A DIVIDED HEART

Episodes 109. Marriage between Sumi and Prima

In the morning, I was preparing to attend the wedding of Mba Sumi and Prima, this time I left alone and not with Dad. He's having a meeting out of town with Pras

Red dress of silk material, limited to the knee and also short-sleeved. Supplemented with a party bag that I had sown on my shoulder and black shoes that were not too high, my hair I did not tie just me stalls and I curls, she said, the makeup I applied was not too thick and more natural. I'm not wearing that dress for no reason, this is the dress that Willy gave me on my birthday when I was still dating him, this is my first time wearing it

I was preparing to get into my car shortly after putting in a gift that I was going to give to Mother Sumi, a special gift from me and from Father that we decided a while ago

I have also reached Prima's house, after parking I also went down, the house that I once went to and left memories. I forced myself to set foot there again, after adjusting the breath and also emotions that were momentarily unreasonable. From the outside of the house there are several bouquets of flowers that vary, again I was reminded when the engagement and my house is also full of bouquets

I took my breath back and then entered the house, inside the house there were already some people who were seen chatting and joking. But there was not a single person I knew even a woman who brought a smiling child friendly towards me, I returned that smile

Along with that, Prima also came down from the stairs, I was a little amazed when I saw him this time who was wearing a peci, a white suit and around his neck was a jasmine strand whose fragrance could be caught by my sense of smell

"Where's Mother Sumi?" I asked without further ado when he reached the bottom of the stairs, many eyes looked but I did not ignore

"He was dressing up in the room, go up" I went up to the spot indicated by Prima

"Assalamualaikum" the knock on the door of the room, from the inside sounded authentic and I turned the handle and went into the brown-painted room, there was a small bed, there, a small closet and a dressing table complete with medium-sized glass

Back I was made surprised, looking in front of the mirror, Mommy Sumi who has now been polished with makeup and berbah to be very beautiful. Bridal bridal bridal gown bone white, long-tailed, looks shiny with small diamonds attached there, with subordinates of batik skirts that are no less compatible with the dress, this time she wore a hijab and was equipped with a crown-like headdress that was silver, as well as a high-pitched heels in her dress, quite tall and revealing her slender fingers. Amazed I saw it, the hand of the bride fairies was able to conjure the face of Mother Sumi into a queen

For quite a while I was silent, observing and also feeling euphoria that was able to reverse the emotions. Until finally the activity was completed, Sumi realized my presence, she stood up and walked up to me

"Agnes" he said quivering, his eyes glazed over

"Such a beauty" and we hugged her, she heard her stuffing, her heart churned even though it was her happy day.

"Don't cry yes mbak, later make up faded" he released his embrace and nodded

"Thank you, you're coming"

"Together, Mother. Oh yes this is a gift from Dad, sorry he can't come this time" I handed him a small gift that I put in a medium-sized paper bag

"Oh my God, why would Kuncoro bother like this?"

"No, Ma'am. It's all nothing to do with what you did to our family. Think of this as a sign of our gratitude to Mommy Sumi" he then nodded his head

"Mr, asked to come down. The marriage contract is about to begin" said one person from behind the door, we ended the conversation and then went down. But before I put my bag in that room because I was going down with the bride

We walked downstairs, many eyes looking at our presence. Not spared also William, my netraku momentarily caught himself who is now sitting among the invited guests with his black suit. The net did not escape from the two of us, where we stepped there also he stared

"Hey, stop that. Your eyes can come out!" tomi's jerk on Willy's arm

"It's hard to get back to her, Tom. Even now I'm almost giving up" William confirmed his seat

"Are you sure?"

Willy shook his head, "I don't know, I just feel like I can't do anything else, it seems like my struggle is already at the end of the road"

"Listen to me" Timi then whispered something to William, whether it was just the two of them who knew. William was expressionless when he heard it just nodded and nodded

Ijab qabul will be started soon, after I deliver Mbak Sumi to sit side by side with Prima in front of the penghulu, I also sit near them. The witness of the wedding this morning from the male side was Andreas and from the female side was me. This is a sudden thing that happened this morning, at first I did not want to but because this is the request of Mother Sumi I finally agreed

"I accept the marriage and marriage of Sumi bint Suwono with the dowry, cash!" Prima replied loudly, Pak Penghulu also turned to Andreas who was Prima's witness

"As a witness, legitimate?" Andreas nodded and now it was his turn to look at me asking the same thing. For a long time I did not answer the question until repeatedly the question was thrown, I don't know what I was thinking at that time to not focus on what was in front of me

"Miss Agnes!" said Mr. Penghulu a bit hard and my daydream was broken, once again he asked and this time the question was answered with a nod

His words finally sounded simultaneously in the room, somewhat embarrassed when many eyes were on me and then I shuffled and went to the bathroom, I know where the bathroom is going because I've been here before

I washed my clothes in the bathroom sink with a mirror, I remember what happened to me a few minutes ago. Memories of the past also crossed back then, the time I passed with Prima until the memories of a failed marriage, I could have imagined that if the current married person was somehow with anyone it would feel very happy, but then again it was just a daydream and not a reality

"It's all the past, Nes. It will never change even if you regret it!" William surprised me, he was standing in the doorway

"I don't regret it, Will"

"It's good if you don't regret it. Oh yeah, well, if we meet here there's something I want to tell you"

"What?"

"I'm sorry if as long as I know you, I hurt you, even seem to urge you to come back to me again. I know this is wrong, this is also not the right time but from now on you can be free to pursue what you want, I'll never again ask you to accept me or make you think when you want to come back to me, I give up, Nes"

Like being struck by lightning in broad daylight, there was no wind no rain I again swallowed a bitter pill that was so fierce

"meaning?" I went back to looking for an explanation in the actual words I knew what it meant but I wanted to know if this was true or pretend

"We've had it all, Nes. Although accounting knows we are nobody but my hope for you seems to have reached the end of the road and the road in front of him was deadlocked. Sorry, Nes we live each other's lives from now on. I love you but you don't seem to, I love you to others" William left, leaving after a very surprising explanation

It's not his fault, it's my fault. I spent too much time until the time given was up. I know that love is willing to accept and wait but it may not be this long. Tears escaped as proof that I still loved her but ego overcame everything. I wiped the tears with the tissue hanging near the sink, I pulled my hair and I went back to the living room

Some of the invited guests were still there but some had gone home, I did not find a happy bride there

"Sorry, where's the bride going?" she said a woman who was holding her daughter, the beautiful woman behind the light blue dress, the woman who was smiling at me

"He changed clothes" he replied kindly, after I went to the place in question, I intended to say goodbye and also took my bag

I arrived at the room that was used by Mother Sumi to decorate, the door was slightly open, I opened it slowly and once again the surprise I got

Sumi's mother who still wears a wedding dress is now sitting on her husband's lap, both kissing affectionately even Prima does not mind the face of Sumi's mother who is still wrapped in make up. I turned my face away for a moment and closed the door tightly, it was also my fault I didn't knock on the door before entering

I spread my legs that felt weak, until I reached the middle of the stairs I met a fairy who would take her belongings in Mother Sumi's room, I followed her immediately

He knocked on the door and then the occupants of the room went outside, only Mbak Sumi who is now there and Prima out of nowhere

"I'm sorry, Mom, I have to go home. There's an important phone"

"Cock rush anyway, Nes?" I then make excuses if there are clients who want to meet. He nodded and let me go home. I snatched my bag that I had placed on the bed of that room, as bright as the shadow I had just seen flashed back and honestly it made me jealous

"There's an important phone, hasn't the phone been in this room?" thought mum Sumi guessed