A DIVIDED HEART

Episodes 112. Thanks, I'm not interested

The office hours were over, I finished my office today, all I had tidied up and I rushed home. Arriving in the lobby I was again presented with a view that I did not want to see, the couple again showed off their romance by pairing a helmet and jacket on the partner

This is the heat of the weather or my heart, suddenly feeling sultry and sweat flowing in the temple. I tried to ignore it by not paying attention to it but still I felt jealous, eh wait, jealous? i'm jealous? iwhat? either I don't know if this is enough or I don't like it. I drove my car to any direction, reluctant to go home because I also have no friends at home

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Sam and Mama just got off the plane, they set foot on the ground this afternoon. Samuel who had been working with no focus finally decided to take a leave of absence and return to Indonesia

His return is not without reason, the concern about the condition of Alexa who is now behind bars makes him almost crazy. Although the moment he was about to leave, he decided to no longer wish on the woman but another in the other mouth was also in the heart, the further away it was the greater the miss, the greater, the more his love day seems unstoppable and can explode at any time, it has been a long time since he wanted to go home even since the case was first sticking out but the desire was only a dream for him, he said, the work that is stacked and also the responsibilities that he shouldered he could not leave to others

So did Mama, too, he decided to come home because he also missed me even though until now I was still indifferent to him but in his heart he was sure that it would not be forever and I could accept it with what I had it has become his decision

Now that they were both in the taxi that was about to take them home, a look of uneasiness appeared on Samuel's face. He never stopped looking at his phone which contained messages from his trusted people who always gave him news of the condition of Alexa

When the two reached home, Samuel dropped all his luggage and brought him in alone. He deliberately did not wake up his ART because it was quite late and they must have been sleeping

"Mama Rest, Sam will be out for a while" When all his belongings are already in the house he said goodbye to Mama

"It's night, baby. Where are you going, you need to rest" Mama was also worried about her first son, Mama knew how Samuel had been these past few weeks. He was overtime almost every night so that his work would be finished and he could quickly go home. Mama also knows if Sam still has feelings for Alexa katena all this time only Mama is the place to complain about everything she thinks

"Just for a second, Ma. When it's over I'll be home soon" Sam touched Mama's hand and then left

"Be careful, baby!" mama shouted but he did not answer because he was in the car that now picks him up, the car of his trusted people who are always on time

The car drove to a place, along the way Samuel did not feel good to sit. He continued to observe his cell phone and also the streets around hoping to reach the destination soon. Not long after they arrived at their destination, without warning he immediately came down and rushed in

"Please pass by here, sir" said a guard who had been waiting for him there, he had also requested permission and discussed with the guards at that place

Yes, Samuel is now coming to the place where Alexa is. The longing for his woman is growing, he does not care now it is night or day, which he knows only he wants to meet with Alexa. He entered the place and entered the hall where his puja woman was

"Alexa" Samuel said as he stood not far away, his net caught a woman he knew but did not look the same as the last they met. His feet stepped closer towards the woman in black, he curled up alone, cold while embracing both knees. His face looked pale and unkempt, his body was also growing thinner

He did not dare to make a sound, did not want to wake up his sleep that was either deep or just closed his eyes did not want to look around. Alexa hears Samuel's movements but she prefers to be quiet and pretend to be asleep

Samuel himself was crouching in front of the iron bars, his hand was about to reach the body but not until because Alexa was in the corner of the small and stuffy room

"I feel pain when I miss you, but the numbness after I see you this pain is getting worse and less" the monologue Sam still kneels there

"Alexa!" samuel enthusiastically looked at him, the pain increased when he saw a tyrannical face and the body of a bone living wrapped in a prisoner's shirt that Alexa wore

Alexa was still the same, she was silent and unmoved. His eyes were indeed staring at the interlocutor but his lips were reluctant to open as if locked and unable to be opened anymore

"Alexa, it's me!" Once again Sam made a conversation, Alexa's hands were now in his grasp but Alexa's netra just looked at him blankly and now looks flushed

"Why did you come, do you want to laugh now?" Alexa looked the other way, trying to take Samuel's hand off

"I want to see you, Lexa"

Alexa looked at him sharply, "Want to see me slump?" he managed to take Samuel's hand off

Samuel shook his head, "I know this is not the right time, but one thing you should know, this feeling is still the same even bigger"

"You don't have to brag, I don't need bragging, nor do I need to be pitied by anyone including yourself!"

"Alexa, listen to me. I'm not bragging, I don't mean to pity you, I love you, Lexa!" Samuel again tried to convince his girlfriend

"Go, Sam!" Alexa stay away

"I don't need anyone, anything including love. That love never existed, it was just a stupidity that kept us away from sane thinking" then Alexa opened up as if to see the funny thing in front of him, Samuel felt sorry for it, and then, he felt Alexa's energy was under pressure that made him unable to control himself

"I can set you free" Samuel continued

"I want to free a criminal, aren't you afraid that this criminal is going to come back and kill a lot of people, huh?"

"I believe you won't do it. We can go abroad and start a new life there" bad Sam

"You want to start a new life with a criminal?" again, Alexa's laughter broke out making a loud noise that was heard almost all over the place. Many of the other inmates woke up and felt disturbed but they guessed that Alexa had begun to be affected by mental disorders

"Would you, Lexa?" Alexa shook her head

"Thank you, I'm not interested!" Alexa turned her body and then curled back in the corner of the vacuum