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"Enough Build !!!" Hardik Gibran while standing up made Sabina speechless instantly in shock. Just this time Gibran hit him with a loud voice, his heart ached again.
"I don't have any feelings for her ! Are you not aware ? I've fallen in love with you, Bina. Even I admitted my feelings to you first and you took a long time to reply but I was patiently waiting. Do you know Bina ? all this time I have been tormented to hide this from you, for by God I am so afraid that you will leave me. I love you so much, Bina. Hionga is so scared to lose you." Clearly Gibran was still with a raised voice.
"Tell me the real reason why you want to help Amanda ? It's not just the baby." Sabina said softly while continuing to wipe her tears.
"Because he tried to kill himself by crashing himself right in front of my clinic if I didn't help him. Everyone panicked at that time because of the desperate actions he did. I guess she actually died at that time, and some people saw clearly how Amanda tried to end her life." Reply Gibran lirih.
"When ?"
"About a month ago." Gibran replied regretfully.
"Everything you're hiding ?" Sabina asked again, she was quite surprised because Gibran had long lied to her.
"I took care of her financially during her time in the accident and returned to her care after she was discharged from the hospital." Gibran replied, sitting on the bed and facing his wife.
"Then what else ?"
"I still gave her money to survive, and Amanda wanted to work at my clinic in return but I refused."
"Then ?"
"No building, no more." Answer Gibran.
"On the mango fruit, who is the pregnant woman you gave the mango at that time ? The woman who helped you sweep the leaves."
"Amanda," replied Gibran, bowing his head.
"It turns out you've been lying to me for a long time" murmured Sabina softly but could still be heard clearly by Gibran.
"It's not a lie, Bina. I just haven't been able to tell you." Bela Gibran's.
"You kept this for weeks, and we met every day in this house. Even you fucked me almost every night, but didn't have time to tell a story ??" Sabina asked full of insinuations.
"I'm sorry..," Lirih Gibran, bowing her head again.
"You remember when Andre came here ? and I only hid that fact from you for a few nights but you were so mad at me that you went straight to Andre's apartment."
"Yes I remember, I'm sorry, Bina..."
"Do you know Gibran ? I felt so guilty and so sorry for doing that to you. I feel like I've betrayed you despite doing nothing with Andre behind your back."
Gibran raised his face and looked at Sabina who spoke full of emotion.
"After that you asked me to commit to always being open to you, you asked that we talk to each other honestly even if it hurts. Do you remember that too ?"
"Yes, Bina. I remember all." Gibran replied regretfully.
"But now you're denying it yourself" Sabina said with disappointment.
"I'm sorry.., I beg you to forgive me..." Say Gibran again.
Silent for a while, no words were spoken from the two. Sabina finally opened her mouth.
"I... I want my time to be alone right now." Sabina said softly.
"What do you mean Bina ?" Ask Gibran. He immediately got up from his seat and approached Sabina sitting in front of him.
"I want my time to be alone. And I think you need it to think together." Sabina is calmer now than ever.
"Don't want Bina, I don't want to be alone." Please Gibran while reaching for Sabina's hand in his hand.
"You also said that if we are angry, we can be quiet and be cold as long as we don't leave each other angry. Is it true, isn't it ?
"Yes right, I once said that." Gibran replied as he kissed the back of his wife's hand.
"I guess, I want to be alone for now, until we're ready to talk to each other again about this matter with a cold head. You can stay in your clinic or here, wherever you want but please leave me alone." Shrill Sabina between her cries.
"No, I don't want to be away from you. I won't be able to. I'm not leaving this house. Please, Bina, I love you. Very love with you, "please Gibran while kissing the back of Sabina's hand.
"I beg Gibran, give me some time until we make a decision..."
"There will be no decision, I will never part from you. Trust me, Bina, I have never and will never betray you. Give me until Amanda's child is born and after that I will no longer be in contact with her. That's the deal I made with him. So I'm begging you, Bina, give me a little more time."
"Because of the illness he was diagnosed with, so he did not want to see another doctor. And just so you know she doesn't matter to me anymore."
"Gibrans... I'm.., uh...,"
"You can be angry, you can be cold to me but please don't ask me to leave this house. I won't be able to get away from you, from him." Please Gibran while gently stroking Sabina's stomach.
"I love you both so much. Don't leave this house, separate the rooms I don't want to." Gibran put his head on Sabina's lap with both hands hugging his wife .
Sabina could feel Gibran's tears wetting her shirt and piercing through her thigh skin. She did not know her husband was crying.
"I'm sorry, honey... If getting angry is okay, I get it."
"I don't know what to do, what you've done is really disappointing." Sabina said softly.
"I knew... I'm sorry, honey. I'm so sorry." Gibran and Sabina were silent no longer speaking.
For a long time they were silent and Gibran was still sitting in silence before his wife.
"It's night we should sleep, you should work tomorrow right ?" Ask Sabina. He got up from his seat and Gibran stood up.
"Yes" replied Gibran.
Sabina climbed onto the bed and began to lay down her body. He grabbed a bed cover to cover it.
"I can still sleep here, right ?" Gibran asked but Sabina gave no answer.
Gibran walked around the bed and laid his body on the empty side. He looked at the back of Sabina who was sleeping on her back. Gibran wanted to grab Sabina in his arms but he remembered that his wife wanted time to 'himself' until Gibran resignedly accepted the consequences of his actions.
"I'm sorry, honey." Lirih Gibran and Sabina could hear it.
His heart still ached from Gibran's confession which greatly shocked him. Sabina rubbed her wet cheek again.
***
Gibran awoke when the morning was almost bright, in a hurry he entered the bathroom and went into holiness. Sabina didn't wake him this morning.
Ah yes, his wife was sulking and Gibran could not protest because the mistake was on her.
After getting ready, Gibran went down from his room to the dining room where Sabina usually waited for him to have breakfast together. But this morning was different, Sabina was not there even though breakfast was available on the table.
Gibran took a deep breath and tried to accept Sabina's treatment of him.
"Which building?" Gibran asked Inah who had just entered the dining room.
"Non Bina is watering the flowers."
"Oooh," Gibran simply responded to Inah's words and began to eat his breakfast.
Just a little breakfast that Gibran ate, he had no taste this morning. He stood up and peeked at his wife from behind the window curtain. It looks like Sabina is holding a water hose and watering her plants.
"I'm leaving, yes" said Gibran, who now stands behind Sabina.
"Hu'um" Sabina muttered in response without turning her head to look at her husband.
Gibran kept silent for a long time, so he decided to leave Sabina alone.
There was no Sabina to deliver her to the door, now there is no more shadow of Sabina in the rear view of the car and waved at her. Even this morning Gibran could not kiss his wife and child who were still in the womb. Gibran felt very lost.
Sabina was really cold today and it was only the beginning that Gibran had felt excruciatingly tormented.
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