ma"

" No, you completely forgot that just now"

" Maybe because the others also forget that Alya also has feelings ma, Alya has said from the beginning that Alya can not love ka Kevin, but always not considered, always underestimated"

" Because there really shouldn't be any other Alya"

" There is ma"

Mama stared hard at Alya

" The braver you are Alya"

" Alya just maintains what Alya has to defend ma"

" Unfortunately your defense is weak, what makes you still have to defend Afkar at this time?"

" What made Alya have to leave her?"

" You don't even have the answer"

" Alya has his answer, ka Afkar can make Alya entrust the future, and it's already answered everything ma"

" That's not the answer, you're just hiding"

" Ma, why is everyone underestimating us, what is our fault? are we harming others?"

" No one underestimates you, we even consider you a girl who deserves to be exalted, so don't humble yourself."

" But Alya felt very unappreciated, unloved in the midst of Alya's own family"

" Alya you know how to love mama? you are the shining jewel of our love, our baby.We expect and always pray for your future much better than now. Ever since you were born, we've been trying to make you tough against life's obstacles. And when you go through the process of crawling, sitting, standing, walking, running, you cry a little because you fall, you roll, you cry, we are very worried about you even though it is a process so that you can step again for a more extraordinary process, a wound on your body, like slashing on your body, if tears drip , a million lara tortured mom with a feeling of guilt. We keep you glassy, very careful and very alert, do not want to make you crack let alone break in vain"

" Caring and loving should not be grasping and tying on ropes and golden cages, right?"

" No Alya, but now in front of you there is a good future, why do you maintain the faint?"

" Ka Afkar isn't vague ma, he's very kind"

" It's okay not enough"

" He loves Alya"

" Kevin lacking what love? he takes care of you, protects you, and you can see that you love him"

" Alya doesn't love her ma"

" But you can't leave him either, can you?"

Alya was silent, I don't know ma.

" It's been Alya, for too long you've been thinking, why don't you have a decision"

" Alya's already decided ma, but always not heard"

" Because your choice is not right"

" There's never anything wrong with my feelings"

" As long as there's a better option, your decision is still not right"

" Ma, can you listen to Alya?"

" Can you listen to our word? everyone chose Kevin Alya, only you chose Afkar, so who among us thinks more? all of us or you?"

Alya exhaled her breath

" Alya's tired ma, isn't anyone trying to understand us?"

" We understand, it is you who pretend not to understand"

" Ma's material?

" Not only that, Kevin is able to provide attention, protection, comfort and even your needs, mama knows even if you do not tell me, from where you can buy branded bags, luxury dresses, branded shoes, etc, your pocket money is all we set up, all Kevin right? and you wear it Alya, which means you like it too"

" If there is no Alya is also happy ma, before this Alya would never have asked for more pocket money to buy these items, so if now Alya is returned again like before it will not be a problem"

Mama looked at the papah who just sat there listening

" Pah, Alya's getting bolder now"

Papah stood up and sat down next to Alya

" Now tell me, Afkar will do to you right now if we approve of your relationship?"

Deegg, what question is this reward?

" Said after Alya graduated we will get married and Alya will come to Surabaya"

" then?"

" Yes, Alya will find a job there"

" then?"

" Hmm, we will prove that we are capable of fighting together"

Papah stroked Alya's head

" Papah believes Alya, if you fight together it will produce good results"

Alya looked at the papah with sadness

" But that's if there's no other choice"

Alya again bowed, papah why like lifting Alya to a high place, a second later threw it

" Papah has seen how Kevin tries to take care of you, even when he's not around you, and it's amazing for a guy who's having to compete with other guys, then his parents, they love you so much and pay attention to you, they had told me that if you were married they would give you an office or another job wherever you wanted, and for the house, Kevin had also prepared his savings. You don't have to fight like you said Alya, you just have to manage it"

" Well, nobody knows the fate, right?"

" It's true, but can't we choose Alya? and our eyesight now you'll be more comfortable with Kevin, we've seen his responsibilities and maturity"

" Ka Afkar is also a reward, he is mature and responsible"

" She believed, but unfortunately we didn't see it, can you show us?"

Alya was silent again

" Pah Alya doesn't like to always compare them, can't this just be stopped?"

" Can"

" How?"

" Come on Kevin"

What's wrong with us?

" If Alya still refuses?"

Mom raised her voice

" Alya, you have now really dared to go against us, who taught this?"

" It's ma"

Papah tried to calm the mother who was already in an emotional state

" You don't want to listen to us anymore Alya? you want to defy us already? because Afkar? why do you feel hurt like Alya?"

"Here you go, we just take a break, just last night, Alya, go in the room and rest"

" Yes pah"

Papah and mama entered the room, while Alya looked at her parents, I was defiant? i fought? mama's hurt because I chose ka Afkar? was I so bad as a child? I just maintain my feelings, why are the charges so heavy? all of this is not me who started but them, why should I be involved and should be the main character of all their wishes?

why did my vision suddenly turn. Alya held her head. Bik Inah who saw the discussion or more similar to the quarrel did not dare to clean up the table where the glasses and saucer plate containing the small food and snacks, which were, as soon as she saw the master and mistress into the room and stayed Miss Alya she immediately came to the living room to clean it up, but she instead saw Miss Alya holding her own head

" No, why?"

" Dizziness"

" Here aunt help me to the room"

Alya grabbed the bag and put her cell phone in, but when she wanted to stand up her legs were weak

" Non Alya,,,"

Papah who had finished taking mama to the room out to make sure the doors and windows were all locked, as soon as he arrived in the living room saw bi Inah trying to carry Alya who was sitting on the floor

" Alya why??"

Papah carried Alya to his room followed by bi Inah while carrying his backpack, while Alya's eyes closed because he saw his entire view as turning.

The dawn prayer rang, as usual, and the mother immediately checked and woke up her children, knocked on the door of Tasya's room and opened it

" Tasya get up, pray"

Vaporizing and wriggling

" Yes mah"

And as usual you won't believe the yes from your kids before they actually walk into the bathroom

"Tasya, do you want to count how many mama wait? one,, ti,,,"

Tasya sat down

" Try being a teacher, so nurse if the count of one always jumps to three, two are left"

" Quick ablution"

Tasya stood up and began to stagger.

Mom then went out and knocked on Alya's room door

Tok tok, then pekrek opened the door. Alya was still covered and only her head was visible

" Alya woke up at dawn"

Alya was silent without reaction

" Alya let's get up"

Mama pulled the blanket and saw Alya curled up, the clothes she was wearing were still clothes yesterday

" Alya, are you sick?"

Mama touched his forehead

" Fever, this looks like it's above 38, you take the thermometer for a minute"

Mom pulled the blanket Alya was wearing

" Don't wear a blanket"

Mama came out of Alya's room and entered her practice room, taking a forehead thermometer. This thermometer uses skin temperature to determine body temperature. The use of a thin-shaped thermometer is quite attached to the forehead.

Mama went back into Alya's room and attached it

" 39"

Mama returned to the practice room and took the heat-lowering drugs and Paracetamol. Before you go to the kitchen and pick up some cake. Papah who just came from the mosque saw mama pacing

" Why mah?"

" Alya has a high fever, 39 pah, this mama wants hot-diminishing medicine"

" hurt?"

Mama and papah enter Alya's room, papah holding Alya's forehead

" Alya wakes up, can you pray no?"

" Alya again hitch mah"

" Can you sit down? eat the cake first just take the medicine"

Papah sat Alya on the back of his bed slowly, mama thrust a spoon that already contained pieces of cake, Alya shook her head

" No, no medicine"

" Little Al, your stomach is empty"

Alya opened her mouth slightly and started to bite slowly, mama thrust again her mouth spoon, Alya shook her head

" Alya wants to puke"

" It's ma, rather than Alya throwing up drugs directly"

Mama goes to the kitchen and takes a glass of water, opens the heat-lowering medicine and thrusts Alya, Alya swallows the medicine given and immediately drinks the water in the glass

" Just take a break, don't go to the office"

Alya nodded and went back to lying down

" The door does not close mama, Al, if necessary what to call mama or aunt

After her parents left her, Alya touched her left side, opened the bag and picked up the phone.

2 illegible messages

" Dear assalamualaikum"

." Is my darling awake?"

Alya felt dizzy and could not reply to the message, but her hand quickly pressed the green button

Thiiit

" Dear assalamualaikum"

" Waalaikum salam ka?"

" How are you? shower already?"

" Not yet, Alya has a fever, can't take a shower"

" Why is it sick, baby? kecapean yesterday took care of work on campus?"

Alya just shut up, what a job at the college, Alya last night hard work ka, alone

" Maybe"

" Can I have a video call?"

" Yes"

Clique

Video call

Alya was lying on the bed with a slightly tilted position

" Have you taken your medicine, dear?"

" Just been a ka"

" No need to go to the office first"

" Yes ka"

Silent, Afkar looked at Alya's sad face, why are your eyes a bit swollen like crying out, dear? that smile is so lonely, your eyes are red too, your fever is high? or just crying?

" Dear crying?"

" No"

" Don't lie"

" Hehehe, little ka"

" Alright, later if it's a bit better story, baby"

" Yes ka"

Afkar looked back at his girlfriend, what is it, my dear, have you talked to your parents? do they still not allow us to be together? do they choose Kevin?

Suddenly mom appears from behind the door, Alya instantly turns off her video call

" Alya, soon om Hadi and aunt Risma here, they just called he said he wanted to go to Jakarta, heard you were sick they even wanted to look at you first"

Mama who just realized Alya closed the video call glanced at Alya's phone

" apartments?"

Alya was silent without answering

" You change your clothes first yes, mama helpin, mama take warm water first for you to wash your face, soon they come"

Alya nodded. Mama comes out of the room, Alya goes back to see her cell phone

One illegible message

" Well, I'll get well soon baby, I'm ready to go first, rest yes, Emuah. Assalamualaikum"

After changing clothes with the help of her mother, Alya sat leaning on her bed, but kept her eyes closed, because if opened her room like she was surrounding her

" Alya,,"

Mama came in and Alya opened her eyes slowly

" Aunty"

Alya briefly opened her eyes then closed again, completely spinning and making her want to vomit

" Aunty bring chicken porridge, Kevin said you like to eat this"

Alya simply smiled as she kept her eyes closed

" I'm sorry mba, Alya dizzy if she opens her eyes she turns and wants to vomit"

Mama explained to aunt Risma

" Yes, just rest, but the porridge is eaten huh, aunty bribe huh?"

Alya shut up, what's being fed, later

" De Siska, you can grab a spoon and a drink, let me bribe Alya"

Mama left them to the kitchen to pick up a spoon and a drink, in the living room already standing Kevin

" Aunty Alya how?"

" Will Kevin see?"

Kevin nodded

" Come with aunt"

Kevin followed Mama to Alya's room, there was already his mother waiting beside Alya while rubbing her hair

" It's the mba spoon"

Aunt Risma took her hand off Alya's head and took the spoon from her hand, she helped open the eating place that contained chicken porridge

" Eat the Al"

Aunt Risma began to scoop into the mouth of Alya who had previously been in his rabbi if this porridge was not too hot to swallow, Alya opened his mouth a little and began to feel warm food this favorite, Alya, because being closed Alya imagined this was the breakfast that Afkar bought for him like two years ago, although he had wanted to vomit, but imagine this is chicken porridge given from Afkar, Afkar , ' he said ,Alya could swallow it even slowly

" Yes again, baby"

Aunt Risma again scooped into Alya's mouth, and Alya re-opened her mouth a little, could again. Mama smiled, fast forward, son, just a bite of cake you want to vomit, this is even the third feed of food that Kevin brought you can swallow it, this is what you call not loving him? this is your medicine, Alya

But in the fifth bribe Alya gave up and brought his hand closer to the hand of aunt Risma

" At this, Alya wants to puke"

" Dear, are we done drinking?"

" Yes"

Mama handed him a glass of water and drank it into Alya's mouth.

" Ma, Alya is lying down"

Kevin immediately approached and helped Alya's body to lie down, Kevin smelled in Alya's nose, he immediately opened his eyes, it was true that Kevin was laying down his body, and so realized Alya opened his eyes, he said, Kevin smiled, their faces were so close, uuhhhh shit why does my nose feel comfortable?.

Alya left her eyes open because she wanted to see what they were doing in my room

" Alya, I'm sorry about last night, but my aunt talked to Kevin"

Alya and mama were silent, what was aunt talking about? Alya also had a talk and a little fight, and the result is like this, Alya sprawled unclear, if what is the result aunt?

" Aunty has advised Kevin to be more able to pay attention, guard and protect you, so that Kevin can love you more, so that you can accept all the shortcomings, sorry Kevin ya who often neglect to take care of you, who often forget to remind your meal time, which is often late to pick you up at campus"

Whataa???? so Kevin's gonna pay more attention to me??

What other story is this? am I the one**** or is it my destiny to always be caught up in things I don't understand?

" De Siska, maybe there's something they want to talk about, can we talk outside?"

Mama nodded, Aunt Risma and mama left them both. Kevin sat at Alya's feet

" Ka, what did you say last night with aunt?"

" I've been quiet ever since I left your house to Aunt Lusi's, even the mama who was all the way and in the house of aunt Lusi ngomelin I because I was lacking attention until you could not accept me, I did not defend myself at all, I'm ready to be blamed for a mistake I didn't make"

" Why don't you speak honestly?"

" I kept quiet and became the fault of others only you were sick like this, especially if I told the truth"

" Why do you want to, talk so that I don't become the cause of Alya's fault"

" For what? I'm lazy to defend myself, the more you hate"

Silent

" Ka, last night Alya fought with mama"

" ooh"

" They compare you?"

" I can guess the outcome"

" What?"

" I won them over, but I was slammed by you"

Alya smiled

" Neckless"

" Areally right?"

" Yes"

" then?"

" There is no completion, they are still with her wishes, and Alya is still with Alya's wishes"

" That's what I've been guessing, too"

" How do you want it?"

" I want us to go on, I haven't even pulled out my death moves yet, when I should retreat?"

" Said last night to surrender?"

" Where might I give up, you just last night kept following me, I'm more sure, you do love Afkar, but you can't let me go yet"

" Will you fight even if you lose?

" While losing, at least last night wasn't the last night I could see you again, it might as well be the beginning of my victory"

Alya closed

" Ka, you know that at this time Alya is not dizzy kaka already Alya apain?"

" That"

" What?"

" My shoulders are in fists, my arms or thighs are in pinches, my legs are in kicks"

Alya chuckles

" Why hapal the arrangement?"

" It's been my daily meal, hehehe"

" When do you go back to Bandung?"

" Tomorrow's plan, but it's off"

" Why?"

" In addition to the heart, there is a body that I must take care of first until healed"

" sthat mean?"

" You"

" What?"

" It's not that I love you too much, you don't have to be a big head, but I cape in omelin mama again because I can't take care of you, I've been wronged because you haven't loved me yet, though because you love others, I have accepted, now that you are sick for defending your lover, I am still also blamed for neglecting to take care of you, I'd better just move to another planet where there's no Alya"

" just move so Alya's lover has no more rivals"

" But I think it's better to stay with you this mediocre than to be with other creatures out there that might be more sinister than you"

Although while closed, Alya can still launch the action of kicking Kevin's leg from the tip of his foot

" Awww"

" Haha"

Their laughter was heard until the living room, rather not heard, but indeed others eavesdropped

Mom and Mom look happy

" De, hopefully soon they can unite, I can't wait to carry out their marriage"

" Yes mba, sorry about Alya's behavior, if you like nyablak"

" It's not Alya's fault, but it's my fault that it's too straight, indeed I really want to, but from now on I have to be slower with Alya, and certainly wrong with Kevin, and certainly wrong with Kevin, she is not too considerate of Alya, so Alya has not been able to love her"

Mama smiled wryly. For that part, we don't need to know, we just ask for more time to wake Alya up. Finally the departure to Bandung and Jakarta that day all failed, in the day it was delayed until the day after tomorrow, waiting for Alya fever to go down, and so that day there were 3 doctors at Alya's house, mother, aunt and Kevin. Everyone becomes a specialist, there are specialists measuring body temperature and preparing drugs, there are specialists feeding or just cakes, and there are specialists venting .