A DIVIDED HEART

Episodes 125. No need to be ashamed, my dear

I told him what plan I was thinking, the doubts he had expressed but I gave him a reason, what and why I had the plan, he said, with various explanations and descriptions William finally agreed and will follow what I asked

"Okay, I'm giving up on you right now. But I hope you will obey my one request"

"What request?"

"Tomorrow we catch up with my parents and also oma Mariyam, we ask their blessing first and then we set a date for our wedding" I nodded

"Can you take me home now, it's time for Dad to get home from work. I'll say goodbye to him for tomorrow's plan"

William then took me down and went home, but before he said goodbye to Prima who was still downstairs

"Yes, Will. I'll be home soon too" we then got in the car and drove to my house

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By morning, I was ready for today's plan. After last night I said goodbye to Dad and he let me then today I am ready to ask William's parents for blessing. I looked in the mirror, I pulled my hair, I polished my face with moisturizer and I put pink lipstick on my lips

"Non Agnes, awaited by Mr. William below" a knock on the door accompanied by a voice from my ART from the outside

"Yes, for a moment" I said then grabbed the bag and suitcase that was full of all my personal equipment. I did carry a suitcase full at this time because according to plan, William and I will be there for a few days

"Where are you going, Nes?" Dad saw me coming down the stairs with a suitcase and a bag, and he folded up the newspaper he was reading. William sat down beside her and just smiled

"And yesterday Agnes had permission from Dad, Agnes just as Willy left today" I explained and sat down next to Dad

"No, Nes" I looked at William later and asked for an explanation

"We did not go abroad because my parents came to Indonesia last night and now they are in my apartment" he explained again

"Oh my God, my. Free dong wake up early and and beautiful like gini" my breathing rough while rewinding my back, I who this morning willingly wake up before usual, I, dress up and now it is neat turns out to have to accept the fact that what was planned must fail

"Yes sorry" William's smile once again appeared, he then told me that he had sent me a message last night but I did not reply and this morning I had not touched my phone. After hearing what he said I picked up the phone in my little bag, I saw several messages and calls from William, trying to tell me that

"I'm sorry, I don't know if you've sent a message" I'll have my phone back where it was

"Continue your conversation, I'm going somewhere" I was about to stand up but I held back

"Where, Dad. Agnes can come with me?" I looked at him closely

"Dad wants to go on a date, you want to come?" Whether it was true or not but Dad said it with passion

"But it's still morning, Dad. Not yet for a date"

"Because love has to wait for time, Nes?" his laughter exploded and he walked to his room. I looked at him in wonder and was also full of probing

"Today Dad doesn't work and you can also take a day off, all the office business has been devoted to the assistant father" he then closed the door to his room and did nothing

"Come, baby" William stood up and extended his hand

"Where?" I'm still in my position

William sat back down, "We're going to my apartment now. My parents wanted to see you" he explained later, I just nodded and followed him

"Dad, Agnes left, yes" I heard a yes from Dad's room and I went out of the house to follow William

Not long after, William came along with people I knew. Oma Mariyam, aunt Rosa and om Adiputra, all three smiled as they walked towards the living room, all three looking different from the last time I met them. Om and aunt Rosa are thinner aun both look fitter and also more excited while oma Mariyam he is the opposite. I stood up to greet them all, I kissed the backs of their hands one by one

"Dear Agnes, I miss you" Oma Mariyam looked fatter than before, she also looked friendly as usual

"How are you, son?" ask about Adiputra

"Agnes well, om"

"Call me papa, like William" she asked with a smile

"Agnes is good, Pa" I followed what he asked for, although it still sounded strange and new, but I got used to it

"And call me mama!" Aunt Rosa also did not want to lose, I also obeyed her and she also looked happy

"When are you getting married?" not to mention we asked for blessing and talked about everything, suddenly oma Mariyam had opened her voice as if she was impatient with our marriage. I sat next to William and looked at him and he smiled

"Fastly, Oma" replied Willy

"Set the day and the date before we go back abroad" suggested om Adiputra

"If William is up to Agnes only when he wants" William turned back to me, a happy hue engraved there

"How about this week, isn't faster better?" william and I looked at each other again. Happy certainly dominates our hearts both but for this time the dominant is nervousness, the heartbeat of both of us as if running a marathon

"How, Nes?" oma Mariyam asked and without a second thought I nodded, a happy hue was also engraved on the face of oma Mariyam and William's parents

"But Agnes has one request" they all stared at me

"What request, son?" I told him what I had planned, at first they were hesitant like William but after hearing what and why I asked him then they all finally agreed

"Well, if that's what you're asking for then we'll obey"

"Thank you, Pa. And Agnes also wants to apologize to all of you, if some time ago Agnes made a mistake and made this marriage delayed. Agnes knew this was not an easy thing to forgive but once again pardon Agnes" William clasped my hand tightly, trying to give me strength to admit to all the mistakes I made

"Everyone must have done wrong and it's human, regret is certain but the thing to do now is keep trying to get better and not repeat it" Om Adiputra looked serious, and from there I felt relieved because finally what I was afraid of did not happen. I'm afraid that if Adiputra doesn't give his blessing because I made a mistake

"Darling, you knew you were too young to be married and the young soul was still unstable to do anything seriously committed, you could understand. And for now, I hope it becomes a lesson for both of you in the relationship so that you can last until you age later" added aunt Rosa

"You are not only married to the two of you, but the marriage also brings the two families together. So I hope you two can accept each other as new members of your family. Communicate well, talk about everything even the smallest thing"

"Oh, yeah. Let your father know, tonight we'll all go to your house!" I nodded

"Oma, thank you" Willy suddenly drew closer to his oman

"Did the oma plan work?" the smile on her face oma Mariyam, she knew what made William say that word

"What plan, Ma?" aunt Rosa also wants to know. William. finally explained what was kept secret by him and his omanya, shame of course I feel now moreover William told everything in great detail

"Is that true, baby?" Aunt Rosa looked at me, I just nodded while bowing my head while William now looked triumphant, his face full of a smug smile from what he was telling me

"Not to be ashamed, dear. It's proof that you really love her"