A DIVIDED HEART

Episodes 129. I'm scared

The crying was over, Adiputra approached his daughter. He hugged the body that now lives the bone, the body that was shaken because of the crying was heard again

"I'm sorry, Papi. Papi is too selfish to admit it all. Sorry Papi!" tears are now flowing in the netra Adiputra, he has realized what he actually did is not the right thing. He also realized that what happened to him was a rebuke from the Almighty, he was too negligent on the pleasures of the world, he pursued the property that in fact was only left without caring for his family, he thought with a lot of wealth and wealth his family would be happy

Apparently not, it is precisely those who dream of wealth and also wealth are not necessarily happy and even those who can be said to be lacking in wealth and wealth actually feel happy in their lives. Happiness is not based on possessions, it is when we are able to accept what we have, be grateful for what is and keep it so that we do not forget that what we have is only a deposit

"Alexa has forgiven Papi and Mami. Alexa love you!"

"We love you too, son!" both of them hugged their daughter, both are now able to feel how painful it is if they are in the position of Alexa. Worsened in punishment, while his family was not by his side, only William visited him occasionally. But the two did not know that Samuel had been there for their daughter

"I'm sorry Papi and the new Mami can visit you now" Adiputra caressed her daughter's tyrannical face. He looked around the room, his heart as if it had stopped beating when he saw his daughter placed in a room far from what he deserved. If only he had been as he was, had power and control, he would have easily taken his daughter from that place and put her in a much more decent and better place

"You don't have to worry, Alexa's fine here" a lie he started to create so that he doesn't look pathetic in the eyes of his parents. He lied to everyone, even himself he lied, where maybe someone was okay when they were in prison and was spending his sentence

Back when they hugged his daughter, they knew Alexa was lying to him. But at least with him lying it would make him a little stronger and no longer crybaby. The warmth of a family was created in the narrow room, until finally Samuel was finished with the activities he did and returned to the Alexa room

"I bought a lot of fruit, let's eat!" Sam opened the door without looking around. He was busy looking towards the bag full of various types of fruit he had just bought

He no longer continued his steps when he saw the reality of Alexa's parents sitting there. Undeniable awkwardness, he was a little nervous and became misbehaved. Alexa noticed it and held back her laughter. Sam who had been impressed cool and authoritative now seemed nervous when he saw his parents

"Good day, Om, Auntie" Sam greeted the two, and sat down near them

"Thank you, son" suddenly Adiputra said, Sam looked at Adiputra trying to find the meaning of the word thank you

"Thank you for always being there for Alexa, even Om and Aunt who are her parents just can't be like you who are always there for our daughter" Rosa continued

Sam's increasingly misbehaved, his heart grew bigger and convinced that the path he took would be smoother, "No need to thank you, I'm happy to be able to accompany Alexa here"

He tried to get rid of the nervousness that had pushed him, he tried to be strong so that Alexa's parents increasingly support him to be with Alexa. He wants this meeting to create a good atmosphere and also imprint in the hearts of both Alexa parents

"We support you!" Adiputra patted Samuel on the shoulder. There was something shocking he had just heard. Supporting? Adiputra supporting?

Cheers overflowed in his heart, he no longer knew what to say now. The green light is in sight now is the time to keep going and reach the destination point. Same with Alexa, he did not know why his Papi was so easy to support Samuel when they had just met. Is this a sign that the two must be together or just a coincidence

The four of them chatted all the time, normally the clock would end in an hour but for now there were no more restrictions, yes it was all there must be interference from Samuel. It will do anything as long as it can make people who want to visit Alexa not feel pursued by time

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"Now your poses are more intimate, yes. You guys face each other and look at each other. Don't forget to smile!" the direction of the photographer was directly demonstrated by us

Our first clothes were the clothes of a chef, where the background and also the theme we chose was not far from food, fruits and also friends. This theme was William's choice and I was also quite happy about what he chose. In the first theme we are not so friendly because in the photo we only act like a chef who is cooking and also serving food

While our second shirt is my choice, of course what we wear today is not far from roses and also red. The background of this photo shoot is also full of red roses in bloom. In this session we were more intimate and also friendly, the clothes I was wearing also looked a little open

Long-tailed dress with short sleeves and slightly open on the shoulders, the makeup I applied was a little thick with hair that was scattered. William himself now wears a red suit, in which, in his hand, he is holding a red rose

Already some photos we took, this happened to be the last photo but the heart and mind were out of sync. This time the photo we took really failed us both to focus. I was very relaxed before and could give the best photos but this time I felt very nervous. The pose directed by Kang the photo made my heart feel ungodly

"You're facing each other, your eyes are staring at each other. And you Will, hold her hand, put it on your chest side by side with that red rose. And you're Agnes, close your face to William's. Don't be nervous, smile!" back he directed us both, but still nervous not to go

My hands sweat and my heart beats faster. Although in the room AC but I feel sultry because of that pose. Once again we tried to focus and continue that shooting session

"Agnes, he loves you so much" William said with a smile, I grew nervous and only returned with a smile

"Ok, great. Keep your emotions that way!" heard back the directions from Kang's photo

"1, 2, 3. Good jobs. We're done!" applause was heard from everyone who was in that place. After the words were finished they finally dispersed from the place. They brought all their luggage and went down to the first floor

Relieved, that's what I feel now. I was about to leave but William was holding me, he was getting closer to his body. I tried to escape because there were still some people there

I don't know what was on William's mind, he suddenly kissed my lips gently. I was surprised, in my brain refused but it was not with my body. I returned the kiss and it is getting deeper

Suddenly someone turned off the lights because it was quite night, this did pause our kiss but not for a long time the kiss was repeated and now even hotter. William's hand no longer held my hand because it was now on my neck trying to deepen the kiss

"Agnes, I love you" again I heard William's voice in the dark

"I love you too, Will" I said

We don't know anything else, which we now feel is just happy and happy. William's hand tried to lower the dress that is still attached to my body. The shoulders were still slightly wrapped in a dress, now plain and the dress has slipped to the front of the chest. William's hand rubbed the shoulder that was now nothing, my heart rippled violently, my heart rhymed incoherently

Courage appeared, I kissed William's lips again, he replied and suddenly the sound of lightning was so fierce. Along with that, consciousness gathered, I kept my body away from William's body, I allowed back the slumped dress in front of his chest

The atmosphere turned awkward, William moved away, turning on the lights that had been turned off a moment ago. I was embarrassed, but I tried to act ordinary. I cursed the stupidity that I did, may I be swept away in an atmosphere that should not happen. The dress was already in its original place, William approached and then hugged me. I tried to rebel

"I'm sorry, honey. I didn't mean to ..." Not to mention William finished talking, the lightning came back and made me hug him tightly

"Let's go home, Mas. I'm scared!"