An Unwanted Marriage

Expressions Feelings

Happy reading & ''Double

The lights were flashing, and the name 'My Lovely Wife ' was on her phone screen.

A smirk adorned Amanda's face at this moment.

"What are you doing here ?"

Gibran's question roused Amanda from all her thoughts. The ringing of the phone's voice has stopped inaudible. He immediately turned his body towards the sound. Amanda and Gibran are standing facing each other.

"I miss this house so much." Answer Amanda quickly. He did not want Gibran to know that he was about to pick up the call on Gibran's cell phone.

"Remember Gibran, I used to fall asleep on that couch because I waited too long for you to work." Amanda continued while pointing at the large dark brown sofa that was not far from her.

Gibran followed Amanda's index finger and at once remembered how Amanda had fallen asleep with her arms bearing her long hair covering part of her pretty face. At that time he looked at Amanda's face long enough, enjoying the beautiful face of a woman who Gibran adored.

"And you woke me up with your kiss. We'll hug long after I wake up. Then I'll get you some hot coffee before we get back to town." Amanda recalls her memories with Gibran.

As well as Gibran, he drowned again on the memories of his past.

"I also really miss accompanying you to read books in the apartment and I cook your favorite food in the kitchen. Then I'll feed you a meal because you focus too much on your books." Amanda continued with a faint smile

"It's all over" Gibran said in a cold voice as usual.

Amanda was glued for a moment, her eyes staring deeply at the man who used to adore her and love her.

"Mexif has passed, but you are the only one I have always loved. Are none of our memories meaningful to you ?"  Lirih Amanda lowered her head and began to drip clear water on her cheeks.

"Enough, Manda !" Gibran.

"Let me speak just this once" said Amanda sobbing.

"Do you, Gibran ? I have always loved you to this day. Although I have been with other men but you are the one I always think about when I am with them. Crazy isn't it ?"  Amanda asked while laughing and crying at the same time and Gibran was still watching.

"I'm not a good woman, but I know who I love with all my heart." Amanda lifted her face and looked into Gibran's eyes meaningfully.

"If you love me you can't leave me, Manda." Cut Gibran fast and smile fed up.

"Yes, I'm stupid... Leaving my first and last love for a man who is good at seducing." Amanda said with my face.

"Go Manda, there's nothing we need to talk about anymore."

"Look at Gibran, even at the worst of times I only come to you because you are the place I come home to. Even though I know there's no place in your heart for me to live. Look Gibran, I love you so much. It desperately needs you. Until I threw away all the shame just to be close to you."

"Stop, Manda ! Stop...,"

"I can't, I can't stop loving you. I'm jealous to see you happy with Sabina. My heart cries out to see you, my heart wishes I had created a happy twinkle on your face instead of her." Amanda's cry became more and more when she said that while Gibran was silent fixated.

"So please don't tell me to stop loving you. Because I won't be able to. I admit I was so wrong, I beg your forgiveness. But please Gibran... Don't you let me alone through all this. I promise to be gone from your life forever after my baby is born, but before that happens please let me be near you in a moment. You don't have to return my feelings, because I know your love belongs to Sabina completely and I realize that. I just want to be close to you as a friend is okay. I'll take all the insults from you, I don't care."

"Sorry, I can't." Answer Gibran. Instantly the shadow of her past with Amanda danced in her mind but the shadow of Sabina's face obliterated everything.

"I will not tempt you, for you know very well of my disgusting illness. I'm sure you don't want to be with me, but right now I really need you Gibran. So please don't stay away from me.. please..." Amanda pleaded again, clenching her hands together.

Not yet Gibran replied, the phone he put on the table again blinked and rang. Both Gibran and Amanda knew who made the call.

With an unshakeable eye view of Amanda, Gibran grabbed his phone and pressed the green button on the screen.

"Mmm. yeah.. Why, dear ?" Gibran asked with his eyes still staring at Amanda intently. Their eyes met and locked on each other.

Without Gibran thinking Amanda walked over and set foot on him.

'Cup !' Amanda kissed Gibran's cheek and gently stroked the man's cheek while smiling.

"I'm coming home" whispered Amanda right in Gibran's ear, keeping the man quiet for a moment. He no longer concentrated on Sabina who was talking on the phone.

Amanda walked away leaving Gibran in the house alone.

"Darling ?" Ask Sabina.

"Darling, you're beating me, aren't you ?" Sabina asked again, Because Gibran did not answer.

"Eehhh mmm, Yes Build... Sorry can you repeat your words ? Bad signal here." Gibran replied lying and across there Sabina was silent for a moment. Her feelings said that her husband was hiding something again.

***

Amanda was crying on her bed. I swear by whatever he said to Gibran is true. She is not a good woman, but the feeling of love for Gibran is very real. He loved him from his heart, even though Amanda Gibran was not the rich man she is today.

"Stupid manda !!! Try to stick with him, not only treasure but also the love you will get." Shrill Amanda between her cries. The pillow was the target of Amanda's hand punch at this time.

Amanda could feel how Gibran was so gasp when he put his lips on the man's cheek and Gibran's sharp eyes were like skinning him alive. Amanda realized, Gibran's body language alone had strongly rejected it. Amanda's crying broke again.

"Sorry baby, sorry... I can't get you out of here." Smashed again.

"Give me a chance to be close to her again, my God, just for a little while" Amanda said in frustration.

***

It all happened so fast. Gibran never thought Amanda would dare steal a kiss from his cheek. And the statement of love of the woman Gibran once adored continues to ring in his ears.

"I'm not a good woman, but I know who I love with all my heart. So please don't tell me to stop loving you. Because I won't be able to. I admit I was very wrong, please Gibran... Don't you let me alone through this. I want to be close to you as your friend no problem. I really need you, Gibran."

"Siallan, Manda !" Maki Gibron's.

She hated Amanda for leaving her. However, when the woman who is now in a fragile state, Gibran felt very needed. As a man there is in Gibran's heart that feels good if he is needed.

While now his relationship with Sabina even though it looks fine but actually their relationship goes up and down.

Sabina silenced him even more, making Gibran feel that Sabina no longer needed him. Doesn't a woman who is pregnant always want this and that? But not with Sabina, too many people care about her that she does not need Gibran's help to fulfill all her requests.

Even Gibran knew that Sabina had not touched the mango he had taken from the tree himself. Disappointment creeps in Gibran's heart when he remembers that.

Just a baby shower shock that made Sabina melt a little. Gibran could feel Sabina's attention again to him after the event.

"May you remain like Bina, for I am very lonely. I feel alone and I don't like it."

To be continuous & ''Stopped 'til

Thank you for reading 😘

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