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"Where is Sabina ?" Ask Gibran when he just arrived.
"Non Bina in her room" replied Inah and immediately Gibran climbed the stairs to the room where Sabina was. He ignored the words of Inah who offered him dinner.
There was nothing more important than Sabina at the moment. Gibran thought in his head. Gibran climbed every step of the ladder with fear and anxiety. It was inconceivable how Sabina would react to his arrival.
The white door was tightly closed. Gibran tried to turn the handle but the door did not open because Sabina locked it from the inside.
"Darling, I'm home. I want to explain something to you." Gibran said from behind the door but there was no answer.
Gibran knocks again and says the same thing over and over again even Gibran pleads but still there is no answer from Sabina who is in it.
Sabina stared at the door that was right in front of her. Behind the door the man she expected to go home stood there. But now it's too late. The choice Gibran made left him heartbroken.
"Dear, I beg you... Let's talk." Gibran again begged in frustration while on the other hand Sabina was silent with tears that continued to wet her cheeks. His hands clenched and trembled, enduring the pain was also a disappointment that wrestled in his heart.
Gibran did that for a long time, but Sabina did not answer him until Gibran finally gave up.
"Okay, honey, we'll talk about this in the morning. Sleep, you and your child need rest. I love you both so much." Gibran knew Sabina had not slept from the visible light from the door gap because Sabina usually slept with the lights turned off.
"Love ?" Sabina laughed sickly at what Gibran said, her sweet mouth was not enough to be her pain medicine at the moment.
Sabina limped onto the bed and laid her body there with her mind floating about the supposed marriage between herself and Gibran.
While Gibran was too tired of heart and mind made him choose to throw himself on the sofa that was outside the room. He closed his eyes still with his work clothes.
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Sabina woke up with puffy eyes from crying too much. Her pregnancy hormones made her feel more sensitive. Last night he thought about what steps he should take in this marriage.
The morning was still dark when Sabina came out of her room and found sleeping Gibran curled up on the sofa still in his work clothes.
There was pity, sadness, disappointment, and heartbreak mixed in Sabina's heart. This was the greatest inner struggle he had ever felt in his life. His torment exceeded when he was abandoned by Andre at that time.
If with Andre, he just has to be ready to accept the fact that he was abandoned. But with Gibran, he must face a decision that will determine the fate of his marriage.
Sabina again rubbed her wet cheeks and immediately walked away from Gibran, she went down the stairs to get to her kitchen on the first floor.
"Mbok, please make breakfast. I was lazy to make it," said Sabina and Mbok Inah also agreed with a face that was surprised to see Sabina's eyes were swollen.
"Non Bina is okay ?"
"I'm not pa-pa, Mbok. Oh yeah, wake Gibran up, please." Sabina replied while brewing her pregnant milk.
"Mmm good, Non."
"Thank you" said Sabina, and she sat her body in the dining room with a glass of milk in front of her.
Mbok Inah cooks breakfast quickly, but, and soon he went up to the 2nd floor to wake Gibran, although he was very hesitant because he felt it impolite to go into his master's room and wake a male master.
But he was so surprised to see Gibran sleeping curled up on the sofa.
"Sir doctor woke up, it's noon" said Mbok Inah as he shook Gibran's body slowly.
Gibran opened his eyes and realized it was noon. He reflexively sat his body.
"What time is it now? " Task Gibran a little panicked.
"Seven hours is less than fifteen minutes." Answer Mbok Inah.
Suddenly, Gibran was surprised, and he immediately fled to the bathroom to clean himself up. Inwardly kept wondering why Sabina had not woken him.
After finishing preparing and looking neat Gibran went downstairs to the dining room where Sabina usually waits.
"Darling, I.." said Gibran, sitting his body right in front of his wife.
"Don't explain anything, now I understand," Sabina said, cutting off her husband's conversation.
"What do you mean ?" Gibran furrowed his brows not understanding.
"I understand if you'd prefer Amanda over me. Now that I know who's more important in your life, to you I'm just a solace when you feel sad about being left behind, and after Amanda comes back you don't need me anymore. You've got back the woman you love so much. So we can end this unwanted marriage right now" Sabina said as she rubbed her wet cheeks.
"What do you mean, Bina ?" Gibran asked, beginning to get emotional. He looked straight at his wife who was talking.
"As I just said, you prefer that woman over me. So let's just end this marriage. About the child I bear you can be involved in taking care of it or if it doesn't matter to me. You will soon have children with him."
"I never chose Amanda !" Cut Gibran fast.
"Because you can't be compared to a cheap woman like her. Last night I was just trying to save someone's life, just because it was !" Gibran.
"Why do you care so much ? Why are you so eager to save the child she's carrying? Did you also plant shares in his stomach ? Is the child Amanda was carrying your child ?" Sabina asked with a raised voice. He could no longer hold back his anger
"Enough Sabina!!!" Gibran's touch as he kicked the table so hard that the coffee in the spilled cup soaked the table.
And his loud voice made Mbok Inah come to the dining room timidly.
"Enough Build !! Watch what you say !! I was wrong for not following your wishes. But just so you know, I'm not as despicable as you think. I'm not a traitor let alone a pez*na. For God's sake, in my mother's name you're the only woman I've ever slept with in this world ! Know ?" Point Gibran at Sabina's face. What Sabina alleged was so outrageous that Gibran could no longer contain his anger.
Sabina jumped up in surprise, not expecting Gibran to speak so loudly. The water again wet his cheeks.
"Look at Gibran, in the end we hurt each other. It seems we are not meant to live together." Lirih Sabina's.
"I'm not leaving this house, neither are you. We'll solve this problem together. Maybe not now or tomorrow but later when you and I are ready to talk with cold heads. But just so you know, being apart from you never once crossed my mind and it's impossible for me to part with my son." Gibran replied as he stood up.
Gibran chose to leave immediately, not caring if Sabina cried or felt hurt by what he just said.
This time Gibran felt that what Sabina had revealed about him had gone too far. How could Sabina accuse him of being the father of the child Amanda was born with. Gibran was very hurt.
"Don't you feel like I love you so much, Sabina? Do I always have to beg just to get your love ? How could it be that easy for you to ask to part from me ?" The questions danced in Gibran's mind as he walked.
'Braakkk !!!'
The sound of the door being violently shut sounded so loud that it made Sabina jump back into her body in shock. Sabina knew Gibran left their home in a fit of rage.
"Hu.hu.hu.
Mbok Inah cleaned up the coffee spill on the dining table with his hands shaking. He was shocked by Sabina and Gibran's quarrel.
"Non Bina is patient... That is how the household is a lot of trials. Face it calmly." Said Mbok Inah trying to calm down.
Sabina was still crying, her mind drifting at Gibran who had just vented her anger.
"Am I wrong for wanting you to care only for me ? Am I wrong for being jealous? Do you realize Gibran if I love you so much ? so scared to lose you." Inner Sabina in his heart.
To be continuous & ''Stopped 'til
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btw answer some reader comments that are almost the same.
why didn't Gibran come by himself just tell his assistant? because hospital procedures generally require a statement from the patient's family that contains a medical action to save the patient's life, usually for high-risk actions. so it can't be represented. Well here that is recognized as a family by Amanda is Gibran. CMIIW
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