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Gibran was still standing glued to see Sabina who had now closed her eyes.
Sabina's silence made Gibran miserable and very tormented.
The bed felt bumpy as Gibran climbed it. He looked at Sabina's body lying behind him. The niche of Sabina's neck that was covered in a little hair looked very tempting. Wanting Gibran to put his lips there and sip the scent of Sabina's intoxicating body greedily and hugged her tightly.
Gibran bit his lower lip in dismay, shifting his body slowly to approach his wife. Then he stuck out his slightly trembling hand in order to grab Sabina in an embrace. But just as Gibran's hand touched his waist, Sabina immediately lowered it slowly.
"Gerah" said Sabina, and Gibran immediately pulled her back.
Sabina's refusal was like a slap to Gibran. He also hops because of it.
"Solar?" Gibran in his heart.
"Where might he be sultry but his whole body is covered in bedcover." Disappointed Gibran while turning his back.
Now they fall asleep with their backs on each other's minds.
Sabina's shoulders rose and fell regularly, her pretty face covered with a little hair but Gibran did not dare to tidy it up. All he did was look at the face of Sabina who was fast asleep and was now pointing in front of him.
While Gibran supported his head with one hand and the other hand tried to touch Sabina's stomach but he paused it because he remembered some time ago Sabina refused to hug him.
Gibran could not just close his eyes. His feud with Sabina made his heart and head not feel calm.
"Your mom is really pretty" Gibran said. Sabina's lips looked full and inviting, her slightly rounded cheeks made Gibran want to pinch her. Not to mention the chest that is getting fuller because of pregnancy makes Gibran's body bristles also stiffened.
"Damn, Bina.." muttered Gibran withstanding the primitive desires in him.
Sabina wriggled her body and without realizing it her hands coiled over Gibran's belly and hugged him. Like winning a lottery, Gibran's heart cheered happily.
As much as possible he refrained from returning Sabina's embrace and tried not to move her body because Gibran was afraid Sabina would wake up and release her embrace.
Gibran did not want to fall asleep quickly, he wanted to enjoy the embrace with full of passion, although his body began to feel sore but he could stand it.
"I'll do anything to get near you, baby." Lirih Gibran while looking at Sabina's face fixedly from such a close distance.
"Don't take long, I can't stay away from you." Wirred Gibran again and he kissed Sabina's head slowly
"I adore you, Noble Sabina (i adore you, Noble Sabina) I love you very much." whispered Gibran as he closed his eyes.
***
Sabina's possessive hand twists and circles over her waist making it a little difficult for her to move until she awakens.
A warm breath hit her face, Sabina raised her head and looked at the face of Gibran who was now so close to her.
Brow fur that is firm, nose pointed, lips that are not thin but also not thick it is so adept at making Sabina intoxicated. And those eyes, if they open their eyes as cynical and cold but actually they are so warm.
"Are you, honey ? you're the only man I see. Nothing else for me." Inner Sabina in his heart.
"Would you if all this time I knew that the little lie you've been hiding from me is the way your eyes look at me guiltily but you don't realize it." Still Sabina spoke in her heart while looking at Gibran's sleeping face.
"I'm pretending to be stupid but I always knew. I know you talked to him (Amanda ) or maybe you guys did more of that behind my back. And it's not funny, it's very painful because I love you." Sabina's eyes condense when she says it in her heart.
"I beg you not to say if you betray behind me. Because not only the trust I have given you in your grasp but also my heart. I've given you my whole heart and love just for you." Still Sabina spoke in her mind.
"Yes only for you," murmured Sabina softly holding back a cry. His heart feels so sad at this moment. He was so paranoid (fear and anxiety) about betrayal.
Sayup-sayup heard the sound of the morning dawn prayer began to greet. Sabina slowly broke away from Gibran's embrace and sat herself down for a moment before she went to the bathroom.
"Don't stay with me, Bina." Gibran said so clearly that Sabina turned her head.
Sabina thought Gibran had woken up, but her closed eyes and regular breathing indicated that her husband was still in the dream. Apparently Gibran was just delirious and Sabina was smiling.
"How could I leave you... My heart is all yours." Sabina was almost inaudible.
***
Gibran's hand moved as if looking for a woman who had hugged him tightly last night. Realizing he was not there, Gibran opened his eyes.
Any more... This was the second morning for Gibran to wake up alone without Sabina by his side and it made his mood so chaotic.
Without feeling the spirit of Gibran rose up and lazily he walked to the bathroom to cleanse himself and sanctify before performing his worship.
At half-time 7 Gibran prepared, he buttoned his shirt one by one in front of the mirror. His lips were tightly clenched and his eyes were so cold. This was the facial expression he had displayed these past 2 days.
After he finished preparing, Gibran walked down the stairs to the dining room where a plate of fried rice and a cup of hot coffee awaited him.
There was no one there, no Sabina who usually awaited her arrival with a smile.
Gibran took a deep breath and he grabbed the coffee cup and sipped it slowly.
It only took one heap and Gibran knew it wasn't Sabina's hand that made coffee for him. He immediately put the coffee cup back on the table. Stare at that plate of fried rice lazily and stand to leave without touching it at all.
Sabina laughed cheerfully in the morning sun, her red blushing cheeks looking so adorable that they added to her beauty in the eyes of Gibran who was now watching his wife from behind the curtain.
Sabina's smile receded when Gibran came to her and she immediately turned her body to water the other plants.
"I'm leaving" Gibran said.
"Yes" Sabina replied without turning her head.
Gibran chose to stand behind his wife for longer without speaking before she actually left. Sabina who is aware is being noticed not flinching at all, she seems not to care about Gibran's presence there while Mbok Inah looks wrong to see the cold war between her employers.
"It's fine at home" Gibran said again but Sabina did not answer.
Gibran eventually decided to leave. And just like the day before he left without Sabina driving him to the door.
"The doctor didn't eat any more food" Inah told Sabina while they were in the kitchen.
"Why ?" Ask Sabina.
"It looks like the doctor wants food made by non Bina or wants non Bina to accompany him to eat,"
Sabina fell silent as Inah said that and saw with her own eyes the food that her husband had not touched.
***
It had entered its third day, and tensions were still brewing between the two.
Gibran still woke up alone without Sabina by his side. His heart was also tormented. There was no more attention that Sabina gave him and I swear by whatever she missed it all so much.
But there was something different this morning, Sabina standing in her kitchen and cooking made Gibran wonderfully surprised.
"Eat first, said mbok Inah you did not eat a few days. Did you eat out ?" Ask Sabina.
Gibran immediately shook his head in response. He sat in the chair waiting for his wife to prepare her breakfast.
Just a plate of white rice and an egg cow's eye as his friend but made Gibran so tasteful this morning.
The coffee that Gibran drank was now delicious on his tongue because he knew Sabina was the one who made it.
"I beg you to accompany me to eat" Gibran said, holding Sabina's arm from leaving.
Sabina was silent for a moment until she finally decided to sit beside Gibran and accompany her husband to enjoy his breakfast even though silence still enveloped the two.
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