A DIVIDED HEART

Episodes 108. Should I go back to him?

"Hey, what's this thing called friendship?" speaking of someone from the doorway again, Andreas and Prima hurriedly looked at him and Tomi was there, she was still wearing a full work outfit with a black tie hanging from her neck

Tomi is also their old friend, he also witnessed the birth of Prima's love for Mba Sumi at that time. Tomi himself has now also had a family, but until now he has not been blessed with children. Different from that right, his business and also the branches of the company he owned were spread in various parts of the world and he came to the country also wanted to expand his business. This time he came alone and his wife is still in Dubai to run her business

Without being asked Tomi was sitting near Prima and Andreas, the three of them were sitting between the chairs that will be occupied by the guests tomorrow because the living room sofa had moved out of nowhere

"Gue guess elo forgot the same way to my house?" Prima started the conversation which now feels very warm

"Yes not possible, I can instantly memorize it just by one look" Tomi replied

"Know Elo also came here mending earlier we together with "Sahut Andreas

"Elo don't even connect with me!"

"Well yesterday I said who can't go back to Indonesia?" Andreas slaps Tomi on the shoulder who lied to him

"Sorry, yesterday was still busy taking care of the other business. So this decision was sudden" Tomi replied

"Oh yeah, you're going to Indonesia alone?" prima Sahut

"No, my young boy is still in the hotel he said still tired, tomorrow also I bring them here all I know you guys" said Andreas

"Gue who is alone, my baby is still in Dubai, if there is time yes tomorrow if not yes sorry aja bro" Prima just must not hear it

"That's so good, Mi. Bini elo told me to work alone and elo relaxed here, it is really a great husband" Andreas and Tomi quipped if he did not intend to leave his wife to work alone, and then he said, he also came not because Prima alone but he will also start a business in Indonesia

Before long, Sumi came out of the kitchen carrying a tray containing drinks and snacks, and then put everything on a small table around them

"H wait, I seem to know him" Tomi said, pointing to Mother Sumi, and Prima asked him to sit next to her and listen to Tomi's guess

"Wasn't she a strong girl holding you when you were hit by a snake pat?" Prima and Mbak Sumi nodded and did not know what was funny Tomi then laughed sinlessly

"I didn't think you were durable until now" he continued and Andreas also said that he had also been

"I'll be loyal unlike you" Prima avenged her playboy best friend. Among Prima, William, Tomi and Andreas only William and Prima who do not change girlfriends even though without them both know Prima had made me hurt to get the girl of his tribe

"Have you contacted William, he should be here by now" Tomi said

"I called him this morning but he said he can come here tomorrow, there are things he has to finish today" Andreas explained

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I just finished my job today, I just happened to not come today Daddy went to find his client. Today, the company conducts interviews with some applicants who have applied for several weeks ago. The position as a receptionist, that is what is sought because one of the receptionists who had resigned because he was getting married

Getting married, hearing that word I was bored and didn't know what to comment on. Every day I go I think about whether I'm ready to get married or not, but if I see the people around me getting married I think they all look happy but why I who was getting married at that time was falling prey to unpleasant things

Plus, I've been worrying lately. William who almost every day always asked the news and asked the question if I wanted to come back with him now as if it disappeared like swallowed by the earth. I haven't heard from him in a few days, the message he used to send every morning, day and night I no longer accept, how are you?

Do I miss him, do I still wish for him, and do I still want to be with him. I don't know, I'm afraid if I say it but I can't refuse either. Oh heart and brain, why do you attack each other

"Come, Mom. I go home first" said Aira, the receptionist who was new to me. She's a girl who just graduated High School, has no work experience but is very deft and also easy to communicate. His stature is high, tanned and also hijab. He actually comes from a family that is capable and quite well-being but he does not intend to continue his education and prefers to work. His greeting broke my daydream that is now sitting in the lobby chair while waiting for Father who has not reached the office at this hour

"Ah, Yes. Be careful when driving" he just nodded and smiled, he then headed to the parking lot and then drove his motorbike

I saw the phone ringing in my black bag, there came a message from Dad who said he was going home late, he asked me to go home because he would be escorted by Pras. I replied to the message with a yes and then went home

But I did not go home immediately, I decided to go to Mariyam's mother's house to take the rest of my belongings that were still there. Once there, I opened the door to the house, coincidentally the key to the house was now handed over to me by my father

I went up to the second floor and went into my room, but earlier I picked up my cell phone which now reads again

"Sorry, sweetheart. Oma just told you now, the house that you used to live in, now it's been sold, if you go there to pick up your things, then, please show this message to the new homeowner so that he does not misunderstand" that's what he wrote in the message he sent

"Yes, Oma" I replied briefly and he sent me a message again if now he is abroad, he now lives with om Adiputra. I was a bit surprised but I tried to understand why he was there

"Sorry too, Oma. I was forced to hide the fact that it was Dad who bought the oma house" I said softly as I put my phone back in. After that I immediately rushed to pack all my belongings, bring them down and put them in the car. I rushed home too

I got home, I took my things and brought them into my room. Arriving in the room I found a red box of medium size, tied with a gold ribbon and also a small greeting card

"If your love cannot be with him then do'a is his successor. Samuel" what a wonderful word he said, he insinuated me or insinuated himself

I opened the box and there was a white dress that was not so long, her arms were short, not too open and also looked shiny, in addition, she also sent a pair of high heels, this time it should look more shiny than the dress, shoes that are somehow full of trinkets what there, there, whether gold or diamonds but certainly from the looks of it does not reflect me. Maybe when he bought it all he remembered was Alexa and not me, but thank you that at least someone still cares about me 😁

I put the dress and shoes back in the box and then I put them in a closet that was full of boxes containing clothes that I either bought it myself or a gift from people. I put the box in the middle, side by side with another matching color box but I just put it suddenly a white box fell and the contents were scattered out

"That dress" I said as I stared at what had just come out of the box. A wedding dress and a high heeled shoe that Willy had sent. The dress she wished I could wear when I married her but in reality everything went according to plan

I squatted nearby, I picked up the thing and somehow tears came. Scratches of wounds that are almost dry now bleed again, why God showed it again, what does it mean, he said, do I have to go back to him or just remind myself that I hurt a sincere person and that I never repeat the same thing again