A DIVIDED HEART

Episode 88's. Mas, don't dream

A few days passed after the terrible tragedy of the night. Mba Sumi's condition is now getting better and Prima too. William himself is now still locked all Alexa's men who are caught, in order to extract as much detailed information as possible so that what is the goal is achieved

I myself am still in my room, looking at every job opening that I might be able to go to. I still continued to dwell there, checking every requirement I had to gather. Every now and then I stretch the muscles in my body, expounding the aching feeling that has been whack since

I heard the door of my room being knocked from the outside, once twice I ignored it but the longer it became and made me have to stand up and approach it with shaky steps and also an unsightly look

"Who the hell?" ask me then while opening the door

As a matter of seconds I was fixated, looking at someone who was now standing right in front of my eyes. The person I've been avoiding and hate the most even if it's not the thing I should be doing

Mama, that man is Mama. The woman I once respected so much but now became the source of the untreatable wound and became sicker as I remembered it, I don't know where he knows where I am and why he came here

There were no words spoken on the lips of the two of us, I just glanced at him at a glance then looked back in the other direction. But not with Mama, she kept staring at me intensely and did not take her eyes off the item one inch

"Agnes, Mama misses!" her eyes were teary and her red lips seemed to be shaking, her legs were walking back and forth as if to hug me but I slightly regressed my position and now made her stop at her will

The awkwardness encompassed both of us, my response that did not match what he expected made him feel awkward. As for me, this heartache came back out and opened the wound that was a little dry, gaping and bleeding again. The betrayal that happened some time ago is back

My eyes held back and were now ready to launch tears that I could not contain. I want to know why this middle-aged woman, no hypocrite there is a longing at the bottom of the heart that now appears but this pain dominates more than the longing itself

I wanted to hug him, to repeat the taste I had created with him for 19 years, to ask him how he had eaten and the days he had spent, but then again, this pain gets in the way and whispers the opposite of what I want

"My inner "mama" and I now dare to return her gaze. Without warning, he hugged me who was still wearing in my bedroom doorway

"Is a stiff okay, honey?" She cried, channeled the longing she had for, I fell silent and had no intention of retaliating

"I'm sorry, it's all Mama's fault" she said once again and until then I didn't return her words or embrace her

"Kok kangen-karennya there, bring dong mama" sergeant Bu Mariyam suddenly, I who had not had time to say a word finally release the hug and bring Mama into the room, Mama, leave Bu Mariyam who is still standing at the end of the stairs on the 2nd floor of this house

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Confusion also covers Prima's heart, he does not know what to do, whether to continue the lie or to be frank and say everything

"Mas, don't daydream" Prima's daydream paid and now her face looks nervous, her lips are cupped and her throat feels choked

"Yes" that's all Prima can say. Sumringah, Mba Sumi's face looks happier, the hue of happiness is clearly reflected accompanied by an arch created at the corner of his lips

Prima then asked Mbak Sumi to wait for a while, he returned to lying if he wanted to see a nurse and also the doctor who handled Mr. Samin, when in fact he would take care of the administration of Mbak Sumi's return, unsuspecting Mba Sumi also agreed with what Prima said

A few minutes passed, Prima who had finished taking care of the administration returned to the room of Ms. Sumi. He immediately cleaned up all the equipment he had been carrying

"Loh, Mum. How come you're all over?" ask Mama Sumi

"Aren't we just going to look at Mr Lek?" continued then

"Yes" answered Prima briefly as she pulled the zipper of her backpack and then carried it

Without any cue, he then pulled the hand of Sumi's mother who was sitting on his bed and with a fake smile he tried to cover the anxiety he had been feeling

"How come we're here, Mom?" Sumi's mother was astonished when she came out of the hospital and was invited into an online taxi that Prima had ordered since. No answer from Prima made Mbak Sumi also feel uneasiness

"Can you clear everything?"

Prima took a deep breath, and then told everything slowly while tightly grasping the hand of the lover to give strength. Surprised and devastated, the feeling that Mother Sumi is now feeling. Tears were shed and he could not bear, he could only cry and buried his head in the chest of the lover. There was a sense of disbelief in what he had heard, once again he made sure and the answer remained the same

The only family he has is now no longer with him, the happiness that is in sight now must lead to tragic with the departure of Mr. Samin. The dream that he knits to make his family happy is now gone, only memories and also the past are now side by side with him

A shadow of the criminal he experienced also continued to revolve there making the fear was again present

Prima himself could not do anything, he was only able to say patiently and sincerely to make the lover remain conscious and strong