
"then do you love him? ask Yuda.
" *I don't want to discuss it any further, what I'm thinking about now is Rachel .that's aja yud.
"i can see the love for her in your eyes, Inner Judah.
" nothing hurts more than loving someone who loves someone else Dea.
yuda said like a bomb that was ready to explode, breaking his feelings, he looked wrong to hear the words spoken by the juda.
" have you ever felt it? back asking.
yuda smiled.
" this is when I feel it, can't you see ? inner yuda.
" no, I never felt it, replied Judah.
Dea smiled back,
"then why have you helped me so far, have I not said I have nothing to pay for it, Dea said.
" Marfin helped me, he gave me everything, even his shoulder the most comfortable place where I could spill all my grievances there, would you leave me too like Marfin? ask Dea.
" of course different, Marfin already has a wife, wrong if you make him your most comfortable place because it is as comfortable as he is in someone else's place, but his house or his wife is the place to return.
as for me, even if you're comfortable leaning on me, I won't make you fall because it shifts and moves on to other people, believe me. Marfin is actually a good man, you don't have to regret what happened, what you have to improve, is your quality.
" are you going to leave me if my qualities aren't as good as you want them to be? ask Dea.
" i won't be able to change you Dea, but I will choose a good woman for my son's son in the future.
" was I not good enough for anyone? dea asked again.
" you will be called unkind, as long as you hurt your fellow women, Yuda replied.
" why did you start cornering me? ask Dea a little hard.
emotions, every word of true juda pierced his heart.
" i can get out of here, if you want. Sergeant Dea got up from his sleep picking up his little suitcase.
" heii..where are you going ! prevent Yuda.
" in front of Risma ma'am you stood up for me, but in front of me you cornered me, let me be alone, Dea said annoyed.
yuda patiently returned the anger with a smile.
" the one who loves you, will rebuke you even with painful words, believe me..
I don't mean to hurt you, I just want you to open your eyes and heart, that your feelings are wrong !!!
" can you control someone's feelings ? tanya Dea looked down.
" no, it's not,,!!
Dea dragged her suitcase out of the apartment, though juda had prevented it.
*****
Two handsome men were sitting opposite, discussing something or even fussing over something.
" your job is done, man, let me take care of her until later, said the marfin.
" of course, she's your wife you have to take care of her, otherwise ! " i will snatch it from you, Alfino said with a slanted smile.
" i won't let that happen, man, believe me, Marfin said.
" i can't trust you, sir, because you've let her down, just prove it first, if Alika chooses to live again with you, be happy !" threaten Alfino.
" Thank you Mr. Alfino fernandes, I will not disappoint again, Marfin said.
In between the conversation appeared a man who was a little weak gleaming with his style.
" well, bro, you're here ! he patted both of them on the shoulder.
" how much should I pay, they asked.
look at each other, then fight each other.
" quickly send me your account, I will send you a large enough nominal, Alfino said.
" No ! he is my responsibility, so I will pay him, quickly send your account number, said Marfin while thrusting his hape to Raka to type the account number.
Looking at the two, Raka laughed.
"wah wah... lord _lord ! you guys are so much money, he said with a laugh looking at their faces.
" it's not a matter of money, but because he means so much to me, ' Marfin replied.
" then what about you, Mr. Alfino, who are you willing to spend a lot of money for Alika, Raka asked Alfino.
Alfino smilingly looked at the man before him, what if he said that since he also meant to me, would this man be so angry with me?
" no.. because he is my best friend, that's all Alfino replied briefly as he concluded the smile on his lips, yes even though the smile was a smile of falsehood.
" *but really, Alika is amazing, she's beautiful, kind, smart... Omg, Raka deliberately teased the two while moving her head.
" Of course !! answer Alfino and Marfin simultaneously.
shocked by the cohesiveness of each of them fighting each other cynical gazes, draped his hands together.
" jeez... you two are indeed suitable, do not you twins, said Raka just make no.
" i. let alone twins, be his brother I do not want, even a distant brother though, I do not want.sungut Alfino.
instantly greeted with laughter by Raka and Marfin.
" well fin... then why do you justify the word Raka, huh? ask Marfin.
" yes of course he is like that, you are the stupid one to waste diamonds like that, Alfino said.
"ah.. already, disperse disperse.. said Raka pulled the two to get up from his seat and leave.
" hey.. Then what? let's send me your account, Marfin said.
Alfino took a deep breath, glanced around sharply then left the two of them without a word.
*****
Marfin walked slowly towards Alika's room, while her parents and the others had already returned to the inn to clean themselves up for a moment.
Marfin sat down in the chair next to Alika,
Alika who was lying limp, with the infusion attached to her, the white clothes from the hospital as well as the blanket that covered her.
" Dear... wake up baby, don't you want to see our son? said Marfin while holding Alika's hand and sticking it on her cheek.
" *whichever hurts more, leaves you when you wake up, or continues with you when you are like this,
both hurt, I couldn't choose one, but please love me once more, Marfin held back his tears there.
Marfin melted his grief, imagining all the bad things happening, he lay his head next to Alika, his hands still clutching his wife's fingers.
patient monitor sound audible, monitoring the patient's health condition in realtime.
Marfin felt that the hand he held was a little movement, he raised his head and then rose from his seat.
" dear, do you hear me? marfin asked, looking his wife in the eye.
happy tears enveloped him, he ran over to the doctor to check on his wife.
" Dok... My wife's hand moved the dock, please check the dock, he said half-screaming.
Doctors and nurses ran in Alika's room, the doctor immediately checked the patient's heartbeat with his stethoscope.
" thank God, the state of the mistress is getting better, sir, soon he will open his eyes, said the doctor.
"god, thank you .... Marfin said gleefully, rubbing his face with both palms.
wait a few minutes sir, the madam will wake up soon, the doctor said happily.
*****
they had already gathered around Alika, waiting for Alika to open her eyes with a worried-looking face,
" mah....A faint voice rang out behind the oxygen mask he was wearing.
his eyes opened with the first word he mentioned was his late parents.
they approached Alika with a series of beaming faces, Alika pulled a slow oxygen mask that she was wearing.
" dear? said bu tety gently rubbed the base of Alika's head and kissed her
" why is aunt crying, Alika is fine, said Alika with a pale face but showing her smile.
" aunty won't cry anymore dear, get well soon said mom tety.
while Risma's mother lowered her head, crying without a sound.
" mom, don't you want to hug me? alika said, while slightly raising her hand.
" there is no need to move much, said Risma approaching Alika kissed the base of her head and hugged her.
" mother...Where is my son? ask Alika.
a baby boy and girl were being carried by their two nannies, they approached Alika.
" this is the mistress, the prince and the princess of the mistress, he said.
closing her mouth with one hand, Alika cried happily, so good god left the most beautiful gift in her life.
the man who was beside him was clamoring silently, his tears already flowing down his cheeks.
Alika glanced at the man, her mind was like without a burden, she greeted the gentle man.
" how are you? alika asked looking at him.
Marfin raised his head then approached Alika, wanting to kiss his wife's forehead but Alika raised her body and leaned on it.
is that a form of evasion?
" here's mama's son? said Alika raising her hand.
one of the nannies gave a princess to him,
" jeez, very beautiful darling, praise Alika with her powerful voice even though it still sounds weak.
" i want both of them, come here, Alika told one of the nannies who was still scavenging her son.
now Alika's hands are full with her children, her smile is still visible in her eyes, there is a cloudy cloud that she can not go down.
" it's a pity, he's still very vulnerable, be careful said bu Risma took one of Alika's babies.
" this is Papah Marfin want to give you a name? asked Risma while looking down at the tiny baby.
" i will name him Raffi zayn and princess zunaira alessia, Alika replied.
all eyes were on Alika,
"good name, praise Risma.
marfin smiled,
cekrek, the door was opened by someone.
Alfino stood there smilingly greeting everyone, his eyes went straight to Alika who was holding the baby.
" uh there is a fino dateng, Alfino said as if explaining to his son.
" hay al, what's the news? alfino approached everything.
" i'm good, replied Alika.
Madam... Let me check back, said the doctor.
after checking his health by Dr. Alika will be sure to recover soon and allowed to go home.
****
" heart dear, said Miss Risma helping Alika get out of bed
while Marfin in front of him offered help, but it seemed to get rejected.
while Miss Tety cleaned up Alika's equipment while in the hospital.
" later after we really recover, we are going to Jakarta, son, to the house of the mother and father, said Bu Risma.
not wanting to disappoint Risma, Alika just smiled.
It feels heavy, it's impossible to go back to what it used to be.
" let me help, Marfin offered to Alika because he saw the condition of his body that still looks weak.
" no need, thank you, replied Alika. she walked ahead of the marfin.
Alfino stood in the distance staring at Alika's return, if Alika might not have suffered a disaster like this, maybe he would have brought Alika home.
For a moment, Alikapun's steps stopped, staring at Alfino there, Marfin saw Alika's gaze fixed on Alfino.
his heart was burning with jealousy, but he tried to shake it off with a smile.