Angel In Poetry

Monologue Alya

Today is Sunday, finished with a basin of laundry clothes and arrange clothes into the closet so that later if suddenly mama comes no nagging because the contents of the closet are not neatly arranged.

Judica,

" Hey ka"

" Assalamualaikum angel"

" Waalaikum greetings her love Alya"

" Waaahh, there's a surprise I called her love Alya"

" Ooh sorry for the wrong call"

" Douh, I've flown into the high sky even in the pull again"

" Ka, what kind of bus makes you sick?"

" Bisssss whose driver got stuck"

" Salaaah, whisper of the dear sikan from kaka"

" Heemm, what's the lick that makes you die?"

" Chicak catapulted the same rubber"

" Salaah, the breathless one called your love'

" What else, what's the sweetest smell?"

" Alya's body odor"

" Eeh wrong, fishy smell, I miss you ka Afkar"

" What night have I always dreamed of? "

" Eh don't be a pervert"

" Not that, baby, but that's it, hehehe. But he said waving, your daughter"

" Oooh so sweet, ka nasi uduk what does Alya really want to feel?"

" Well, I don't know which rice is good"

" Bukaaaan, both sit the same at the pelaminan"

" Oh baby, I can't wait to be guaranteed now"

" Whahaha, ayuk"

" I've lost, ntar I've copied it again in the fight on google"

" Okay, Alya wait"

" Why is Afkar?"

" Just wash the clothes, and the clothes go into the closet, so that the tragedy of Sunday night in the apelain ka Afkar does not repeat"

" Tomorrow do not pile his used clothes"

" Thus?"

" Send me here, I'll be the holy one"

" Ooh, don't change your mind until we get married later, I'll just wash all our clothes, Alya's drying'

" It's with pleasure dear"

" Why again?"

" Just came home with gjm"

" Don't have to be too sexy body ka, later many have a crush"

" Here, jealous?"

" Not really"

" Jealous dong"

" No"

" Yes it already"

" What is it?"

" Let me get sexy again let the other girls have a crush, won't anyone be jealous either"

" Ehh, be jealous"

" Now dong"

" So weird, jealous shit"

" I've been weird since I knew you, but never like this, rich bucin lo"

" who told me to follow weird"

" Nobody told you to follow yourself"

" Whaha".

" Dear kangen? We haven't seen you in 3 months"

" Ordinary"

" really??"

" If miss Alya is calculated using a calculator, surely the calculator error?"

" Battery's out?"

" Iiihh, this new Alya wants romantic-romantic ka"

" Ooh sorry, go ahead"

" Not so, it's gone"

" That's what I am"

" Grow!"

" I'm craving, yes already want to hear please, do not want to hear must hear. I want a yes story we have to thank at a distance, without which we would not be able to measure the heart to trace. I could finally see his eyes and mouth sobbing. Sounds painful huh? I have always enjoyed longing for your dear eyes, accompanying your smile in the groan that collapsed on my chest. I chose you because I believed, my eyes didn't feel wrong and my mouth didn't spell wrong"

" I chose you for no reason because I only have taste. Someone who makes the cold rain make a warm blanket for me, which makes the darkness of the night a light in my dream, which convinces the longing not to hurt each other, but will strengthen. Because the heart is a sure thing, not to be handled, but to always be accompanied"

" Loving you is a choice I have always agreed upon, I will always give you confidence that I am fighting not only for, but for the need. Stay happy even though while we still have to save the longing in the soul, you will always be there"

" I'm a champion miss, anyone don't try to fight let alone want to compete with me. But I'm not someone who demands an interview, especially with a reason to miss. I understand all the busy and your future, your future hopes as well as my future. My longing will not interfere with your time that is struggling for me, you say.if I inform you and ask for news from you, it only means that this love is growing better in our hearts. May our end, be hugging each other in the same embrace"

" Hehe's'

" How's papa mama doing?"

" good"

" What about kevin?"

Deg,,, deg, deg,,,

" Why are you?"

" Had he said he wanted to be fooled?"

" I don't know you"

" May he be found and happy with his soul mate now yes"

Heart, heart work well now.

" What kind of kaka work?"

" Thank God, but I haven't been able to join my boss yesterday to win the project, I'm sorry I haven't been able to buy a car"

" Kaa, Alya is not the nanyain, but there may be a silver ka, the expanse later kaka can be a big project, so all the luxury car buyin, hahaha"

" Or can we wait to get married first, while maybe I was told to finish the house, nothing is small?'

" Nothing, let's clean it up no cape"

" But later our children are many, not enough?"

" Yes later we work together, Alya also have income, yes we buy another nice house, but wait, many children?? how much do you want?"

" 6 times yes"

" If so pregnant is the same as giving birth alone, Alya does not want"

" 5 is"

" mostly"

" Yes it's 4".

" There are many more ka"

" Last 3"

" Alya thought again"

" Dear do not need to think about work for the family, if you have income for yourself, household needs let me who giggled"

" It's good"

" Seriously?"

" I'm the one who said it"

" That I wanted dear responsibility, you don't, we take responsibility together"

" that's why, if you say the same Alya don't have to talk stale"

" So stale yes Al"

" Yes, hahaha"

" Next semester Al?"

" Yes, in a minute"

" If only I had been there"

" Look easy, Alya can do it"

" But it is "

" Kaka knows Alya's ability?"

" Absolutely not, I know my dear is a power lady"

" Power woman?"

" No, power steering"

" Yeah"

" What's lunch, baby?"

" Don't know yet, most buy up front"

" Yes, I also want to find food first, we will connect later baby"

" Yes ka'

" Ashloraikum"

" Greetings waalaikum"

" Emuah"

" Dadaaaahh".

Always fun and make me happy. I don't even have a reason not to defend you. It's been 3 months, and I still haven't and haven't been able to finish my relationship with Ka Kevin. The better the day he gets, the more I care about my health, my college, my food, even my clothes and luxury items. Luxurious? Ja.

The road with Kevin makes me an honorable woman, she said one I should learn to accompany her later as Madame Kevin, I should improve my attitude and style of speech. From the beginning I did maintain my attitude and style of speech, I kept it not because I wanted to attract his attention, I just don't want any news of me getting to your family's ears that might drop my family's pride in the eyes of her mama's socialite friends, that I am a girl who if chatting like physical pain said ka Afkar, if you talk like to make people sick said Roni, if you like advice is not useful said Arga. I really kept my distance, that Kevin didn't like me, turned upside down, the more here he made me believe that what he said would try to love me really did.

Moreover, Ka Kevin is concentrating on his thesis, something he really wants to finish, he said he needs me as his encouragement, how can I decide at a time like this.

Sometimes it appears my strength to talk about this, but like watching me, his mother, his brother, and lately even his papa asked me, my whereabouts are like being monitored, until the sentences that have been neat so as not to hurt too much when I talk about it, finally must be stored again. Kevin is very good, very good, but I really don't need that. I've been very comfortable with my circumstances, although the occasional longing makes me sit alone on the balcony above and talk to the moon about my sadness without my lover, but really I'm not sick. While others were racing to make the world happy, I managed to create my own world, which enjoyed waiting tirelessly to run for another happy one. Enough you.

You know Ka Afkar I seem to get a little sane sometimes, I do walk with Ka Kevin, but I kind of make it you. I have to stay until he finishes his studies by being by his side, and the one that makes me capable of only making you among us, your body is not the same, like when we also took shelter under that little shophouse, I saw raindrops falling down his nose, but why am I not jealous, I was even tired of it wet, but, I wiped the water on his face with my hand. He looks really cool, with his wet face, seeing it as soon as his handsome face looks very comfortable in the eyes, but less comfortable in the heart, why? because he's not your body my love, hehehe.

Yesterday I missed a meal by the river Ka, when he asked me yes I agreed, but still I imagined he was you, I asked us there on the bike he just bought for me. Kasian I saw several times he was moving his arms when he was hugging me. I also eat with the same menu as we used to eat, very visible how restless he is and looks very imposing to be able to enjoy the simple menu, it is, I know because he's very picky about taste, he just wants to eat in a clean and comfortable restaurant, he said maintaining health is very important. I waited if he refused to eat there, but no, he wanted even a little food. I also missed the drizzle yesterday, if only this trip home was accompanied by a drizzle, uh he even wanted to rent a heli at that time, I laughed, whatever resembled it still would not be the same as the original, but his efforts to make me happy have been very good. And I definitely don't want him to go crazy, I'm enough.

Sometimes we also stopped by the coffee shop, I started to introduce him to my favorite coffee flavors, he didn't like coffee, sometimes while drinking it I saw him gulp very quickly, he said, maybe so that the bitter taste is not long felt in his tongue. I said that the coffee in my friend's shop is sweet, yes it is sweet now, because the bitter taste I had swallowed years and months before. I don't know if he believes it or not, if he doesn't believe it he should be able not to drink it. You can sit in a coffee shop without ordering coffee, just drink another menu, my friend Bowo will be happy to provide mineral water, or a cup of warm tea. But he didn't ask for it and I didn't offer it.

The restaurant in the western part of our city, when we had dinner together yesterday, the restaurant owner always invited me to play at his restaurant, every time I ended one song, he would persuade me again, he said, actually I can sing 3 or 4 or even 5 songs, but I remember your words, do not force something that is not the time because it will be odd, and difficult to find even. Although in a different context, I just like your sentence it seems like every time I repeat that sentence, I mature, I think anyway.

Yesterday we stopped by the flower garden again, we entered the labyrinth, but don't worry you, I didn't touch it at all, I even run fast because it is like chasing your shadow that is always in front of me, but I want to be by your side, not behind you. I saw he was panting after me, maybe from now on he should be diligent in running, so as not to be left too far behind like this.

Penah also when Risma traveled to Europe, business affairs he said, he had a video call, while showing off hundreds of shapes and models of diamond necklaces, he wanted me to choose it? what am I asking for, the answer? if I wear that, will this necklace bearing our name be removed? sure enough, I don't care and I don't want to know the price, but it seems like a luxury item because I've never seen anyone ever wear it. Don't ever think about my special necklace, whatever the luxury price of the diamond, will not be able to compete with the gift of my lover, even though it has crossed to sell it, whahaha. I just answered that it wasn't appropriate for a college kid to wear it, like he agreed with me.

And I'm sorry you, I was also in the cinema, actually I refused, but because he promised to watch my idol's latest movie, I'm willing. And again, I will not want to be touched, did I never promise that everything in my body will be preserved until you come to justify me. I'm the keeper of your appointment.

I'm also starting to feel Kevin's feelings getting deeper and more real to me. As for appearances, it seems like I have to learn a lot from him, why he knows better than me what is appropriate and inappropriate for me. She didn't hesitate to take me to a boutique just to buy me a dress that I deserve to wear for dinner, why wear this dress, for dinner only I have to, it's easy for me to wear my decent jeans, I also have a lot of more polite clothes if he's shy, he said let me look elegant, she said, let's not be surprised at certain times to wear it like this.

The thing that makes me really angry is that when I rent my favorite bike, I want to know what it can do, I think he will also check the front tire on the back of my bike, he will service, he will, he's gonna change batteries, check his brake. Apparently not, he instead bought me the latest motorcycle, I feel offended, I was never a woman asker, if need mama papa and ka Pandu can to replace her, I was offended, but I'm still comfortable on my bike, and again because all our stories are on that bike. Eh forget, Ka Afkar has not paid the rent, I will charge ya